Chapter 11
They had packed the car and just started driving. Kurt's car was the biggest one therefore they had agreed to take his car, Kurt took the first 5 hours of driving and then Sebastian.
They have just come out of the city when Kurt requested that they continued there 10 questions game. Each having 6 questions left to go for.
Sebastian smiled "Yeah, that's a great idea princess, shoot!"
"Okay.. So i was wondering why you chose to study here in New York and not in Paris?"
Sebastian sat and considered his answer, before he answered "Well, as i told you i lived in Paris for a couple of years and then we moved to Ohio. After i graduated my mom got a work opportunity in Paris, and first she shut it down because they had plans for moving to LA and live with Tom there. He had some trouble at that time and needed them around. I actually lived with them there for a couple of months before i choose to move to New York. I had a really big fight with my father at that time and that was got me to New York in the first place. After that i found out that i really liked the city and that it could be cool if i lived and studied here, so i applied to NYU and got in".
Kurt listened and nodded along, he could see why Sebastian would think that New York would be a great city to life in.
"What about you and your father now?"
"We're okay, things never been the same since we fought, but he's my father you know and even if we don't think alike most of the times and don't share the same opinions in things, we accept each other" Sebastian said, Kurt could sense that it was a sore topic so he didn't know if should ask more or not. But before he could say anything Sebastian continued.
"But as i said at one time things didn't go well for Tom, i don't want to go into details about that , but when my parents found out that both me and Tom didn't wanna stay home and learn about my father's company, he got a lot of disappointed at us. And with Tom it ended kind of bad and that's why they ended with move to LA with him for some month. I choose to move away, hints why i ended here , but in the first couple of months i was all by myself, my parents ha choose to cut the contact for the first couple of weeks, and the only person i talked with was Tom". Sebastian's voice had gone all quiet in the end and Kurt could sew that he had closed his eyes. So he took on hand of the steering wheel and laid on Sebastian's.
Sebastian glanced to the side and then he squeezed his hand, coughed a couple of times 'Well, you know it all in the past so..' But Kurt spoke before he could finish. 'You don't have to be brave when you're around me Bas, i like getting to know you, in any kind of way. Both the happy things and the not so happy things. But i didn't mean to make you feel sad or anything like that, so sorry because i brought it up in the first place. I like it when you're happy and i will do anything to keep it that way". He then squeezed Sebastian's hand back, and flickered a quick smile to him.
"Thank you princess, that's mean a lot to me. And it wasn't your fault that i came to think of that time, you just wanted to know more about me, i get that. And for the record i like to know all those things about you to, you know."
After that they sat in silence, but still with their hands together. Kurt's car had automatic shift, and in that moment he had never been more happy about that.
After Sebastian had drifted off and slept in aot two hours they stopped at a place to get something to eat before they continued the trip now with Sebastian behind the steering wheel.
They decided to hear some music and make turns to choose which numbers, surprisingly they had almost the same taste in music and Sebastian surprised Kurt when he had taken some of the cd's from Finn and asked if they should listen to them. As they did Sebastian could hear that Kurt began sniffling a little, so he took his hand, just like he had earlier and just like they had done many times since they meet up.
It had gone dark outside, and they decided to drive for 20 minutes more and then stop to set up the tent.
As they came to a stop and found the things they worked together to have it up fast, before it got totally dark. As they settled in for the night Kurt suddenly became nervous and Sebastian could feel unease he had become he turned against him.
"What's wrong princess"
Kurt looked around , he had not lay down yet but just sat close to the door. His eyes flickered around and finally setting at Sebastian."I don't know how we shall sleep in here Bas, i mean there's only one madres".
Sebastian couldn't help but smile a little, about the fact that Kurt suddenly felt nervous around him "Easy princess, last night we shared your bed, so what's the difference?'.
'The different is, that here i can't go to another room or anything, you are just there all the time."
"So, what, now you suddenly don't want my company or what's that supposed to mean?' Sebastian had sat up.
'That's not what i meant Bas, i mean i don't usually sleep with people so close, last night was not something i planned i just kind of drifted to sleep and then the alarm went of. But know i'm all awake and i don't feel like sleeping. So i just don't know what to do with the fact that you're there'. He looked down at his lap. Hoped that Sebastian would try to understand.
Sebastian furrowed his brows and trief to understand what Kurt said. He looked scared and maybe a little shy, but that was not one of the looks Sebastian liked seeing him in. Maybe the shy thing could be a little hot at any other time, but not in this situation.
"Okay, come on princess' He then took their pillows and arranged them behind him, then scooted a little back and held out his arms.
Kurt just looked at him didn't understand what it was Sebastian was trying to do.
"Bas?"
'You said it yourself, last night you just kind of drifted to sleep, and for my part last night was one of the best sleeps i had had in a long time Same goes for the one a couple of days ago, so come on princess"
'Your weird Bas, but i kind of like it' He smiled at him and laid down scooting backwards and settled against his chest. Sebastian arms came around him, one of his hand found his rather fast and entwined their fingers 'Sleep tight princess' then he kissed his hair. 'You, to Bas'.
Kurt woke up covered in sweat, it was still dark so it must be in the middle of the night. He felt Sebastian stire a little behind him. , he could feel that Sebastian was sweating too . So he poked him "Bas, Bas wake up i have to take some of my clothes off". He tried sitting up only to being pulled down against Sebastian again. "Bas, come on, i'm all gross and so are you".
Sebastian opened one eye and looked down at Kurt , trying to locate where they were and what in the world Kurt was talking about. Kurt got up and quickly took his shirt off.
And okay that got Sebastian's attention rather fast. Because that was a very nice sight to wake up to, Kurt stripping and now he was working on opening his pants. And why the hell haven't they done that earlier? Sebastian threw his own shirt over his head and kicked his socks off, before going for his jeans. Then he court Kurt sat looking at him mouth open a little, and even as it was dark he was sure there was a hint of a blush covering up his neck.
'Like what you see princess?'
'You know i do Bas, you asked me before. You know you look good, it's not like you need me to confirm that' Kurt said quickly, before looking away.
Sebastian took his jeans off and lifted the covers a little, so Kurt could lay down again. Oh, wauw Kurt was really warm against Sebastian. 'You really hot Princess"
Kurt began laughing and Sebastian didn't get why until Kurt stopped and turned against him a little bit 'Well thanks Bas, it's nice to know you think that'.
And now Sebastian got it 'I didn't mean it like that' and Kurt stilled in his arms, so he continued before he could say anything -' i mean you are hot, but that's not how i would describe you, you are a lot more than just hot princess'.
He rubbed his arms up and down Kurt's.
He could feel Kurt take deep breath "Tell me"
And what? Ohh he would actually have him to... "You want me to tell you what i like about you" He grinned a little.
'Yeah, i mean i would do it for you. So i figured that could be fun'
And yeah that could be fun, a lot of fun actually.
Sebastian sat up a little, he took one of his hands around Kurt and let his fingers rest on his stomach, the other one he kept stroking up and down his arm.
'Okay i tell you princess.. I think you are one beautiful human being, and that's inside and out. You have like this peace around you, there just make people at ease when they are near you. - it's just make me at ease around you. I can feel that you just want people to feel safe and you would sacrifice a lot for the people you love to make them feel that... I hope that i can be one of these people one day, because i would want to believe that i mean something to you. Because you know you have kind of grown on me".
Kurt hadn't know what to expect from Sebastian when he asked him to tell him, but that was definitely not it. So he just lay still and listened to what he said, he gently laced his fingers with the hand Sebastian had on his stomach and scooted a little closer against him. He could feel Sebastian's breath caught in his throat and he let out a long breath, before he continued.
'Like i said, you are also beautiful outside, your eyes, just look at me and i could spent hours just looking in them and if you smile while they look at me, that's just pure bliss right there ' ...(And okay, where did that come from, he really should think before he just babbled things like that out, it wasn't like Kurt liked him that way anyway)... 'So yeah , you know not just hot' He laughed a little, and good he may sound a little hysteric, but he hoped Kurt wouldn't notice.
Kurt could feel his heart had started racing, and he thought that maybe he could feel Sebastian's at well, but what it meant he didn't know. He was surprised to hear that it sounded like Sebastian really had thought about his answer, but if it sounded like half a love declaration then it was just a coincidence. Right?
'Thanks Bas, but could you maybe tell me the non filtered version, you know the Bas version of things' He turned his head at looked at Sebastian and winked. He didn't really know how to act with this romantic side of Sebastian, but the flirting and cocky version he knew how to handle. And he really didn't want to end up doing something that would ruin their friendship. He tightened his hold on his hand. But kept looking at him Now half laying on his side, still snuggled up against Sebastian's chest.
'Sure princess, i give you the me version' Then i winked back. 'But maybe we could sit up for that?'.
He would really like to continue to lay like this with Kurt, but he was sure that if he did he wouldn't know what there may happen, and he wasn't ready to jeopardise their friendship as it was right now, neither did he know what Kurt would say if he tried anything. And finally if he was about to tell Kurt how sexy he really found him then he probably shouldn't have him snuggled up against him and definitely not right above his crotch, because there would definitely come life down there when he began. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath.
Kurt didn't understand why Sebastian would have them to sit up for this, they have just been all cozy and snuggled up, and now they just sat staring at each other, it felt kind of dumb.
'As s said you are by far more than hot, I don't even know where to start,' He took Kurt's hand,and looked down on their hands, he smiled. Maybe he did know where to start. 'This hand, the way your fingers close around mine, make me feel really protected, and i can feel the way your wrist flex and the strength there is to your hold. Then i can look further and trace my eyes up against your amazing arms, those muscles you have there. I don't get it, because back three or four years ago all i ever saw you in was long sleeves, and now you have nothing against showing off your arms, not because you feel you need to but just because you feel home in your body and it shine through. Then there is your legs, i would like to say that i wouldn't be against if you used those leg muscles to support my weight, more than one way' Then he winked 'Your ass, good god, that day you offered to take me home, i remember that we're where walking and then out of the blue there was this piece of art right in front of me and i couldn't take my eyes away, and as it turned out that piece of heaven belonged to you. And that picture hasn't left my mind since, mainly because i haven't been away from you ever since, but also because that is jerking material even better than porn'.
Kurt could feel that he was blushing, and maybe a little hot because of what Sebastian was telling him, but he refused to look away from him and continued looking him in the eyes, and was it him or was Sebastian pupils dilated a little and was his eyes a little darker than usual?.
Sebastian looked down at Kurt's mouth and couldn't help but lick his own lips. He could see there was a flush down the man's neck and who know how long that went down.. He felt his dick do a twitch at that thought, and yeah welcome boner. He hoped that the dark would do sit to hide it.
'Thank you Bas' Kurt whispered, because apparently his voice failed him a little, (That traitor) At Kurt's words Sebastian let his eyes linger on his mouth 'And that mouth, you have know idea princess.. it's just there all red and those lips looks really really soft'
Kurt saw that Sebastian lifted his hand as he spoke and felt a finger against his lower lip, and ooh when has he closed his eyes, and what that him doing that little humming sound?
Sebastian hadn't registered that he had lifted his hand, before the soft skin of Kurt's lip caught the tip of his fingers and ooh, it really was as soft as he thought it would be. He let his fingers trace the curve of his lower lip and then let it drift down his throat to settle a little around his neck then he scooted a little closer, while he lifted his other hand where he still held hands with Kurt, and kissed it 'Princess...' He whispered.
Kurt felt Sebastian shift and then there was a kiss against his hand, and while that had happened many times before, this felt entirely different. Then he heard a whispered 'Princess' and opened his eyes and saw Sebastian smiling to him and who knew that Sebastian could blush?
Sebastian really liked to lean forward but something was telling him that now was not the time, but he also promised to himself that he wouldn't deny his feelings for this man in front of him, because in this moment he could feel happiness all around him and he knew that it all was because of Kurt, his princess.
Kurt couldn't take his eyes away from Sebastian, the man was truly drawing to look at. The way his eyes seemed to shine with pure happiness, was really an amazing sight so Kurt smiled back and hoped that Sebastian could feel how happy he was to be here with him.
He duck a little forward and laid his hands around Sebastian's neck then squeezing into his chest and just held on.
Sebastian held on just at tight and couldn't help but kiss Kurt's head, maybe more than one time, but who could blame him.
They laid down still facing each other and with there arms around the other, it really wasn't a nice position but neither would change it for the world.
'Night Bas' Kurt said nussled his face further into Sebastian's chest and let the scent of him surround him before he fault asleep.
'Night princess' Sebastian let his mouth linger in Kurt's hair so every time he took a breath, Kurt was the air there filled his body.
