For those of you that cry easily you may need a box of tissues for this chapter, I know I did writing it.
RPOV:
I looked up at James waiting for his reply; I no longer feel that need to run whenever I see him.
"I need to talk to you Rosalie" he said, in his deep husky voice that was nothing like Emmett's.
"I don't see any need to talk to you, goodbye James" I held my head high and started to walk away. James grabbed my arm and pulled me into a janitor's closet and shut the door.
I looked up at him and glared "What the hell do you want James?" I said.
"Well there are a lot of things I want, but we can't get everything we want" he said with his eyes looking up and down my body. Ew, he made me feel like I needed to throw up.
"Get to the point James, what the hell do you want?" I said impatiently.
"I was getting to the point, don't interrupt me." I glared at him, he ignored my glares and kept talking "My point is, I came to warn you, before you put yourself in a mess like you did with me. You're no good for this new guy, you're worthless Rose. You and I both know that, you would never be good enough for a guy like him. You're hurting him by being with him. You should leave before you hurt him more, which you know you will. You should have never left me Rose, you know you and I are so alike. We're meant to be together Rose." He said.
I looked up at him, "You're wrong, Emmett and I are meant to be together" I said, he had to be wrong, I wasn't hurting Emmett by being with him…was I?
James laughed and locked the door, "Maybe, but I'll have to change that then, huh?"
I glared at him, what the hell does he have planned.
James come closer to me, kissed me and the next thing I knew I had duck tape over my mouth.
I felt my heart start to race, I started to shake in fear, that's when I felt the tears running down my cheeks. I wanted to scream, but my mouth wouldn't open.
He pushed me roughly down to the floor, and held my arms tightly so I couldn't move.
He then gathers both of my small wrists in one of his hands and held my arms above my head, he pulled my skirt up to around my waist.
I shut my eyes tightly and looked away, he pulled my underwear off and undid his pants.
The rest was a blur of pain that seemed to never end and my unheard sobs.
Then everything went black.
I opened my eyes, I don't know how much time had pasted since the darkness came. But all I could feel was pain everywhere was throbbing. I wrapped my arms around my legs and buried my face in my knees and cried. I don't know how long I stayed there like that crying, but after awhile the tears stopped coming. Everything felt numb; all I knew was that I needed to get away, far away and fast.
I got up slowly my knees shaking. I picked up my bag and unlocked the door. The hall way was dark and empty, by the look of out side it must have been the middle of the night.
I walked out of the school, not really registering what was going on around me. I went to the bank and emptied my account, which was quiet a lot of money to keep me going for a little while.
I then went to the nearest hotel and checked in under a fake name, I went up to the room, went inside and locked the door. I went straight into the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror.
The girl that stared back at me didn't look a thing like me. Her eyes were cold and dead. Her long blond hair hung messy down the sides of her face. There was no make-up on her face, but big black smudges under her puffy eyes.
I had to get out of here; I had to get far away. I couldn't face anyone after what happened and most of all I couldn't let Emmett see me like this. The girl I was this morning, the girl I've know all my life was gone and I don't think she will ever come back.
I pulled out a pen and note pad from my bag and started to write the note that would change my life that I had because accustomed to forever.
Emmett,
By the time you read this I will be already gone.
Remember all the things we wanted, they are different now.
We were always meant to say goodbye, always trying to be together when we weren't meant to be.
I want you to know, this was never meant to work.
And I need you to move on, you'll find someone that will love you forever.
I don't want to hurt you.
You know that I love you so much, I love you enough to let you go.
We can't make this right because it is so wrong
So, I had to go.
Look after yourself
I'll always remember you
Rosie
I looked down at the piece of paper; it wouldn't make much sense to him. But it did to me; I don't want him to know what happened. He never needs to go through something like that, he deserves to be happy his whole life.
I looked down at the piece of paper, and read it once more. I waited for the tears to come, but they didn't, I was past crying. I couldn't feel anything.
The only thing I could think was, I need to get away from here, I can't let him hurt.
I pick up the piece of paper and my bag. I walked out of the hotel room and down to the elevator. I handed the key back to the lady behind the desk and walked out of the hotel.
Everything seemed to move in slow motion, and I could barely register what I was doing.
I mailed the letter to Emmett, got into a taxi and went to the airport.
I got on the first flight available, the flight that changed my life forever…..
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EmPOV:
"Come on boys, everyone on the bus."
Thank god this camp was over, it wasn't as boring as I thought it was going to be, but the amount that I was missing Rosie was maddening. I quickly hopped on the bus.
"Dude can you just sit still?" Jasper said to me slightly irritated.
I hadn't realised I was fidgeting so much "Sorry Jazz" I tried to sit still.
I stared out the window, I couldn't wait to see Rosie, to see her smile and hear her voice. God, I'm going to kiss the living hell out of her when I see her.
After what seemed like the longest two hour bus ride in the universe, we finally got back to the school.
I ran off the bus, quickly grabbed my bag, ran down to the room and chucked my bag in my room. Then ran back out to Carlisle, who just looked at me, laughed then said "Go on, I'll see you up there".
"Thanks Carlisle" I took off running up the road to the house.
I got up to the house and knocked on the front door, then tapped my foot impatiently as I waited for someone to open it. I was expecting Rosie to open the door, she knew I was coming home today and I thought she would have seen the bus drive into the school, but Esme opened the front door.
I smiled "Hey Es…." I took in the look on her face, the look of worry and sadness "What's wrong?" I asked. The look on Esme's face gave me this feeling that it was something to do with Rosie, so god help me if something has happened to her I'm going to shoot the bastard responsible.
Esme looked up at me with tears in her eyes "She's missing Emmett, no one know where she is" Esme said quickly before bursting into sobs. Esme held out an envelope to me, I took it. Carlisle came up the driveway then, looked from Esme to me and then we all went inside without a word.
Inside Bella and Alice were both sitting on the couch; Alice was staring out the window with an unreadable expression on her face. Bella had her head in her hands was quietly sobbing.
Carlisle took Esme somewhere; I didn't pay much attention to where he took her though. I went and sat on the staircase and looked down at the envelope in my hands, I ran my finger over the writing on the front. It was Rosie hand writing, I opened the envelop and read the single piece of paper inside it.
The words on that page tared my world apart, I had never thought it was possible for your heart to break, but I think mine did with the words on that page.
I read them over and over trying to make sense of them, like they were in a different language that I couldn't understand.
It sounded like Rosie was trying to hide something, like there was some meaning behind this letter that I didn't understand.
I had a feeling that someone was responsible for this.
Bella came over and sat next to me "This isn't like Rose, she doesn't just run away if something goes wrong" Bella said.
I didn't look up at her, just nodded.
"I just wish we could have stopped her" she said.
"How long has she been gone" I asked.
"8 days" Bella said, then started sobbing again and got up and walked off.
After I don't know how long Alice came and sat next to me.
"I should have stopped her, I'm sorry Emmett. I had a feeling something was going to happen. The way that James was looking at her, I should have known she was going to run" Alice said the last half of the sentence in a barley audible whisper.
The only word that stuck out was James Rosie had told me about what the mother fucker did to her. I bet he has something to do with this. I could feel rage building up, if he hurt her in any way, I'm going to make sure that bastard pays. I got up; I had to find him now.
I ran out the front door, down to the school, got into my car and drove to the one place I knew a bastard like him would be… The pub.
EdPOV:
I examined my arse in the mirror there was a big purple burse where Emmett had shot the bloody gun at me.
My mobile started to buzz, I pulled up my pants and answered it "Hello…. Oh Hey Bella I was just about to head over to see you… wait, what happened?... ok, calm down, I'll be there with Jasper in a second." I hung up the phone and sprinted out of my room. Jasper was in the hallway heading towards the door, I grabbed his arm and dragged him along.
"What the hell Edward?" he said running along side me.
"Emmett's going to do something stupid, I'll explain in the car" I said.
We ran down to where all the cars were parked jumped into mine, I started it and speed down the road.
"So, what's the idiot doing this time?" Jasper asked.
"Bella rang me, Rose is missing and Bella and Alice have a feeling that this guy named James has something to do with it" I said quickly, I wanted to be with Bella so much, she needed me to be there with her to hold her while she cries. I was still in shock that Rose was missing, this was Rose, and I was even a little bit scared of the woman.
"Wait, go back, Rose is missing?" Jasper said with concern on his face.
I nodded "She disappeared from school 8 days ago. That's all I got out of Bella, she was yelling at me to go and get Emmett before he does something really stupid" I said.
"Oh" Jasper said, still with an entirely confused expression on his face.
I parked the car out the front of the pub and Jasper and I got out. I went to walk into the pub, but Jasper grabbed my arm "If he's beating this guy up he isn't going to be in the pub. They'll be in the ally" Jasper said.
I looked at him "Yeah, I knew that" I said, damn it, why did I have to stuff this up all the time.
Jasper rolled his eyes at me.
We walked down the ally way at the side of the pub, and sure enough there was Emmett beating the shit out of a guy, who I presumed was James.
Jasper and I ran over to him and grabbed his arms pulling him away from the guy, Emmett struggled to get free of us, shit he was so much stronger then me. But we managed to hold him long enough for James to get away.
"YEAH, RUN AWAY YOU PUSSY!!!" Emmett yelled after James.
Emmett then fell onto his knees and put his head in his hands. "It's all my fault" he said.
Jasper and I just stood there, looking down at Em. Not knowing what to do.
A lot happened in this chapter and I hope yo liked it, if you did Please Review!
I know it's sad that Em and Rose aren't together but bare with me, I have a plan.
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