AN: Here's chapter 11... I know I promised a bit of Carter but he'll definately make an appearance next chapter... somehow when I was typing it up he just didn't seem to fit in this chapter...not just yet
Firstly to thank my lovely reviewers you always make my day :D Oh and I would like to thank all those who have been reviewing seriously 10 chapters and already 68 reviews! It blows me away so keep them coming
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Enough of my rambling... Enjoy
Chapter 11: She's the light of my world
So since B's Masquerade Ball last night things have gotten juicier. So here I am Gossip Girl to start your dosage with what is happening. N and J have rekindled not in a one-night stand but as in friends. Is J turning back into Lil naive J again? I think B needs to remind Lil J about the cold world of people living in UES. C and B are together...officially. J's friends seem all to be in happy land so far smooth sailing but again rough winds is bound stir the sea ;)
Ooo spotter alert... J making her way towards V's apartment. Another cat fight?
Keep you kiddies updated
You know you love me
xoxo
Gossip Girl
Jenny took a deep breathe of what she was about to do. Why was she doing this? She had no idea she swear she wanted to step back into time and knock sense into herself and tell her to grow a real strong backbone and maybe be a little more bitchy in these situations but no she wanted no more drama because she was frankly tired.
Jenny stared at the door in front of her? She didn't need to do this she could turn around and never come back, but she wanted to do this for the sake of Nate and herself. She was going to see Vanessa a lot and she didn't want the tension for it to come down to Nate picking her or Vanessa.
God she hated the good girl in her and the fact that she was in love with Nate. 'Stupid Nate' Jenny thought and then thought of how he flipped her world upside down as Jenny raised her closed fists and knocked on the door.
"Jenny?" Vanessa opened the door surprised as she moved the door slightly closer towards herself so Jenny couldn't see much of the apartment
"Hey did I come at the wrong time?" Jenny said swearing she heard a male voice and hoped it wasn't Nate because this twisted situation couldn't get anymore worst
"No... ummm come on in" Vanessa said looking back at her apartment quickly then opening the door allowing Jenny inside as Jenny walked in and noticed some boxes
"You going somewhere?" Jenny asked turned to face Vanesa
Vanessa chuckled and closed the door and said "Well I asked Nate if I could move in." Vanessa paused and chuckled at herself for asking then continued "And well now I'm moving in with Nate just to make this baby situation a little easier you know"
Jenny just nodded and mumbled "Yeah that's good" 'How the hell would I know I'm not the one knocked up'
"What did you say?" Vanessa asked as Jenny's eyes widened hoping she hadn't said her thoughts out loud
"I said that's good"
"Oh thanks" Vanessa said as she placed her hands on her stomach as Jenny held back the acid bile threatening to spill as Jenny started
"Look V this situation is already wierd and I'm probably going to make it wierder..." Vanessa cut Jenny off as Jenny saw a flash of anger in Vanessa's eyes
"By being with Nate. I thought I told you..." Jenny now cut Vanessa off
"I know what you said Vanessa"
"Then why were you with him at Blair's Masqerade Ball?"
"He came to the Masquerade Ball and he talked to me. And last time I check he's not your property"
"I'm having his baby and moving into his house that's enough for him to belong with me" Vanessa retorted back as Jenny laughed out loud
"Oh! And for that you think you have a short leash on him?" Jenny stared at Vanessa as she was speechless
Jenny took a deep breathe holding in her anger "Look Vanessa I came here hoping we be friends for my sake, your sake, Nate's sake and for the baby's sake. Nate and I are just friends and I thought we could too"
"Nate and you will never be friends... so why don't you just stay away from him" Vanessa said as Jenny chuckled at what she was hearing
"I'm not here about Nate and I. I'm here about you and I and I wanted us to be friends again before all of this" Jenny motioned around her then asked
"So are we friends or not?" when Vanessa didn't say anything Jenny took that as a no
"I'm taking that silence as a no. Oh and by the way you are right Nate and I will never be friends because Nate loves me"
Vanessa looked up hurt as she said "No he doesn't"
"That's what he told me at the Masquerade ball"
Vanessa glared at Jenny "Well love changes and I'm having his baby and all the time we will be spending he'll fall in love with me and forget about you"
Usually Jenny would be hurt but for once her heart and mind worked together and it screamed out that the words Nate spoke were true. Jenny stared at Vanessa for awhile "What happened to you V? You used to be this independent, outgoing girl that I once wished I would grow up to be like... now you are just one them"
"I would say the same for you, always following Blair like a sick puppy and how do I know your love wouldn't change for Nate?" Vanessa asked
Something inside Jenny snapped as she stepped forward "I love Nate and nothing will change that. And you're right we have both changed. I know I have changed so much especially after meeting Nate but I have changed for the better, but what about you?"
Vanessa gulped from Jenny's question and simply said monotoned "I've grown up J maybe it's time you did"
Jenny shook her head disappointed and turned around to leave. Jenny opened the door turned her head to girl she thought she knew
"I'm not going anywhere Vanessa and you can't stop Nate and I from being friends. It's just a shame that we may not be friends but I will be here for anything you need for the baby because Nate deserves support and so do you. Goodbye Vanessa" Jenny left Vanessa alone in her apartment as Vanessa closed her eyes as she heard the shutting of the door.
Vanessa snapped her eyes opened as she grabbed her cell phone off the counter and looked for the name and dialed the number
"Hi Nate, can I meet you at the coffee shop now?"
"Thanks see you soon"
With shutting off her phone she said outloud "Make sure you don't get caught. I'm going to meet Nate... I'll call you tonight"
"Who knew Lil J had a mouth on her?" the male voice spoke behind her as Vanessa turned around and glared at him
"Make sure you lock the door" with that Vanessa grabbed her handbag nearby and tossed her cellphone in there and walked out of her apartment leaving behind the chuckling male stranger.
J looking unsucessful leaving V's apartment or maybe she was successful but didn't like the taste of victory... you can practice on that Lil J. Spotted minutes later V leaving her apartment and not to follow J. Don't worry boys and girls, I have my sources on the loose.
You know you love me
xoxo
Gossip Girl
Jenny closed her cell phone as she got off the bus to see her loft in front of her. Once inside she was surprised to see Dan on the couch putting away his phone, he looked up with concern as he asked
"What is going on with you and Vanessa?"
"Nothing"
"Sis I know she is pregnant and I know it's Nate but I'm so lost on what is going on with you, Nate and Vanessa. First you are with him, then you are not... I want to be there for you sis and I'm sorry I haven't been around"
"That's okay I've had Sophia, Kiera, Ryan and surprisingly Tyler and the hip hop guys although they just want to beat Nate and Vanessa up" Jenny chuckled as Dan motioned for her to sit next to him on the couch which Jenny obliged as Dan turned to his little sister who was growing up fast
"And that's great but you need family and that's my responsibility"
Jenny smiled at her older brother's concern "Vanessa's your best friend"
"And you're my sister. Blood first now tell me"
Jenny nodded "Okay so I may as well start when I first got back with Nate on the night I went out with Tyler, don't worry Tyler and I decided to be friends that same night"
Dan nodded "Can you cut out the making out I really don't want to picture it" Jenny laughed slightly and then got comfortable on the couch and started her story
At the coffee shop:
"Hey" Vanessa said as Nate sat down across from her
"Hey" Nate replied as Vanessa said
"I ordered your favourite" Nate nodded and mumbled a 'thank you'
Vanessa sighed disappointed from the response "Jenny saw me"
Nate nodded "Yeah I got the text from Gossip Girl, is everything okay?"
Vanessa shook her head "Why did you go to Blair's Masquerade ball?"
Nate looked at her confused "To see Jenny"
"Why?"
Nate smiled slightly remembering when he first saw how beautiful Jenny looked "To tell her how much she means to me. I'm sorry Vanessa but I love her"
"How do you know?" Vanessa leaned towards Nate as Nate mumbled a thanks to the waitress who placed his cup of coffee in front of him
"Do you really want to know?" Nate asked as Vanessa nodded for him to continue
"She's the one. I think about her constantly even when I'm talking to somebody my mind wanders to what she is doing, is she thinking about me? Is she happy this very moment or does she need me to hold her? She's different to me she is so comfortable in her lifestyle but when it comes to my lifestyle she is still herself and does not make judgement on people like me that in ways has taught me that everybody has good inside. When I first kissed her at the Masquerade Ball I thought it was Serena and when our lips first touched I felt my world stop and those few seconds lasted for minutes and from then I knew I wanted it again that feeling of being in another world where your senese heighten, your problems in that moment are solved but it's when that kiss ends that you are thrown into reality and you want that taste of heaven again. She's a perfect fit to my life she's the missing puzzle and when I hold her it's perfect, she's perfect and the moment is always perfect and I never want to leave. I can't wait to see her to look into those eyes, hold her small waist but right now I can't and my world is a little different the colours around me are duller but when I'm around her she makes everything seem brighter she's the light of my world. She doesn't just see me as the popular Nate Archibald well maybe she did but she speaks to me as a person as Nate Archibald not many people did that there was always a catch attached to it."
Vanessa held back her tears as Nate took a deep breath of what he said then continued truthfully "You're the only one that knows how much Jenny means to me, I've never told Jenny this. I've never been the type of guy spilling words about my feelings this deep but Jenny changed all that. I would scream it on the rooftops that I love Jenny, but she just wants us to be friends and I'm willing to do that no matter how much it hurts"
Nate took a sip of his coffee then slowly let his eyes drift to Vanessa to what she was thinking. He knew it would hurt her but she needed to know when she stood in his life and it wasn't in Jenny's place
Vanessa asked softly "Did you ever feel that way for me?" Nate sighed and slowly shook his head
"Sorry Vanessa I..." Vanessa cut him off as she stood up angrily with tears in her eyes and yelled at him
"Then why did you sleep with me when you were so clearly still in love with Jenny!"
Nate looked up to Vanessa and said shamefully "I thought you could make me forget about her"
Vanessa bit her bottom lip and asked "What about now? Can I make you forget about Jenny?"
Nate shook his head "When things got tough I've always ran... most of the time I've taken the easy way out not again because I know I will lose Jenny"
Vanessa nodded then placed her hands on the table and said "Okay then if you ever want to be a part of this baby's life then stay away from Jenny; if I see another Gossip Girl post of you with her then it's over"
Nate frowned and said aloud "You can't do that to me! Jenny only wants to help us!"
Vanessa eyes narrowed at Nate "We don't need her help we have enough help. I'm still moving in with you but if I see you with Jenny then the baby and I are out of your life"
Vanessa picked up her bag as Nate asked "Why are you doing this?"
Vanessa didn't say anything but leave the coffee shop as Nate ran his hands through his hair as he placed his head on the table then got up angrily and left the coffee shop
Penelope's eyes widened at every words that were spoken behind her. As she turned her head and took a quick snapshot photo of Vanessa leaving Nate behind with her cell phone. After a few minutes she turned her head to watch Nate finally leave the coffee shop as she giggled and pulled her cell phone out again
"Oh this is too good" Penelope said while typing in every words that was spoken between Nate and Vanessa right down to the ultimatium and then clicked send of the text and photo
I see N and I see V... do you? Serious expression and serious words exchanged did I get it all oh yes I did thanks to hottie1... thank you so much girl. So it began with V's interrogation on N onto why he was at B's Masquerade ball straight down to N confessing his love for none other than Lil J. N you just never learn in who to tell the truth to but again it did get you in this mess... according to my source N has a tough decision to make
Lil J or V and the future Archibald?
What will it be N? His heart or his responsibility? Don't go running to N, Lil J because if I catch you then V will be cutting N out of the baby's life.
Tic toc, tic toc... time is running out for the Prince in shining Armani.
You know you love me
xoxo
Gossip Girl
AN: So Vanessa has reared a green head of jealousy ooooo lol.
Okay so I'm halfway through chapter 12... so I hope I have it up soon ;) But I love those reviews... I'm actually proud of the next chapter Carter plus Jenny equals a very jealous Nate (HOT!)
