Kim possible and all other characters belong to Disney. I own nothing sadly. Here's chapter 11! Happy reading!
She was beautiful, sweet, smart too and she wasn't a wanted criminal. So why did I get this feeling that even though I liked her a lot, that it still wasn't enough?
(Betty's POV)
'This is great! Everything's going so perfectly! By the end of the night she'll be mine.' I smiled charmingly while gazing into her perfect olive eyes. She was absolutely beautiful as the sun was setting on our perfect evening. The light blush on her cheeks caused ripples of excitement through my heart. The innocent soft look in her eyes just made me want to melt.
"So what do you think of "casual Betty" so far?" I lightly nudged her shoulder with mine giving her an amused smirk. She fidgeted a bit and blushed.
"I like her. A lot. Definitely not what I expected though."
"Oh? And why's that?" I raised an eyebrow at her as she meet my gaze, her eyes shifting slightly, as if she were searching for a sign that it was all an act.
"Well, I just expected that your professional nature would carry into your everyday life. I always saw you as very in control and dominating. Not that that's a bad thing. In fact it's one of the things about you that I find most admirable. You're a very strong female character in a male dominated society. And that is something I cannot help but to respect."
I was slightly taken aback by her words. I had only been making conversation, teasing rather, and she had flipped the tables on me, turning this into a very serious conversation. I was speechless. For the first time in my life a woman had left me flustered and flattered instead of the other way around. The serious mood she had set slowly faded as a smile slowly crept onto her face at my silence.
"Have I just rendered the great Dr. Betty Director speechless? Not very dominant of you, Doctor." Her amused smile turned to a smug grin making me turn even redder at her word.
"Oh come on Betty, I was only joking. No need to get all tongue twisted over it." She hit me playfully on the arm, chuckling at me. I cleared my throat, trying to calm my newly formed nerves.
"Very funny Kim. I didn't know you had it in you to flirt like that with me. It did catch me off guard just a bit. I'm not used to you being so forward with me." I chuckled nervously, finding myself a little off guard. She put her hand on my shoulder and I looked into her olive eyes.
"I had a really great time with you today Betty. Thank you for showing me the real you." She smiled sweetly at me and before I knew it her lips were on mine. I was shocked at first and then I let myself melt into her, our lips in perfect rhythm with one another. I put my hands in her soft fiery hair and pulled her closer, never wanting to let go. Fuck fireworks and butterflies, I had explosions going off in my stomach from this one simple kiss. And then, just as soon as it had happened, it was over. She pulled away from me, stroking my cheek tenderly. I saw confusion and anguish in her beautiful eyes.
"I'm sorry Betty. I wish this could work, but it can't. I want to love you, it would be so easy, but I'm in love with Shego and whether I like it or not I don't think it's going to go away." A tear fell from her cheek as I sat there unable to respond. She stood and started to walk away. I grabbed her arm and held her to me.
"I understand. It hurts, but I understand. I won't try to win you over anymore. Please, at least let me drive you home. It's the least I can do." I stood back and looked at her, awaiting a reply. She sighed, wiped her tears away and finally looked back up at me.
"Okay. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have led you on like that. I feel terrible." I shook my head and held her tighter as she began to cry again, rubbing her back as soothingly as I could muster.
"You were confused about your feelings. There is nothing wrong with trying to figure out how you feel. Now come on, it's time to take you home." I helped her to the car and once the both of us were in I drove off, trying to hide the tears forming in my own eyes. I had lost.
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(Kim's POV)
The whole car ride home was extremely awkward. Neither of us said a word to each other, which honestly was probably for the best. I kept my eyes on the window, watching trees and building fly by, but I could still feel the heart break rolling off of her in waves. I felt so guilty. How could I have done that to someone? She was so sweet and gentlemanly and thoughtful and all I did was lead her on and made her think that I liked her. That was the problem though; I DID like her, just not in the way I had hoped. I was madly in love with a criminal and there wasn't a thing I could do about it. Why did this have to be so difficult?
"Look Kim I don't want you to think that this will change anything as far as your job goes. You will always have a position at GJ if you want it." Betty said hesitantly, breaking the awkward silence. I smiled, even after breaking her heart she was still trying to be sweet and reassure me.
"Thank you Dr. Director. I appreciate that." I could see her wince when I didn't call her by her name and it only made me feel worse.
Before I knew it we were in front of my house and the car was off. Betty got out and went around the car to open my door for me. I stepped out, trying not to make eye contact with her as she walked me to my front door. When we reached my front door she faced me, nervously playing with her tie.
"I had a good time today, despite how it turned out. Thank you for at least giving me a chance." She smiled awkwardly at me, trying not to make eye contact. She leaned in and gave me a quick kiss on the cheek before turning around and walking quickly back to her car.
I stood there stunned for a few moments until I finally went inside and lost it. I slid down the wall and started bawling into my hands, tears streaming uncontrollably down my face. Why does everything have to be so unfair? What have I done?
Well there it is, Chapter 11. I know it isn't much but I wanted to give yall something to read! Hope you liked it. Please review!
