Christmas break
"So Mr. Kuchiki what are you doing for the break?" Shinji asked the teacher now that they had nothing left to do in the class. Since tomorrow was the first day of winter break most of the teachers didn't want to do anything that day and the students were grateful.
"Well" Byakuya started "tomorrow Yorichi and I are flying to Japan to visit my Grandfather and my mother and her mother and after Christmas I'm coming home to spend time with my boyfriend."
"Did you get your boyfriend a nice Christmas present?" Renji asked
"Of course I did" Byakuya had a slight smile on his face that only Renji noticed but they both liked it that way.
"Is it expensive?"
"No, my boyfriend doesn't like expensive things. But enough about me what are you guys doing?" he asked
"Well" Shinji said "Ichi and I and the rest of the family are goin on our annual ski trip and we'll get back after Christmas."
"That'll be the worst week of my life" Starrk said with a whine
"Oh, baby," Shinji cooed "We'll be back before you know it"
"Oh Em Gee shut up" Ichigo huffed
"Stop hatin" Shinji said
"Ain't nobody hatin on you" Ichigo said
"I'm going to be all alone on Christmas" Renji pouted "My dad's goin on a trip with his hoe I mean girlfriend so I'll be all alone."
"Well I'm sure someone invited you somewhere but you declined" Byakuya said with a smirk
"It's okay, Red" Starrk said "You can hang out with me and Grimm we'll be lonely too."
"Speak for yourself" Grimmjow said "I'm goin to Vegas"
"What? Why you get to go to Vegas?" Starrk said
"Well, when you beg your Mom enough and send her your report card with straight A's on it you get to go to Vegas"
"You never got straight A's, you liar"
"She doesn't know that, meaning I'm goin to Vegas"
"Wow, Grimmjow, Vegas? What are you gonna do there?" Ichigo said suspiciously
Grimmjow looked Ichigo directly in his eyes and said "Visit strip clubs, lots and lots of strip clubs"
Ichigo growled a little and rolled his eyes "I hope you have fun"
Grimmjow smirked "I will"
Ever since Ichigo made it official with Kaien Grimmjow has made an effort to talk to him everyday just so he could tease him and it gets on Ichigo's very last nerve. All Grimmjow does is ask what Ichigo is doing and when Ichigo asks the same in return he always says something along the lines of 'flirting with this guy at the bar' or 'trying to take some guy home' and the worst part of it all is only did it to make Ichigo angry and it worked every time. Every time Grimmjow told Ichigo about what he was doing with some random guy Ichigo would snap and curse him out only for Grimmjow to act like he doesn't understand why he's acting this way and then he says 'we're just friends' which leaves Ichigo wanting to throw his phone across the room.
Grimmjow makes an effort to make Ichigo mad everyday because if he still gets mad he still cares and that's all that matters. Sometimes Grimmjow does take someone home to fuck but not nearly as much as he lets Ichigo think. When he does bring someone home he doesn't tell Ichigo about it, that would just make him a total asshole. Other than getting on Ichigo's nerves everyday Grimmjow does make sure he talks to him everyday just so he can make sure he still loves him and clearly he still does. They hang out nearly everyday and Grimmjow keeps his hands to himself as promised but teases Ichigo endlessly.
"Shinji" Ichigo yelled from his car "We have to go everyone else is already at the airport."
"I'm coming dammit" Shinji yelled back and then he turned back to Starrk "I'll miss you babe" he cooed
"I'll miss you too, blondie"
"I'll call you like everyday"
"Oh my fucking god" Ichigo yelled "Come on"
"Hey" Shinji yelled back "Just because you don't care about your boyfriend doesn't mean I don't care about mine." he turned back to Starrk "As soon as I get back we'll exchange gifts and spend the whole day together, okay?"
"Is my gift ass?" Starrk grinned "It doesn't have to be but it would be nice."
"It might be if you're a good boy while I'm gone" Shinji kissed Starrk one final time before walking over to Ichigo's car.
"About time" Ichigo huffed when Shinji finally got into the car.
"Well excuse me for caring about my boyfriend."
"That was a lot more than just caring"
"What do you mean?"
"You'll figure it out"
"Alright Red" Starrk said sitting on the couch "Its just me and you, Grimm left this morning. What do you wanna do?"
"I don't know what do you have?"
"We have food."
"We can get fat til our boyfriends come home."
"Or we can have a party?"
"I don't think that's a good idea."
'What?! Renji Abari, party king, doesn't want to party?"
"Well my boyfriend isn't home, your boyfriend isn't home I just don't think having a party while they aren't home is the safest nor smartest route."
"Safe? Safe for who?"
"Safe for us. You don't know this but Bya has a very scary and violent temper and Shinji is just plain crazy. Plus I don't feel like this is gonna be a usual party, I feel like this is gonna be some Stevie J Benzino type shit and ima be Zino this, Sleaz-o, is not a good idea."
"Look Renji nothing bad is gonna happen."
"Not to me cuz I'm not goin"
"Renji, you have to be there."
"Why so I can get abused for letting you do something stupid."
"Red, I thought you believed in me I have changed for the better Blondie has changed me I am not going to do anything stupid, I swear."
"You should still take some kick boxing classes or something cuz Shinji is gonna kick your ass."
"I'm not gonna do anything stupid."
"Soo what's Grimm up to?" Shinji asked Ichigo while they sat in the lobby of the ski resort drinking hot chocolate
"I don't know he won't text me back and I swear if he's...You're playing with me aren't you?" Ichigo glared
"You do know Grimmjow is not your boyfriend anymore, right?"
"Shut up" Ichigo huffed
Shinji laughed "So how's Kaien?"
"He's fine we just talked his sister is in town."
"That's great so are you gonna fuck him for Chrismas?"
"What the fuck Shin? Why you gotta go there?"
"Are you?"
"Yes but you shouldn't have to pester me about it. Are you fucking Starrk for Christmas?"
"I think so."
Ichigo was surprised "Really? What made you give in?"
"He's been really nice and sweet and it's been three months. Plus I need sex too and its been waaay too long."
Ichigo laughed "Well I know he'll enjoy it and from what Grimm has told me he be having bitches screaming in his room so you should have fun."
"Oh great now I'm gonna be thinking about how many people have been on that bed before me."
"I'm sure he's steam cleaned it a thousand times in hopes you'd be coming his way, pun intended."
Shinji rolled his eyes "In all honesty I'm actually kind of nervous."
"Why?"
"Like Starrk is like a sexpert I've only had sex with like two other people what if I'm not as good as he's used to I mean I know I'm good don't get me wrong but there's no way I'm gonna be the best he's ever had."
"Well think about it like this sex is not just physical its emotional too and all those people Starrk has had sex with has just been so he can get a quick nut and send them on their way. I mean yes he's had a lot of sex but it has never been like it will be with you. Starrk likes you and he cares about you and you have a connection. The sex you guys have will be filled with emotion and love."
"Wait love? No I don't love him I just like him a lot."
"If you say so."
Grimmjow sat on the bed of his hotel room, after leaving the strip club he was tired from all the dancing he did with the strippers and now he was going to call Ichigo to see how he's doing...and to kinda make him jealous. He took his phone out of his pocket and tapped it a little putting it up to his ear when he knew the phone was ringing Ichigo answered right away.
"I've been trying to call you all day" Ichigo hissed
Grimmjow smirked "Don't you have a boyfriend? " Ichigo growled "Okay. My flight was nice and I got here safely and I got you a Christmas present."
Grimmjow could hear Ichigo smile through the phone "What did you get me?"
"Ah ah ah its a surprise. Did you get me a present?"
"Nope, I have a boyfriend." Ichigo teased
Grimmjow's jaw dropped "I'm getting you a gift but you're not getting me one?"
"Yes, sweet heart and now I have to call you back because I'm going skiing in a minute, Bye."
"Bye" Grimmjow pouted and hung up the phone. Grimmjow growled as he sat up and grumbled about Ichigo being an asshole. "I guess I'll go eat." he stood up and stretched but then there was a knock on his door. "Ooo that would be a nice Christmas present if he was at the door." he said walking over to it and answering it, he knew it wouldn't be Ichigo but he wasn't disappointed at who was at the door. "Hello" he said putting on his best smile.
"Hi," the man at the door said "I'm Ggio Vega I saw you at the club and you said you'd be here."
Grimmjow gave a sly grin and leaned on the door frame."And what brought you here."
"It's Vegas I'm just looking for a good time."
"I like the way you think Vega."
"Ok, Red" Starrk said setting up his house for the party he planned for the day "The party's tonight."
"Starrk" Renji whined for the thousandth time since Starrk came up with the idea four days ago. "I still don't think this is a good idea. It's Christmas Eve our boyfriend's are coming back in two days then we won't be lonely anymore."
"What does loneliness have to do with this?"
"Starrk you always plan parties when you're lonely."
"Red, look I'm having this party and I'm not gonna do anything stupid."
"Starrk" Renji whined again
"Red" he said firmly ending all conversation
"Hey, babe" Shinji said talking on the phone with Starrk "I just got in from skiing, Shiro fell down the hill" he laughed
"Is he ok?" Starrk asked even though he was laughing
"Yeah, he's fine. Hey, Starrky what's all that noise in the background" he could hear music and talking in the background.
"Nothing, I'm just having some people over."
"Oh that's nice don't do anything stupid."
"What's stupid?"
"I don't know fighting or something. I know you bet not have anybody up in your room though" Shinji laughed "But you're not that crazy. I miss you, babe, I'll be back in two days and we'll spend everyday together."
"You miss me that much?" Starrk said in surprise
"Of course I do I love...juice, apple. I love apple juice. That was random. Can't wait to come home, bye." Shinji hung up the phone with wide eyes.
Ichigo sat across from him giving him a questioning look "What happen?"
"I almost told Starrk I love him."
"I told you loved him what did you say instead"
"I love juice, apple juice specifically."
Ichigo laughed "You crazy. You need to tell him."
"No, what if he doesn't love me."
"Look, Shin, I have been friends with Starrk since freshmen year and I know him and I know how he is. I've always seen that look in his eyes when you walk past him like he's nothing and see the look in his eye when he looks at you. He loves you and I have reason to believe he has for a long time."
"You are just the voice of reason, aren't you?" Shinji teased
"Only when it comes to you but when its my turn for knowledge I can't tell myself nothing. Grimm finally called me yesterday after about two days of nothing."
"And?"
"He got me a Christmas present but that's not the problem."
"What is?"
"Sometimes when I'm watching a movie and a sex scene comes up I don't think of my boyfriend I think of Grimm."
"And when you..."
"Yeah"
"Why"
"I don't know. I mean, Grimmjow is a lot more my type than Kaien is but Kaien is what I need..."
"But Grimmy is what you want."
"I just..I can't.. God I just wish I wasn't so wrapped up in him. He's like a fucking drug and I can't shake him loose and I don't even know if I want to but I have to."
"Why do you think you have to."
"Because I'm starting to like Kaien more."
"I'm gonna ask you some questions and I want you to give the first answer that pops into your head."
"Ok"
"Black or blue"
"Blue"
"Up or down"
"Down"
"Channing Tatum or.."
"Channing Tatum"
Shinji laughed "Grimm or Kaien"
"Grimm" Ichigo rolled his eyes "Fuck, why him"
"That's the way the world works."
Starrk was staring into space after he got off the phone with Shinji. He was making sure he heard him right I think he was about to say he loved me he thought. He rubbed his hand over his face and sighed I'm not ready to love. He can't love me. I'm not ready. I'm not ready. Starrk shook his head and took a sip of his beer, he could feel his heart beating faster. He was scared. Starrk had been loved before. He had been loved by many but he wasn't ready to be loved by Shinji. This was all happening too fast. Starrk was sure he cared about Shinji more than he has ever cared about anyone or anything but love.. love was strong and love meant forever. He wasn't ready for forever.
"Starrk?" Renji said noticing Starrk looked sick "Are you alright?"
Starrk looked over to Renji "I'm...fine..um...I'll be back."
He stood up and went upstairs to his room, he sat down on his bed and took deep breaths. His head snapped up when he heard a knock on the door he stood up to answer it.
"Luppi?" he said when he opened the door
"Hey, Starrk" he said leaning on the door frame undressing Starrk with his eyes "You seemed a little off when you came up here I wanted to see if you were okay." he walked into Starrk's bedroom and sat on his bed
"I'm fine" Starrk stared at Luppi sitting on his bed he knew it was wrong but he just couldn't get himself to say anything
"Really, if you wanna talk about it I'm right here" he patted the spot on the bed next to him
"No I.."
"Come on. I won't bite well unless you ask me to" he smirked
"I don't think.."
"Please" Luppi bit his lip and pouted and Starrk's drunk mind gave in. He sat next to Luppi and Luppi put his hand on Starrk's knee. "It's okay sweetie" he leaned over and kissed Starrk on his cheek and when Starrk didn't stop him he kept going. He kissed Starrk closer and closer to his mouth until he finally reached his destination and Starrk gave in sticking his tongue in Luppi's mouth. Luppi straddled Starrk and pushed him down. He began kissing down Starrk's neck while Starrk reached down to grab his ass. Starrk flipped them over and began kissing Luppi on the mouth again.
"Starrk, you're out..." Yumi said opening the door but froze when he saw Starrk and Luppi on his bed. "Starrk no" he said shaking his head and then he turned around to go back down stairs.
Starrk realized what he was doing and pushed Luppi off of him on to the floor. He ran after Yumi. "Yumi, please don't say anything." when he caught up to him grabbing his arm
"Starrk you're wrong you can't do that to him."
"I didn't mean it. I wasn't...I fucked up."
"You did"
"Please don't tell blondie" he begged
"If I don't who will cuz I know you won't"
"I'll tell him...just please...I'll tell him I can't lose him" Starrk realized he loved Shinji but he's not sure if he'll be able to keep him once he finds out.
New chapter yay!
WTF is Starrk doing?
