Hey there people! I am so so so sorry for the long wait, I have been busy for the start of my school year, and I had no internet for daaays. Anyway, here is a new chapter. I really look forward to your reviews on this one. Please tell me what you think.

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Chapter eleven: the fight.

Jade's POV:

"We need to talk." Beck said. When we had been together, it had ended up by a fight every time he had said that. I really didn't want that right now. I was not in the mood for it. I was too tired and too sick of all the drama.

"I don't want to." I answered, not facing him and not giving him any explanation.

"Jade, I want to apologize, please just listen to what I have to say." He said calmly.

"No! I know what you are going to say Beck. I don't want to hear it." I was still in love with him, but I didn't want to suffer anymore, better end it now. It shouldn't have started in the first place. But I had been weak then, I had been betrayed by people before and I had built walls to protect me but he had been able to crash them all…Now I am not, I have learned from my very mistakes. I was never going to repeat them. I felt his hand on mine, he grabbed me by the wrists and very slowly made me sit down.

"Jade, please, just listen to me. I won't bother you after that. It's a promise." I sighed when I saw the determination in his face. I knew that look very well. He wasn't going to give up until I heard it all.

"Ok, go on." I said lazily. I felt tired; he could have waited at least until the morning.

"Look, Jade. I understood many things after what happened to you. I was going to lose it when you were unconscious. I have never been that messed up in my life. I wasn't able to control anything and I felt like losing you. I would have killed myself if that had happened. I also understood that I was a jerk to you all along. You being jealous was actually a mean for you to show me that you loved me, I was flirty and I thought I was just nice. I know it really hurt you now. And for the kiss with Tori, I know you won't forgive me but I swear Jade, I had just been confused and so down… I don't love Tori. I only like her as a sister, and I love only you. I know you don't want to forgive me. Because I betrayed you even thought you had told me the reason you don't trust people and let them get close to you. I have made you suffer and it is killing me. Please, just try to give me another chance. I won't let you down anymore." I had stayed silent, listening to his speech, and he had really seemed sincere. But now I was going to explode. It had only made me angrier, for the simple reason that I knew it all. It was so predictable.

" I hope you don't think that your little speech is going to make it all okay. As you said, you hurt me Beck, you of all people! You who knew what I had been through and why I acted like I did! Then you started acting this way. And now I am so confused! Because you know I love you, but you played me, you just took my heart and ripped it, then you felt like it wasn't enough so you tried to kiss Tori. You can say whatever you want but you KNEW how that would hurt me!" I was shouting now, my breathing getting quicker. I was finally letting it all out. " But you did it anyway. You thought I wouldn't know so when you would want Jade back again, you would just turn up, tell her you love her and she would come back running to you like the little pet she is for you. I can't even hate you Beck Oliver! That's what is worst! I want to, so bad, but I still lo-" I was cut by his lips crashing with mine. A wave of relief washed over me. This felt so good and so true, so real and so full of passion. It wouldn't have been possible for him to be acting at this moment. H e couldn't be that good, no one could. I couldn't hold my tears anymore.

Beck's POV:

I had kissed her. I had finally done it. I had wanted to ever since our break up. She still loved me, she had said so. But she was so angry at me, and not the anger people know when it comes to Jade, the real anger. I absolutely deserved this and I would accept whatever she did if it meant we would end up together.

As soon as my lips had touched hers, she had broken down and started crying. But she had responded to it. It was so relieving. It felt like everything was in its right place again. We had stopped kissing only because of the need to breath. Then I took her face in both my hands. I had never seen someone so beautiful, so hurt physically and emotionally, so sad, whose eyes sparkled so much. She didn't bother to try and stop crying, she must have known she wouldn't be able to anyway. So I just hugged her. She rested her head against my chest and cried, cried, cried, her whole body was shaking and moving heavily while I was holding her and stroking her hair. She continued sobbing until she fell asleep. I kissed her forehead and stayed there, not moving by an inch so I wouldn't wake her up. God, why did I have to be so stupid and to make her suffer that much. I had a lot to do to make it right. And I was determined to make her the happiest person alive. Never would Jade West have to suffer again, because of me or anyone else. But I hoped when she woke up she would have forgiven me…that was almost impossible.


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