Big Time Change

Chapter 11

Still don't own BTR

Hey everyone there is three more chapters till the story is done. I have already written the first chapter of Hurt but before I can post it I really need an age It has to be 8 or 13 because I decided Katie won't be in the story. Well let me know because I'm going to try and have the first three chapters done by the end of this story.

Kendra's POV

It has been two days since I nearly got raped and I feel like crap. I told the others I was fine now, but I just wanted to get away so I could think.

I sat down in the lobby and started thinking.

What happen's when I became a guy again, will I remember getting nearly getting raped will I still have the burises, can I go on with my life actting as if this didn't happen. I mean I wouldn't be out here if the others had force me.

I saw Jo walking towards me.

"Hello, I'm Jo." Jo said as she sat beside me.

"Kendra." I said.

"What happen to your face?" Jo aske. I sucked in a deep breath, I can't believe I'm doing this.

"I nearly got raped two days ago." I said, that wasn't so hard.

"I'm so sorry, but at least it didn't happen." Jo said.

"Yea." I said as I looked down.

"Look if you need help I'll help you." Jo said.

"I don't think you know what I when thur." I said a little mad.

"Yes, I do because I got raped by my uncle." Jo said.

"I'm sorry, I didn't know." I said.

"Noone did besides my family." Jo said.

"When did it happen?" I asked

"A week before I moved here." Jo said.

"Not of your friends know?" I asked.

"No, but I'm going to tell my boyfriend when the time is right." Jo said.

"If, you don't mind me asking, how did you keep going?" I asked because right after it happen I was going to kill myself but Jamie found me.

"At first it was hard but my family help me thur it." Jo said.

"Really?" I asked.

"Yes, do you have some family here to help you?" Jo asked.

"Yes my three sisters, actually one of my sister walked in on me trying to kill myself." I said remembering what happened the night after I got raped.

flashback

I was standing in our room, looking for something long and thick enough for what I was about to do.

After finding a scarf that was long enough and writting my note to the others, I got the scarf ready and tied it to my neck and was about to kick the chair out from under me.

When Jamie walked in and undid the scarf.

"Why?" Jamie asked.

"Because I can live with knowing I almost got raped,I'll never be able to forget it." I said as I started crying.

"Yea, and I won't be able to live knowing my best friend killed herself." Jamie said.

end of flashback

"You really don't want to kill yourself." Jo said.

"I know, I was really upset and wasn't thinking straight." I said.

"I got to get to work, but if you need any help just let me know." Jo said.

"I will, Thanks." I said as she walked away.

For the first time since the near rape I had a smile on my face.

Well what do you all think. oh and TealMoose my next story Hurt will have alot of Kendall angst in it. Remember to review. Thanks.