The days blurred into nothingness. I was coming to terms with Terra's death. She was my only sister, my only true friend; and she was….gone. Gone, dead and gone. What memory would be left of her? The Titans only knew her as a villain, an enemy of the city. She was so much more than that, she was Terra. Because of her, I was free from Striker; Striker who found out my disguise through Slade. Then there was Slade, Slade who ended up being HIM. My love, my hate: Anthony. Anthony who sold me out to Hell and left me to die. I knew I would see him again because he was always there. A noise then interrupted my thoughts. I looked skeptically around my room scanning for anything out of place. The room was dark, so dark I could barely see. I found that I liked darkness better than the light, because in the darkness I could think. A hand touched my shoulder and I immediately jumped. As a quickly turned, I saw him. He was here, in my room and this time I was not hallucinating.

"What are doing here?" I hissed.

He didn't respond he just stood there, without his mask. Finally all charades were over; there we stood facing each other completely ourselves without the lies. He moved closer to me and I instinctively moved back.

"Ayleth, please." He said brokenly.

"Please what? Haven't you done enough? Wasn't selling me to Striker enough for you? Why her too? What did she ever do to you to deserve that? So tell me, please what!" I screamed as I crouched.

He just stood there, clenched fists with a tight mouth. I relaxed a little then he ran for me. The world was spinning and I found myself pushed against the wall. His face was in mine and I could smell his breath on my skin. Against all reason and against my own will, I kissed him; not softly but with everything I felt, anger, hate, sadness, longing, lust, and need. I needed him and I hated myself for it.

"Get out." I said heatedly.

"You will love me one day, despite everything Ayleth." He whispered.

He studied my face closely then disappeared into the night. Unfortunately I knew he was right. One day I would love him, but if he ever double crossed me again, his heart would be laying beside his body. I then heard an alarm and ran to the control room.

"What is it?" I asked.

The Titans had their back to me and finally what seemed like hours Robin spoke.

"Slade." Was all he said.

Frankly that's all that ever needed to be said by him.

"I thought he died, I mean I thought Rav..Alyeth killed him." Beastboy inquired.

"Slade doesn't do death." I said non chalantly.

The Titans all started towards the door while I stayed put. They all left except for Robin.

"Well, are you coming or not?" He said while smiling mischievously.

I smiled back knowing that all was forgiven.

"With skills and talents like yours, I'm sure we could find use of them somewhere." He said sarcastically.

"Uh, like hell I'm going to stay behind!" I exclaimed.

We both ran out the door and into Cyborgs new car. I have to say it was pretty cool. When we arrived we saw an army of Slade robots destroying the city. The Titans immediately ran off to fight. As I was about to go, I saw something in the corner of my eye. Terra, she was here and still very much alive. She simply smiled at me and rounded the corner. I knew I would be seeing her soon as well. I should've known she wouldn't have gone down so easily.

"Ayleth! Are fighting or not?" Beastboy yelled from across the street.

I chuckled to myself. What a perfect relationship I had with Anthony, kissing him one night and trying to kill him the next. It was definitely going down today.

Out of everything I had learned in life, this one concept never left me- The world was such a screwed up place.

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