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A/N: I know that it took a long time to update, but i hope that you enjoy and reveiw! and i am sorry for any mistakes.
"You're his fiancé" the doctor looked at her suspicious hoping that this wasn't a ploy to get information. Jenny shook her head, she knew that nobody else knew that. The doctor saw the fear in her eyes. "Listen Ms?"
'Tutuola"
"Jeremy is in extensive care right now, he should recover, know right now he is in a coma"
Jenny could feel the tears forming in her eyes and then eventually dropping down her cheeks "but he will wake up won't he" she asked scared.
"He'll wake up when he is ready to; it could be a couple of hours, days, weeks." the doctor said and rubbed her shoulder.
"Can I see him?" she asked just wanting to be able to hold his hand and talk to him.
"Yes, he is in room 302" he said and then walked away.
Jenny turned to see that there was hurt in her mother eyes and anger in her father's eyes. She just started to walk towards the room, and then she saw him, with all the tubes and wires hooked up to him, his beautiful eyes that she would get lost in her closed Jen stared at him from the doorway trying to find the strength within her to go into the room over to his bedside. Then she felt someone's hands on her arms as she looked over it was her mother, mouthing the words "go in." If I have the strength to get kidnapped, almost raped, pregnant, and tell my detective parents; then I should have enough strength to walk into this hospital room. And especially after announcing our engagement; sorry about that Jerbear,
Jenny steps were short and slow, but they were steady as she made her way over to his bedside. She took his hand and looked at him "Jeremy you have to wake up, you need to be here to protect me and your child, who is okay; I no that it was a scare tonight, and I hope that it didn't freak you out too much. I love you' she said and then she looked over to the doorway and saw her father motioning to her that it was time to go. "Well Jere, I guess I'll see you tomorrow, just always remember I love you" with that she kissed him on the forehead and placed his hand back on the bed, then she headed back for the door.
In the apartment;
There was a silence, Olivia and Jenny went to go sit on the couches; expecting to be having a family meeting like they usually would after a dispute. But Fin just walked right past them and into the bedroom.
Olivia looked at her worried daughter sitting across "I'm going to go talk to him" gave her a weak smile and brushed her hand on her shoulder as she walked by and into her bedroom.
She shut the door quietly behind her, "What are you doing?" she stated seriously, with her arms folded across her chest and her eyes glaring at every moment that Fin made in the room.
Fin stopped what he was doing and his pissed off eyes met her angry ones "I'm getting ready for bed after a long day and I would suggest you do the same" he said with all seriousness. As he continued to lie down in the bed after moving the comforter back.
Olivia stood astound at her husband, how could he be acting so cold towards his daughter that he loved with all his heart. "Don't you have anything to say to our daughter?" Olivia said starting to raise her voice.
Fin was like a string getting ready to break, and Olivia kept tugging on that string until finally it was about to snap. "What do you want me to say Olivia?" he said and then started to raise his voice, to match the tone of hers. "Do you want me to tell her that everything is okay? Because I did that when she got pregnant, and now look what happens our teenage daughter is pregnant and is in way over her head and she's just going to add on marriage to the mix. She going down the drain and I am not going to tell her that everything is going to be okay when its not…It's not!" Fin stated, he just lifted the world off of his shoulders, his heart was beating faster than anything, he was scared.
"You need to sleep on it" Olivia said angrily and started to reach for the handle on the door and when her hand and the door knob met Olivia said "You are usually the one telling me that things always have a better side and that everything would always be okay; that we should comfort and teach lessons." Then she started to twist the knob.
Before she pulled the door towards her "You need to face the fact our daughter is over her head and we need to let her go and stop babying her. Obviously she didn't learn what we have been teaching her. She needs to realize what she is doing and that I'm not going to support her decision" Fin grunted and then turned in the bed to face the other side of the room.
Olivia pulled the door towards her aggressively and then slammed it behind her. When she walked back into the living room, Jenny had her knees curled up to her chest and her head resting on her knees. She knew her father's disappointment in her and it killed her; if it was her mom it wouldn't bother her as much because daddy could talk to Olivia. But it would never work the other way.
Olivia sat next to Jenny rubbing circles in her back "Everything will be fine, your father will come around eventually" Olivia said quietly in her ear.
Jenny lifted her head and looked at her mom, with her chocolate brown eyes and the red, puffyness underneath them from all the tears that she had cried today. "Are you living in a fairy tale? Everything will not be okay, nothing is right, right now" Jenny said and then lifted her body and jogged into her room closing and locking the door behind her so that she wouldn't have to face her mother anymore tonight.
Jenny curled up in a ball on her bed why me, why me; everything is so screwed up right now and its all my fault! Jenny sat up after laying in her bed for a half an hour, she looked at her finger that held the engagement ring that Jeremy had given her. I wish that you were here to help me through this…this time. Like you were every other time.
Dear Jeremy:
As you lay in the hospital, finding a reason or I guess a comfort before you want to wake up; and until you do, I'll be here waiting. Tonight I ended up in the hospital because of being overly stressed; and that doesn't seem to be easing up anytime soon. And then you are the one in the hospital rushing to come and see me. I hope that you wake up soon, my father is so ashamed of me, he's never been so ashamed of me that he couldn't look at me or tell me that everything would work out fine. That he would always be there to help me throughout the good and the bad. Actually he never been ashamed at all, or maybe he has, but had the strength and heart to put it past him. But this time I guess I crossed the line. I know that if you were here you would say that he would come around, or try and talk things out with him. But I guess that I just need you to say these words. To wake up for me and give me that smile that I love. I need you to wake up! I love you.
Love, Jenny.
Back in the Hospital:
There were squeaky footsteps entering Jeremy's room.
"Hello big brother, and this is a homecoming; you don't know me; but I know you! This is the type of thing that happens when you surpass your family like you did." With that said, Chris walked over to the IV and injected a clear fluid into the line. "See you later bro" he said with an evil laugh and walked out of the room.
Olivia not wanting to sleep in the same bed as Fin, but still needed a good sleep before work tomorrow when into their bedroom and changed. Fin felt her crawl into bed. He turned and to look at her.
Olivia was trying hard not to cry, she was breathing hard; trying not to let her tears fall but it was too hard. She just let it all out and the tears fell like a never ending waterfall.
Fin moved closer to her, lifted his body up and put his arm around her waist. "what's wrong baby?" he asked and wiped the tears that streamed down her face with his thumb. No matter how mad he was, he could never stand to hear, or see Olivia cry; even when they weren't together.
"You're hurting her Fin" she said "she cares about how you see her so much, and for her seeing that you are ashamed or disappointed in her takes her joy, pride and that sparkle away from her eye."
"Liv, its not like I'm disowning her, it's just all of this is coming so fast and together one thing after another after another. What is going to come next after this engagement thing…that they're really already married?"
"Will you at least talk to her Fin?" Olivia asked while placing her hands on her face.
"Yes I will talk to her" Fin said and then leaning down to kiss his wife.
"Thank you" she said and kissed him before he laid down with his wife.
Fin could not fall asleep, not with his daughter upset. Fin got up slowly making sure that he did not wake his wife. Looking over at the alarm clock he noticed that it was already 2:30 and that in two hours he would have to be up anyways. Great no sleep before work. He walked out into the kitchen and saw Jenny sitting at the counter with the pot on a hot burner and a mug set on the side. Jenny didn't notice that her father was standing in the doorway.
"You have any for your father" he asked knowing that she was making hot chocolate.
Jenny jumped, and put her hand on her heart. Fin walked up behind her, and put his hands on her shoulders "I didn't mean to scare you baby"
Jenny turned away from the stove and towards her father and wrapped her arms around him in a tight hug. "Please don't be mad at me daddy" she said and started crying in his shoulder. "I'm sorry."
Fin wrapped his arms around his daughter's back and held her tight. "You're my little girl and I will always love you Jennifer" and he kissed the top of her head.
The pot started to whistle Fin moved it from the hot burner to the cold one, with keeping one arm securely around her waist. Jenny let go of him and got another cup and put the hot chocolate powder into the cup. Fin poured the hot water and got the milk and put a little. They both walked over to the table with their cups and spoons. "listen Jenny we have to talk."
"About what, its not like anything is going to change" Jenny responded.
"Jennifer, you are moving too quick; and soon enough you're going to be in over your head. You are going to be a junior and a mother, but now it comes up that you want to get married. And I'm sorry but I don't think that it's a good idea" Fin stated calmly.
"Dad I love him"
"You love him with the fact that you didn't practice safe sex, leaving with the result that you are pregnant. This is the first time that I have ever had a reason to be ashamed." Jenny's head dropped with each word that her father spoke. "Then you don't even come and tell us when you found out that you were pregnant, a month and a half; why didn't you tell us earlier?"
Jenny mumbled something, but Fin didn't catch what she said. "What did you say?"
Jenny raised her voice and said "I didn't tell you because I was going to get an abortion" she got out of her chair quickly and ran into her room and locking the door.
Fin sat at the table in shock!
