Chapter 11- Bliss Disclosure

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Long has it passed since Asuka and Shinji had initiated deep contact with each other and they keep this workout up enough to a point until they can deal with the visions. Finding a glitch in the train system they suspect somebody is by the operating machine that controls them all. Shinji looks in a car and goes by himself to fool Kensuke and abandon him on the other side of town by threatening him. Meanwhile a tall skeleton like figure visits them in the night and tells them that he is in need of assistance at NERV. They go there and enter a 3 month coma in a small warm, white plain.

"Wow...this whole place is just unbearable. I feel disgusting."

"I think You're fine. This place just knocked us out from the heat. But I feel like we've been sleeping forever, I can't even stand right now."

"But Shinji! You know how I get when I'm all sweaty!" This thought gave Shinji a dirty one as he blushed from the thought. They were close but Shinji always respected her body and never made a move unless asked.

"Well, I-I guess. Heh heh heh..." He joked to himself feeling more embarrassed about what she brought up. She looked at him with confusion on her face as she was wondering what the hell he was nervous about.

"What are you...AHHHH! YOU JERK! I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU'RE STILL ALL SENSITIVE ABOUT THAT! I swear Shinji, how long has this become regular routine? Now you've made me all sensitive about how I look...Well I always did but now you're practically making me!"

"But I-"

"No buts!"

"Okay then?"

"No! We're still in this hot chamber and I'm only wearing these sweats! But this long sleeve black shirt ain't helping either! I thought I'd wear it just so it'd go good with the sweats!"

"Yeah...I just hope that-" Shinji looked closely at Asuka as his jaw dropped from sheer surprise of what he was looking at.

"What? What Are you staring at...?" She slowed on her words as she looked Closer at Shinji too.

"You-You-You-You're hair! And-And you're voice! You're voice isn't too different it just sounds kind of high pitched!"

"I-I know! And you're hair! It's longer now! Oh my gosh! You look so cute! And you're voice sounds so manly!" She was admiring her love with stars in her eyes as she ran over and petted his hair.

"It-It is?! No way!" He smiled at the fact that his hair got long, and reminded him of a certain father figure he knew before he got killed...

"I like the look on you honestly! And now my hair's just now touching my knees! Oh I should trim it? Oh oh! No! I'll cut it short maybe!"

"I don't know, but we should at least find a way out of here? We came here for nothing so lets just leave. I hate this place anyway." Shinji announced his wanting in an annoyed tone, as he even doubted about coming to this area. He went so he and Asuka could keep a bit of their sanity without including sex at a constant time. Right before they left, they just felt tired and empty inside as they were slightly drifting farther away from their minds. One night before they left however they would never do again. The boy was cold toward the girl and she believed the voices were right about Shinji. He was merely a god toying with her and she hated him for it...Growing fearful she stabbed him in the arm which was now a huge scar. she cried constantly about it and was the old head over heels girlfriend again as she lives with the guilt of doubting Shinji's humanity...

He knows she has another problem to deal with. And he's not scared of her this time. He is aware of the voices of the skeleton figure telling him that she is secretly an angel...That Loki is really Asuka but their hearts are just lying to themselves. He had enough wise to know that what he said was a cliche lie. He was connected to Asuka on the deepest level. When she is sad inside, he is. The other feels what the other is going through...A true Evangelion?

"Hey Shinji? Can I ask you something? "

"Yeah, s-sure."

"It's just... You never told me what kind of girl you really liked. You must have some taste in girls unless you're really that bland. But anyways you're with me now. I know you love me but I can't be perfect. So have you ever thought about it? What...Girl you like?" She said quietly as the two walked the white realm that was slowly turning cold.

"Honestly? If I was to be honest...It could just be that Its grown on me but I love your red hair. It's like a fire in my eyes and the flame doesn't diminish...But the attitude, at first It scared me, but then it was kind of like a game. To get over your anger and at the same time, I pissed you off because I was able to ignore it. But Asuka, there's so many things I could say about you right now, and I'm sure one day you could too." The boy poured his feelings of her out on the table and the girl only felt more sad as she noticed Shinji doesn't think she knows enough about him...To think he wasn't yet worthy enough.

"S-Shinji! Stop!" She yelled as she put a forceful hand on his shoulder.

"What? Are you sad again? What's going-" Interrupted by a teary eyed girl who slapped him.

"I like you because you're sensitive to your every situation and the fact that you're so respectful, always caring and that you'd be willing to risk your own life for any! Wither it be a life that's innocent or your own fathers life, you'd do it! You would! And you're shy! That was like a game to me! How I'd press retry over and over again just to earn your full attention or get closer to being loved by you wither it was fake or real. We were misunderstanding in the beginning but I'll never meet anybody who's gone through the same crap as you! And you well deserve anyone! And If you don't think you're good enough for me, you're wrong!"

"Oh, well thank-thank you...I appreciate that a lot...I guess I never thought I was good enough..." He started while he walked over and hugged the girl he adored since they were together and apart.

"Is that why you always never tried anything...? You were scared of being pushed away?"

"At first but is that love? Not trusting someone until..."

"So you were afraid when we..."

"..."

"I think I understand Shinji...But I didn't force you too...Nor did I blatantly say, 'Hey! Let's have sex!' Now did I?"

"Huh...Now that I think about it, that was kind of an agreement I initiated right?"

"Uh huh!"

"And I wasn't scared to all those other times either?"

"Well duh. What are you? Stupid!?"

"That'll never get old..."

"Stupid Shinji...Let's just get outta here..." She left her head on his shoulder as the two walked forward with Asuka wrapped around his arm like they were on a romantic walk on the beach...Cause...errr...well the weather was suitable in the plain.


"Oh good, they're up now." Loki showed herself to them right as they arrived at the headquarters and showed them the room that lay sunken below central dogma which they were not at all skeptical about. This worried her as she no longer had the ability to watch their history unfold before her. So she could only assume they went through the hell that Templar Keele sent them through in town. But she had noticed how touchy they were now. And that they never let go of eachother, no doubt of what they wanted, and they wanted the same thing. She thought about it so much it was bugging her...But she always shoved the though away. Now she was on her way toward them as she entered the door she put them in. She had to tell them why they had to be inside.

Walking far down into the plain, feeling like she was walking in circles she saw two figures joking about together as she assumed they were Asuka and Shinji, so she ran up and quickly interrupted the two walking.

"Oh Loki! We're kind of lost...and you brought us in here so you could show the way right? It IS YOUR DUTY! Wouldn't want to upset my Shinji right?" Asuka said teasingly as she locked her lips with his passionately.

"A-Asuka! I'm fine! Really!" The boy panicked feeling hostility in her tone.

"Oh well of course Asuka! I would never do anything to hurt him ever! Like why would I ever kiss him and treat the situation as a tool?" Loki bit back.

"W-What the hell are you...?"

"Hey Shinji...You wanna kiss me?"

"W-What?"

"You know... Kissing!"

"I-I don't know."

"Afraid to kiss a girl?"

"Damn Asuka...You should...REALLY ...CALM...DOWN!" Shinji tried getting to her as she kept throwing names at the girl as she acted lifeless as Rei.

"THIS BITCH TAUNTS ME ABOUT OUR PAST! OUR! PAST! AND SHE ACTS LIFELESS LIKE THAT BITCH REI! SHE DOESN'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT ME! I'LL FUCKING KILL YOU BITCH!" Spitting the words like Venom, she was breathing hard as her chest heaved in and out she was slowly walking toward the girl with a fire in her eyes.

"Asuka. STOP!"

"I hate this girl! She's not even human! She's a devil! She shouldn't be alive..." Getting closer and closer, Loki stood her ground and looked Asuka in the face while waiting her grasp over her throat.

"Asuka. Do you really love Shinji?" The girl finally got the picture...She could sense a sexual history with the two while feeling her heart slowly throb. Having sad this reply, the angry girl stopped walking and looked shocked at this.

"What do you mean? Do I love him? Stupid bitch! How would you know love! You'd never understand what we've been through! You couldn't comprehend how deep this goes...Of-Of-Of course I...I love him..." She sank to her knees as if Loki was Areal performing the unravel of her mind at her breaking point. She remembered the month of september where the most extraordinary happened. Asuka nearly killed Shinji but she was on heavens door herself as she layed by his limp pale body...She had slit her wrists in the bathtub next his and she was finally happy because there would be no complications in her life...no love interests and no sorrow. She would live in the same zone as Shinji...the graveyard...but call it an odd power but...She woke up after seeing a light in her eyes and she felt totally fine. Her wounds were healed and the bathtub was still full of her blood. She was dizzy as she had loss a lot of blood but she still felt...fine?

Shinji was not in the same spot as she looked around and quickly lost her cool while she looked for him. She ran naked to the upstairs and saw him moving boxes around the store lazily as he was wobbling everywhere. She ran up to him and he asked if she really wanted to kill him. She admitted she got scared and thought he was the dark skeleton figure...having a make-up afternoon the following day...Could they grow closer?

"So you two...Already have..." Loki said quietly

"Huh?"

"...?" Asuka and Shinji were embarrassed to answer Loki's question of the obvious. So Loki took this silence as a yes and proceeded to ignore her own statement, thinking of how to break it to them.

"You did it because you felt comfortable doing it? Or just to horde away the darkness that overcame the two of you? Did you ever come to think that you created your own darkness on others? Or do you not know the powers you possess yet?"

"Okay! Listen! WE HAVE NO IDEA WHAT'S BEEN GOING ON! What with all the talk about us bringing life back and Being Adam and Eve? What the hell are we now? Human or not? And what's with the visions and hallucinations? We don't KNOW LOKI!" Shinji yelled as his eye was twitching from anger.

"Strange. I never told you upfront but I figured you would have figured it out already...Come on now. Lets go back to the failed Eva experiments...that pool of corpses in NERV by central dogma?"


"What the?"

"Our...Our EVA'S!"

"This surprises me actually..."

"How Loki?"

"Well...You know those Mass produced Eva's that rusted? Well what ever did you think happened to both of yours? And Rei's own Evangelion unit?"

"That's just...even less helpful Loki..." Asuka replied feeling annoyed at her avoidance of 'Getting to the point'

"Your Eva's are here. NOT rusted. And Rei's...Well where do you think Rei is?"

"She...isn't she dead?"

"Well so is everybody else! And where are they Shinji? Where are they Asuka? IN THE LCL! But Rei can't be in there! She died as the thing closest thing to being a god. So what? She just forever lives on in another existence? She should be in the LCL but she's a god...I figure she's now an embryo somewhere on earth...like an angel..."

"So...What about our Eva's?" Shinji...afraid to ask.

"Here's the thing...you two are catalysts..Follow me so far?"

"Uh huh."

"OKAY...So Unit-01 has become the seed of life...and Unit-02 is well...another fruit. And I believe Rei...has become the 2nd fruit...that enables the Angels."

"Oh...And she's on earth..."

"Yes...But what about NERV HQ? Gendo mentioned this WHOLE area already being built..times ago...ancient is the correct time. So...My theory is...ALL OF THIS...has happened even before we could mention 1st impact. And Who was the original Adam...If we could speak to him then maybe we'd have known, but he's dead...Maybe he was the original...so Asuka...Shinji...I have come to the conclusion that..."

"..."

"Well...SAY IT!"

"I Believe that Rei...is the one who is causing these visions and letting come back the ones closest to you that never scarred you enough to not forgive them... you're Adam, Shinji...And Asuka...You're the 3rd fruit...Not Lilith.. You hold the fruit of sanity...And to say the least...that there were only two fruits to ever exist...was a fatal mistake."