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Disclaimer: don't own glee, If I did there's some Samchel moment in every episode :p, but I love finchel to though

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16 years old Rachel Berry

After performing at Nationals I got this amazing feeling that could't really explain with any words in this world. I just felt joy, excited, nervous, scared, and relieved all in the same time. I hugged everyone in the club after belting out my last note of solo. Today we performed group number and then my solo. Finally Mr. Schue could see what inside of me and only my solo that could make us win National.

When it's the time for the big announcement, we all gathered on the stage with Vocal Adrenaline and other groups. My heart pounding uncontrolled and I squeezed Sam hand really hard, I surprised that he didn't pull his hand off of my monster grip.

"And this year National winner is…" The bald guy stopped a second then continued "The New Direction!"

I was so happy, I jumped up and down like crazy. I hugged Sam with joy tears in my eyes.

"We won!" I screamed to him

"Yeah, it's because of you" He told me, I kissed his lips on the stage as the present for him to told me that. Mr. Schue was the one who took the trophy from that guy.

After hugging each other until my arms almost fell down, we all went to got something to eat. We decided to eat at this Restaurant near our hotel. As Mr. Schue promised us he bought us that alcohol thing that cost like crazy. I passed that because remembering that puke all over me still freaked me out sometime. I noticed that Finn didn't drink too. Sam already drank his 3rd glass and I could see that he would be had a bad hangover tomorrow, I wanted to warn him but I figured that this event just happened once in your life so I just sat next to him quietly.

"You didn't drink?" I asked Finn, things with me and Finn had been kinda awkward after I dated Sam. Deep down I really wanted things with me and him same like we haven't kissed, cause after we kissed everything became so complicated. Me chasing him like idiotic, I told him about his girlfriend daughter real dad, finally me and him together, but broke up for a second, he wanting me back but I had Jesse, and the list goes on and on until now. I know that deep down I still like him. But everything that happened with me and him doesn't really supported my feeling towards him. Things like he dumped me to found his inner rock star, sleeping with Santana, lied to me tons of time, and getting back with Quinn to win Prom King and Queen even though the didn't win. They beaten by the hockey jocks and other cheerleader.

"Uh.. I'm driving" He said, not looking me. I chuckled

"We're not driving here Finn, we have taxi" Then he followed my chuckle

"Oh yeah totally forget about that" He half-smiled, I missed his cute dumbness and half-smiled. Everytime he half-smiled I always told myself 'I'm gonna die'

"Just take a glass, just for the night" I gave him empty wine glass

"Nah, I'm not in the mood"

"You're not in the mood after winning Nationals?" I asked him, thinking that maybe his brain error now

"No" He said, still looking down to his lap. I wonder what's so interesting there that he wouldn't look me in the eye

"Then why you're not in mood?" I squeezed his shoulder softly

"I'm not in the mood cause…" He stopped, "Can we talk outside? I'm not really comfortable chatting in here with this condition" He glanced at Puck and Lauren who making out on the other side of the coach

"Sure" I stood up and saw Sam really enjoying himself, I decided not to tell him cause probably he's not gonna remember anything that happened tonight. I just wished tomorrow morning he remember that we won Nationals tonight

When we walked out, the atmosphere was very New York. Lights everywhere, traffics are crazy and fill with yellow cab.

"So why you're not in the mood?"

"Um..Uh..cause Quinn dumped me" I gasped

"What? when?" I asked him, still shocked

"Before the announcement" He muttered

"I'm so sorry Finn" I hugged him, the he hugged me back

"Thank you" He let go and looked me in the eyes. Like really looked at me

"I love you" He whispered, almost like a breath

"No you can't Finn" I said to him, avoiding his gaze

"You think I wanted to love you?" He now sound angry, "I tried everything to not love you Rach, avoiding you, back with Quinn, did some spell that I found online"

"Spell?" I asked him

"It's not the point" He frustrated, "I just can't stop loving you"

"Yes you can"

"No I'm not, you just acted like you don't care about me but deep down you know that you still care about me" He snapped me, I just stood there speechless.

"I-i.."

"You know that I'm right, right?" He asked me, touched my cheek and he shortened his body so his eyes are in the same level with mine. I just stared at him, couldn't find any words to said. Then he closed his eyes slowly and came nearer to my face. I frizzed and nervous. I'm with Sam now, if I kiss him it mean that I will cheated on him.

"No Finn" I finally had my voice back, he opened his eyes, "I'm with Sam now"

"You kidding me right? Sam?"

"What's wrong with Sam?" I asked him, furious

"Like everything" He rolled his eyes

"At least he didn't lie to me about his virginity" I shouted and walked away from him, wanting to came back to the restaurant

"Come on Rach" he said

"Shut up Finn" I opened the restaurant door then ran to the restroom, in there I cried for almost half an hour. What the hell is wrong with me?


17 years old Rachel POV

I was in Noah party alone, in the couch drinking some random punch that had been served. Sam couldn't come cause he went to Tennessee with his family having thing to take care of. Actually I didn't want to come, but Mercedes and Kurt literally dragged me here. And now they leave me alone, how great right? After my 5th cup of punch I felt deja vu from my party last year. Oh crap, it's the drunk feeling. I forced myself to talked to Noah, everything around me was spinning around

"Noah!" I shouted, but he didn't heard me, he still busy dancing like moron, "NOAH!" I tried again, louder

"What?" He asked me, stopping his dance move, "You really making puckazilla mad you now" He clearly under alcohol

"What's in your punch?" I asked him

"I dunno, something left from my liquor cabinet that I mixed together with coke and juice"

"Ew!" I heard random girl sprouting out the punch from her mouth, I just stood there with jaw hanging open

"Damn it puckerman! You know I can't had any alcohol in my body!" I shouted trying to beat the music that fly on the air

"Chill babe, just sat at the couch until you fell asleep, problem's done" He told me then danced again. I decided to hear what Noah said, but 5 minutes later, I found myself enjoying the party and after that I couldn't remember anything. At morning I woke up with heavy head. After adapted everything's that going on. I found out 3 things, first I'm not in my bed, second I'm completely naked, and the last but not least Finn's sleeping next to me with no clothes on too. Oh My Gosh!


Drama! hahaha, but it just spice up the story :) sorry for the cliff-hanger guys, reviews for faster update