Boston, Massachusetts

It was after Christmas right before new years Sam was had visited Elle everyday since she has been awake she felt responsible for what happen. Hey Elle it's me again i know you probably tired of me Kat told me what happen. I am really sorry it's my fault your here you should be at home with your family not here in the hospital. I guess you know when i'm around huh someone i care about always gets hurt Sam said.

" It's not your fault Sammy" she heard that's when she turned around to see Elle's eyes open. 'Elle your awake im going to go get the doctor" Sam said , Sammy wait it wasn't your fault we weren't that drunk it was two blocks and we were just happy we got one over on Kat Elena said.

Yeah had we not we wouldn't be here Sam said, Hey my best friend doesn't throw pity parties okay i am okay and if it will make you feel better i forgive you okay but this stops. Sam smirked alright "but you look like Hell" she said, I feel like hell Elena said. I will go and get the doctor Sam said, Hey Sam i am happy your home i missed you and the trouble we cause Elena said with a smile.

As Sam went to get the Dr. Anderson and called the family who went home earlier Dr. Tavares how are you feeling he asked. Like i got pummeled and not in a good way Elena said as Sam laughed. Sammy this is a Dr. McSteamy all of the patient love him and so does the hospital staff does too. Do you know he had a crush on Mami Elena said , I respect your mother she is a great physicians.

And a great piece of ass Elena laughed even Harder, what Mami is a good looking woman for her age. Speaking of that you was looking at my lady business i know i probably look like a beast Elena joked making the doctor blush.

Dr. Tavares i am very professional and if I were to sneak a peek you would never know He said jokingly. You healed up nice so tell can you feel that he said touching the bottom of her foot. No she said why can't I feel anything in my legs Elena said, that is when Sam's stomach dropped.

Just then her mother rushed in with her father not far behind her Hi Nena they say simultaneously. Hi Mami, Papi Elena said nervously, Dr. Anderson answer honestly and don't bullshit me either Elena said turning to him.

Your legs to a significant hit and you have been in a coma for two months he said. She looked up at Sam "don't think it Sammy" Elena said as her parents looked on confused. My legs are in a cast i don't expect to be a spring chicken she said. Umm i am going to go Sam said leaving in a haste " One of yall go after her please before she thinks its her fault that i didn't feel anything in my legs please" Elena said.

I got this Esmerelda said going after Sam as she looked at her husband he winked at her as Dr. Anderson left. " How do you feel about it Nena" Manolo asked, its not her fault i'm the one who convinced her to take her keys from Kat's purse and we were parking when the car hit us" Elena said. Papi you know Sam she is going to feel guilty for something wasn't her fault or mines because beside popular belief we were driving carefully she continued.

"Samantha Jay" Esmerelda called

Sam stopped and smiled ' you only call me that when your serious so go ahead let me have it trust me you can't make me feel any worse then i already do. So come on let me hear it she said, the woman put her arms around Sam and hugged her. Mamacita no se apure okay Esmerelda said cupping her face " hear me when i say this because i will only say this once okay Samantha Jay DiSanto i nor this family is mad at you. We don't blame you for what happen the both of you are adults and acted recklessly.

Which isn't the first time for either of you do your remember when you two were teenagers and ya'll decided to take Olivers mototcycle and you fell off breaking your arm. After i told the two of you not to go out on the bike and you did any way on top of breaking your arm you two were detained by the police the woman said.

Yes i remember we got in so much trouble but you never yelled Sam answered, this time it isnt any different Samantha okay. We fight for each other when the other can't do it themselves so get your barings and you come back inside and you two help each other fight alright and with that she kissed Sam on top her head and went back insided.

When Kat ,Oliver and Santiago came hey Sammy they said greeting her Kat nodded for them to inside which they did. Hey peanut how you feeling Kat said sitting down passing her a cup of coffee. Like shit Elle just woke up and i know i should be happy but i just feel guilty because Kat she didnt have any feeling in her legs Sam said.

Sammy i don't have to tell you she just woke up from being in a coma for a month and half and she has a cast on too so give her a chance let her get herself together Kat said. They sat quiet for a while " Esmerelda isn't mad at me " Sam said, why should she be Sammy we are family and we will take care of each other Kat said hugging her.

" Let's go see our sister she said winking at her" Kat said pulling her up and going into the room.

Port Charles

January 2007

They were frustrated to say the least it had been three months and still no leads they figured early on that she is probably under another name but what. Jason knew she was laying low but where he checked with the school Danny had not returned. His records where requested as well by someone with the intials KJD.

He didn't know how that had anything to do with Sam but it further made him realize he didn't know anything about her past. Who she would call if she needed help but she did have a few friends at the ports that is where he would have to look. Jason would have to start where she took him and Michael South Carolina.

" Stan i won't you to check for everyone Sam was arrested with and where because someone is cover her tracks" he said. Across town Alexis was just as frustrated because she was given hope then to have it taken away. They were no closer to finding Sam then they were three months ago it was like she was getting further an further away.

" How are you " Ric said massagng her back as he came up behind her

" We are not going to find her are we" Alexis said

' We will find her just not as quick as we would hoped but we can't give up" he said

As Alexis looked up at him with tears in her eyes " i have failed her as a mother you were right you know" she said. No Alexis i was wrong i was angry and hurt because you confided in mayor Floyd and not me and i lashed out he said. You have to understand that we can't control everything and in trying to do that we lose whatever it is.

See I was trying to force my brother to face the reality of the his diagnosis of being bipolar and in doing so i pushed him away in the process. I will never have the relationship with my brother that the girls have with each other does it make me said yes Ric said. As the tears began to form in his eyes he is the only link to a mother i never got to know just to know what she was like he said.

I know i go about it in the wrong way but how else was i supposed to get his attention i try over and over but he will never see me as a brother. And i know i have to accept that but its hard because i would have to accept i will never know about my mother he says.

Alexis wiped his tears away and i had a chance to get to know the child i gave up and i blew it she cried as he hugged her. They didn't know Sonny was at the who knocked as he came in " hey Alexis we have a few small leads. We think Sam's car was driven to the I90 and chances are it was a set up but we don't know by who he said.