A/N: I'm so sorry for the long wait but finally here's a nice long chapter. I hope this makes up for the long wait :)
(Kiba's P.O.V)
I lay in bed with Naruto sleeping with his head on my bare chest and my arm wrapped around him. It was the middle of the night and I couldn't get to sleep no matter how hard I tried. My mind was just too crowded with thoughts of what happened today.
After Tsunade left, it was like mine and Naruto's relationship was going downhill. I noticed that Naruto was being distant from me. He wasn't as cheerful and touchy as he was before; he wouldn't even speak to me. All day I couldn't help but wonder what Tsunade had talked to him about. I know for sure that she asked questions about our relationship. I can picture Naruto smiling so hard that his cheeks probably started to hurt as he explained to her what happened, but why would he be so down from explaining something that I knew was great news for him?
Maybe she really didn't approve of us being together. Maybe she only pretended to be happy for us because I was in the room. What if she told him to break up with me or said that she didn't trust me?
To be honest, I don't think that would be such a terrible idea. I have to admit we did rush into things and I for one don't think I'm ready for a real relationship especially one that could get me in serious trouble. What makes it worse is that I'm still not all sure about my feelings.
I sighed trying to push these thoughts out of my head but they only ended up getting worse with the same question that's been bothering me since I first started thinking about the possibility of me being gay and having feelings for Naruto. What if my mom found out?
I felt my body become weak at the thought and I thought I was going to be sick. Maybe she's the reason why I'm having second thoughts about being with Naruto. I was scared of disappointing her. More importantly I was scared of what she'd do to me.
Well whatever the reason was I didn't want to think about it. All I wanted to do was sleep. I closed my eyes and tried to clear my head. I took a deep breath and Naruto's scent filled my nose sent my heart racing.
Why would my body react this way to him if I truly didn't have any feelings towards him?
(Naruto's P.O.V)
I opened my eyes and the first thing I saw when my vision cleared was Kiba's bare chest and I knew I had fallen asleep on him. Normally I would be overly excited about this. My heart beating fast in my chest from nervousness and my cheeks getting warm as a slight blush appeared on my cheeks, but this time was different. I didn't feel any of that.
Instead of the normal happy feeling I should be having right now, I was feeling like complete shit. My head was filled with thoughts of what Tsunade told me yesterday and the worse part is I was thinking she was right, that something was going to happen between me and Kiba to damage our relationship and to be honest I think she was right about me. I don't think I'm strong enough to handle it if something did happen.
Not really knowing what to do, I closed my eyes and pictured myself in front of Kyuubi's cage. He was the only person I had to talk to at the moment and I figured he could help me decide on what to do.
It wasn't long until I felt water around my ankles and the temperature around me drop. When I opened my eyes I was standing in front of a huge cage with a huge sleeping fox behind it.
"Kyuubi, I really need to talk." I say.
The fox opened its eyes and looked down at me with huge red eyes. What's wrong kit? He asks.
"It's Kiba." I tell him.
What's the matter, trouble in paradise?
"That's not funny, I'm serious." I say giving him a hard look. "Yesterday when Tsunade came to visit me and we started talking about mine and Kiba's relationship and whether or not I'll be strong enough to handle it if the relationship doesn't last. I know that Kiba won't do anything to hurt me, at least that was before the talk with her. Now I'm having second thoughts about all of this."
Naruto, I think you're forgetting that I was there when all of this happened. Kyuubi says. But I have to admit, in a way Tsunade's right. I don't think you're ready to handle a rough patch in the relationship. This is not what I wanted to hear. He was not supposed to agree with her. But I also don't see Kiba doing anything to hurt you, but anything can happen.
"So what do you think I should do?"
Personally, I would break things off with him, just until you can get your emotions under control.
"But I don't want to lose him. Being with him makes me feel so happy. I've never felt this way around anyone before."
You won't lose him. Even if you break things off with him I can guarantee that Kiba will still be there for you no matter what.
I sighed. I hoped everything he said was true.
Hey, this is only my suggestion. In the end you have the power to do whatever you believe is right, but right now, it's time for you to open your eyes.
For the second time this morning I open my eyes with the image of Kiba's chest being the first thing I see. The only difference is this time there was the sound of Kiba groaning as he woke up. I felt the arm he had wrapped around me lift off as he stretched.
I propped myself on my elbow and looked down at him.
"Good morning cutie." He says looking at me with sleepy eyes and giving me a weak smile.
I couldn't help but smile back at how cute he looked with his naturally shaggy brown hair even more untamed than usual and the tiny bit of dry drool out of the corner of his mouth.
He leaned up and kissed me and I wondered how I'd ever be able to break things off with him.
"Ew morning dog breath." I say jokingly as I fan the air in front of me.
"Hey, don't act like you don't like it. At least it's better than morning ramen breathe." Kiba says back.
I couldn't help but laugh at that. As stupid as it was, it was still funny.
My laughter was caught short when I felt something cold against my cheek. I turn to see that Kiba had cupped my cheek in his palm and was now looking at me with such caring eyes. I looked down and immediately felt my cheeks begin to warm in a bush.
So much for not feeling nervous around him. I think to myself.
"I'm glad to see you're feeling better. Why were you ignoring me yesterday anyway?"
"I…" I started off saying but then trailed off.
What should I say? Should I tell him the truth, that I was having second thoughts about our relationship? Or do I do what Kyuubi said and tell him that I don't want to be in a relationship with him right now?
A long silence filled the room and I knew Kiba was waiting for me to say something, but I just couldn't bring myself to say either of those things. Then I hear the words just slip out. "It's nothing."
"Really, because I don't think you would ignore me over nothing. After Tsunade left, you were acting so different from before. You wouldn't even talk to me. Come on, Naruto, you know you can tell me anything."
I sighed. Hiding secrets from him was going to be a lot harder now that we were together.
"It's nothing, really, we were just talking about a touchy subject that got to me and I guess I was taking it out on you which I shouldn't have done."
"Well if you say so. I'm here if you ever want to talk about it."
"I know." I say with a smile. I give him a peck on the lips and we lay back down in bed, my head on his chest and his arm wrapped around me. I close my eyes and listen to the sound of his heart beat and realize that it would be harder than I thought to break up with him.
/
The next time I opened my eyes, Kiba wasn't laying in bed with me and I was in bed by myself. I sit up in bed stretching and yawning. The bedroom door opened and Kiba walked in.
"Oh good you're up, now you can hurry up and get dressed." Kiba said.
"Someone's in a bossy mood this morning." I say in a tired voice rubbing my eyes. "Get dressed for what anyway?"
"We're going somewhere and the quicker we get there the better."
"Well can I ask if this place has any food because I'm starving."
"In a way it does, but don't worry about that. All you have to worry about now is getting dressed."
I let out a sigh. "Alright fine." I got out of bed and started getting dressed. I had initially wanted to stay in, but at least I was going to be with Kiba.
When I finished getting dressed, Kiba started leading me to some place on the Inuzuka estate. We were no longer surrounded by a bunch of people that looked like Kiba with the same unruly brown hair and upside down triangles on their cheeks. Instead, we were surrounded by a whole bunch of trees. At first I thought he was taking back to the stream we were at before, but it didn't look like the same path.
Soon I gave up on trying to guess where we were going and just asked him. "Kiba, where are we going?"
"You'll find out soon enough, just be patient." He replied.
My stomach growled and I put my hand over it in an attempt to calm it down. At this rate, I was going to starve to death. "I swear this place better have food or else I'll end up having to eat you."
"Well you already have an idea of how I taste from our kisses and judging from the amount of times you kissed me I'm guessing I taste pretty good." Kiba looks at me with a huge grin on his face and all I could do is blush and look away.
Eventually, we came across a clearing that was completely isolated. It was quiet except for a few birds chirping here and there and I thought it would be the perfect place to relax. Unfortunately, there wasn't any food here and this is when Kiba decided to say 'we're here'.
"It's nice and all and don't take this the wrong way but, why did you drag me out of bed to come here?" I say taking in my surroundings.
"We, my beloved boyfriend, are at an Inuzuka training ground and are finally going to have our rematch."
"What?!" But I haven't eaten yet. I can't fight on an empty stomach, especially not a two on one match. Besides, I didn't bring my ninja tools."
"You won't have to worry about any of that. I already know I won't need Akamaru's help to beat you and I've got you covered on the ninja tools." He said as he pulled out a pouch of ninja tools and tossed it to me.
"Okay, but what about the food part?"
"If you beat me, which you won't, I'll treat you to all you can eat ramen."
"Alright, now you're talking! Oh and by the way, there's no way you're going to beat me. I hope kicking your ass doesn't ruin our relationship."
"Oh you don't have to worry about that because it won't be happening." Kiba says with a smug grin on his face.
"Yeah, well we'll see about that. Shadow Clone Jutsu!" I say summoning five clones. They immediately spread out and surround him.
"And you were worried about being out numbered when you have your shadow clones." Kiba says.
"Hey, this is different."
"In what way is this different?"
"I don't know, but I'll come up with a reason while I'm kicking your ass. Now are we going to get started or do you want to bitch some more?"
"You seem to be really aggressive today." Kiba said as he took out a kunai.
"Only when ramen is on the line." I say getting into my fighting position.
(Kiba's P.O.V)
I bring the Kunai in front of and get into my fighting stance. There was so much tension in the air you could cut it with a knife. Both of us were waiting for the other to make the first move. I look to my right and see Akamaru running around chasing a butterfly and I suddenly regret making a rule that he won't fight with me. I mean, I will still win without him, but it'll just take a little longer than it would with him.
I hear movement coming from my left and I quickly turn my head to see one of Naruto's clones charging my way. He jumped and threw a kick but I ducked and stabbed him in the back with the kunai and watched him disappear in a cloud of smoke. I hear movement coming from all around me this time and see the rest of Naruto's clones charging towards me.
One throws a punch in my direction but I easily dodged it, but in the process ended up getting grabbed from behind. I tried struggling against his grip but to no use. Out of the corner of my eye I see a clone running to me with a Kunai but I kick him in the gut and he disappears. I manage to break free from the other one and turn around bringing the kunai across his face and watch him disappear too.
Three down. I think to myself. So that means there should only be two more clones and the real Naruto left. That is if he didn't summon more clones. I looked around, but couldn't find a single Naruto around.
I tried concentrating my chakra to my ears and nose to heighten my senses, but still couldn't hear him or even catch his scent. I've got to hand it to him; he's definitely getting better at being sneaky.
I hear footsteps coming from behind me and I turn around to see him running towards me with his rasengan. I managed to jump out of the way just barely evading it and throw a kunai at him.
It hits him in his back but unfortunately he disappears in a cloud of smoke and it turns out that he was actually a clone.
I growled getting annoyed by this. I know that Naruto was practically the king of shadow clones and this was supposed to be expected, but still.
Now I was surrounded by nothing but silence. The only sounds that could be heard were the wind blowing through the trees and a few birds chirping around me. Where is he hiding? I look all around but couldn't see a single sign of him. There's no way he could've gone far so if he wasn't going to come out willingly then maybe I could convince him to come out.
"Come on Naruto, is this all you've got; a couple of shadow clones?" I shout into the air. "You defeated Pein, I expected more from the great hero of the Hidden Leaf. Either you're holding back on me or you really lost your touch. At this rate I'll be the one to become Hokage. Better yet, you better start working harder if you want that free ramen." Still I heard nothing and now I was becoming even more annoyed.
I slowly started walking to the end of the clearing making sure to stay on guard just in case Naruto tried to do a surprise attack on me.
I was only a few inches away from a tree when I heard rustling coming from a bush to my right. I turn to face it and could see that it was moving slightly and not from the wind. I grin and start making my way towards it.
"Nice try Naruto, but the game is over." I say stopping in front of the still moving bush. His scent was all over the bush and there was no doubt he was in there.
The next thing I knew I was being knocked to the ground and sent rolling. I didn't stop until I was probably near the center of the clearing. I felt a heavy weight pressing down against my waist and I felt my arms be pinned down to the ground above my head. When I opened my eyes I was met by a smiling blond with ocean blue eyes whose features only looked even better in the sunlight.
"I was in a tree not the bush." Naruto says with a huge grin. "So does this mean I win?" He asks.
"Nope." I say.
"What, why not?"
"Because I can still do this." I break from Naruto's grasp and flip us over so that Naruto was on his back and I was in between his legs. He tried fighting back but I pinned his arms down above his head just like he did to me.
"I win." I say and now it was my turn to grin, but why was he smiling back? I expected him to be complaining, putting up more of a fight than this. Then I feel something sharp against the back of my head.
"I don't think so dog breathe." I hear Naruto's voice coming from behind me. Oh great, more shadow clones.
"He was the one in the bushes." The Naruto in front of me says.
I sigh. "Alright fine, you win." I say. The shadow clone behind me disappears.
"Yes, free ramen!" Naruto shouts.
I couldn't help but smile at how happy he was. I lean down close so that our faces were merely inches away from each other and he instantly became silent and I felt his body become tense. I closed the distance between us and connected our lips in a kiss.
I felt Naruto lean up into the kiss, but that's not the only thing I felt. I felt my heart start racing in my chest with excitement, my mind start racing with thoughts of just me and Naruto together without a care in the world.
This is when I realize that I really care for him and see that he makes me beyond happy. I realize that all my doubts about us being together were all caused by me being scared of what my mom would think, but at this moment I could really care less about what she thought of our relationship.
I break the kiss and we stay there staring into each other's eyes, breathing heavy trying to catch our breaths.
"So how about that ramen?" Naruto says.
"Is ramen all you can think about?" I ask him.
"Well what else do you expect when you drag me out of bed without eating breakfast and then offer me free ramen?"
"Okay, I'll be a good boyfriend and buy you free ramen."
He smiled and I swear that's the biggest I've ever seen him smile before. Seeing him this happy made me feel so good inside.
"Naruto, can I tell you something?"
"Sure, what is it?"
"Well at first I was starting to have doubts that me and you can actually be together. I didn't want to say anything because I didn't want to hurt you, but now I see that I was wrong for thinking that. No matter what anyone thinks, not even my mother, I want to be with you."
The next thing I know Naruto wraps his arms around my neck and brings my head down in a kiss.
"I swear you're the best boyfriend I ever had, not that I had other boyfriends or anything, but you know what I mean."
A moment of silence falls between us with us just staring, smiling at each other. Too bad that moment was interrupted when Naruto's stomach growled loud enough to be heard throughout the clearing. I laughed and he blushed bright red from embarrassment.
"How about we get you that ramen?"
(Naruto's P.O.V)
The day was filled with just me and Kiba enjoying each other's company. Now I was lying in bed talking to Kyuubi. "You see, he really does care about me. You and Tsunade were just being over protective."
I'll admit that I was being somewhat protective, but you even admitted yourself that you won't be able to handle it when something bad happens in your guys' relationship. Kyuubi says.
"How are you so sure that's even going to happen?"
Because it always does. You of all people should know that good things don't always last long no matter how much you want them to.
"Well…what if we're different. What if we can be together without things going bad?"
You know what, think what you want to think because you're obviously not going to listen to a word I say.
"Why can't you just be happy for me instead of always trying to bring me down?!"
I'm only trying to prepare you for what's to come.
I opened my eyes and stare at the ceiling of the bedroom. I didn't want to hear any of that. Me and Kiba were happy together and that's all that matters.
I sighed. I needed to get my mind off of this. I got out of bed and walked out the room towards the bathroom. I opened the door to the bathroom and instantly steam rushed out into the hall.
The moment the steam cleared from the bathroom I got a clear view of a naked, dripping wet Kiba. We stood still, frozen in place, neither of us making a move. Me standing in the doorway completely dumbstruck and Kiba standing there with a towel in his hands raised to his head as if he were about to dry his hair just before I walked in and interrupted him.
The next think I know, my eyes start roaming down his body. My eyes traveled down from his strong chest to his toned stomach to his-
I shook my head realizing that I was about to take a peek at Kiba's nether regions so to speak.
"I-I'm so sorry." I struggle to say. I practically run out of the bathroom closing the door behind me. I go to my room and close the door. I lean against it and close my eyes trying to forget what just happened but image of Kiba just kept coming back. My heart was racing so fast in my chest. No matter how hard I tried I couldn't shake the fact that deep down I couldn't help but wish that I had actually got a peek before I ran out of the bathroom.
At least I'm not thinking about what Kyuubi said. I think to myself. But now every time I look at Kiba I'm going to have that image in my head.
There was a knock on the door followed by Kiba's voice telling me to open up.
Despite the voices in my head telling me not to and to come up with an excuse as to why I can't open the door, I turn and open it anyway.
As soon as I do I see Kiba standing there still fully naked and dripping wet. My eyes widened in shock once I realized what was happening.
"K-Kiba, w-what are you doing?" I stutter and take a step back, but he quickly closes the distance and places his wet hands on my hips and pulls me in close. His wet body against mine making my clothes become wet and stick to my body.
He leans in to kiss me then starts leading me backwards and I end up falling over onto the bed with him climbing on top of me and continuing to kiss me.
My heart was beating so fast that I thought it would explode.
What the hell has gotten into him? I didn't have much time to come up with a reason for his actions as I felt Kiba push my shirt up halfway and placed his wet hands on my bare sides.
Kiba breaks the kiss. Both of us are panting hard trying to catch our breaths. I want to ask him what's gotten into him, but he says something before I get the chance to.
"Sit up." He orders between breaths. He sits back on his knees giving me some room and also a good view of his erection. I literally gulp at the site of it. At least now I know what was causing him to do this.
Not wanting to see what he'll do if I don't do as he says, I nervously sit up trying to keep my eyes from looking downward.
As soon as I'm sitting up I feel Kiba tugging on my shirt roughly pulling it up over my head and ends up throwing it to the side of the room. Then I'm being pushed back down onto the bed with both my hands pined above my head and Kiba kissing me again.
His legs were on either side of me and he's bending down far enough so that I could feel his lower half on my stomach.
My breathing pitched once I felt him start grinding his erection on me. I even felt him start to breath harder as his grinding motions began to quicken.
I was beyond turned on right now and didn't want him to stop.
One of his hands leaves my arms and he stops his grinding and lifts off me a little. I feel a wet spot from where his dick was on my stomach and I couldn't tell wheatear it was water or cum or both.
The next thing I knew. Kiba's hand was grabbing my hard-on through my pants. I moaned into the kiss and thrust up into his hand wanting more.
Kiba breaks the kiss and stares down at me with a cocky grin. "You like that?" He asks in a smug tone and all I could do is nervously nod.
He continues playing with my hard-on through my pants which earns him more moans from me and makes him grin even wider at how he's able to make me react to his touch.
I was in complete ecstasy. I close my eyes and kept thrusting up into Kiba's hand while he played with my cock. If he keeps this up I was going to end up cumming in my pants right there.
"Do you want me to keep going?" I hear him whisper in my ear. I nod and I hear him chuckle at my reaction.
Despite my wanting him to keep going, I felt his hand lift off my crotch. I open my eyes and see that Kiba was leaning down and started to undo my pants. He pulls them off and my erection springs to life, pitching a tent in my boxers. From where I laid I could see that the tip of my boxers were wet with precum.
I've never been this turned on before. Then again I've never had someone to make me feel this much pleasure before.
Kiba throws my pants to the side and in an instant he's back on top of me. His hand plays with my bulge through my boxers rubbing it and sometimes wrapping around it giving a few small strokes. I couldn't help but moan in pleasure by his actions. If I didn't know better than I would say that Kiba had some practice with other guys.
He stopped playing with it and got rid of my boxers exposing my hard cock. Now I was completely naked in front of him and the strange thing was that I wasn't even fazed by it. I didn't really notice anything besides the pleasure Kiba was giving me.
I felt a cold, wet hand wrap around my cock and slowly start to stroke up and down. He was moving at an agonizing paste and I think he was doing that on purpose.
"Kiba, faster." I say between heavy breaths.
"I'm sorry, what was that?" He says in a playful tone.
"Don't be an asswhole."
I could hear him laugh right before he started stroking faster. His wet hand making it easy to slide up and down. Every time he would get to the tip he would twist his hand around the head which earned him a moan each time. I knew I was going to cum soon and I started thrusting into his hand bringing me closer to my climax.
Kiba grabbed one of my hands with his free one and wrapped it around his own hard cock. I could feel him guide my hand up and down and I soon got the message and started stoking it.
He leans down and connects his lips with mine and I begin moaning uncontrollably into the kiss. His stroking picks up and I knew I was going to cum. I arched my back up as I cum all over mine and Kiba's chest.
He disconnects our lips and we're both breathing heavy, but I seem to be the only one who's calming down as Kiba continues to breathe hard.
I feel his hand on top of mine guiding it up and down his cock and I realize that he's still hard. I pick up speed, stroking up and down his wet cock. Now it was my turn to make him moan. I could feel him start to thrust into my hand.
He places his head down between my neck and shoulder. His breathing hot and fast against my skin. I couldn't believe that I was actually getting turned on again.
His breathing hitched and his thrusts became faster and the next thing I knew my hand and our chests were being covered in his cum.
Kiba lifts his head and looks at me with a grin on his face. His breathing is beginning to calm down and return back to normal.
"Looks like I have to take another shower. Would you like to join me this time?" He asks.
I smile and that give him his answer.
/
I opened my eyes and was greeted by the morning light. I yawned and stretched in bed then sat up and rubbed my eyes. As usual I didn't feel Kiba's presence next to me. Why did he always wake up so early?
I got out of bed and walked on groggy legs out the door and downstairs to the kitchen.
"Oh, look who's up." Kiba says with a grin on his face. He was sitting at the table and I pulled up a chair next to him and placed my head on his shoulder. He wraps his arm around me and pulls me in close.
"You know this morning I was thinking." He says.
"Oh wow, that's a first." I joke.
"Oh haha very funny, but I'm being serious. I was thinking about if I should tell you what happened to my father and considering we're going to be together for a long time I figured why not."
"You don't have to tell me if you don't want to."
"I know, but I want to tell you." There's a pause and Kiba takes a deep breath before he starts speaking. "I remember I was little, maybe about five or six when my mom decided it was time for her to tell me about him. She told me he was a kind man. That he always thought of others before himself. She also told me that he was her fist and only love. Apparently he was a hopeless romantic and took every chance he had to do something special for her. I'm guessing that's why she took it so hard when he died."
"How did he die?" I ask, but it was only met by another long pause. "I'm sorry I didn't mean to-"
"No, it's okay. My mother told me that he was a strong man. That he was one of the Inuzuka's strongest. She once believed that there was nothing that could stop him. That is until the day the nine tails attacked."
That was all he needed to say. I already knew what was coming next. Wait, is this what Kyuubi was talking about that he couldn't tell me? Is this what will prevent Tsume from liking?
"I'm so sorry." I say
"It's okay. I'm not like the villagers, I don't blame you for the things the fox did."
"And that's another reason why you're the best boyfriend ever, because you understand."
"I might understand, but my mom certainly doesn't. She blames you for everything, but I think it's only because the fox killed my dad. Because of that even if she was okay with me being gay, I doubt she'd approve of me and you being together."
Again with people not wanting us to be together. Instead of complaining and judging us, why can't they just be happy for us? It's not like we're hurting anyone.
As if sensing my distress, I felt Kiba's arm tighten around me as he pulled me in close. "Don't worry, like I said before, no matter what my mom says I will never leave you."
I smile up at him and couldn't help but feel happy. Maybe I was right. Maybe me and Kiba could be together without anything bad happening to damage our relationship.
"Hey, how about we just stay in today?"
"Yeah, that sounds great."
/
What's up Kit? Kyuubi asks me.
Me and Kiba were just laying in bed talking about random things. I told him how I came about my obsession with ramen and he told me about the tradition of getting the tribal tattoos. Now he was downstairs doing something and I took this as the opportunity to talk to Kyuubi.
"Nothing, I just wanted to apologize for blowing up at you like that yesterday. I know you were only trying to help." I say
Don't sweat it, there's no harm done. I can't really blame you for reacting the way you did. You're young and in love for the first time and I know you don't want anything to stop that.
"Yeah, but I still feel bad. I mean, you're like my best friend and I treated you like you were against me.
Hey, there's no need to fret. As long as you're my Jinchuriki I'll be here for you no matter what. A tiny argument won't change that.
"Thanks, I knew I could always count on you."
"Hey Naruto, I have a gift for you." Kiba says.
I open my eyes and I'm back in the bedroom. Kiba climbs on top of me and I look around the room for my gift but see nothing."
"Where is it?" I ask him.
"You're looking at it." He says before kissing me.
I wrap my arms around his neck and pull him in closer. I could never get tired of this.
His hands immediately go to take my shirt off. I sit up and he takes it off discarding it to some random part of the room.
He lays me back down on the bed and starts kissing down from my neck all the way down my bare body up to the waist band of my pants. He looks up at me with a sly grin then sits up to take his own shirt off.
"You like what you see?" He asks.
I shrug my shoulders. "No, not really, I've seen better." I tease.
"Oh is that true?" He starts rubbing my crotch making me tilt my head back and moan. "I'm sorry I didn't quite catch that."
"I've seen better." I say between heavy breaths.
"Is that so? Well what about this?" He started to undo his pants and I feel my heart start to beat fast knowing what was going to come next. His pants were undone and I could see his bulge in his boxers.
"Kiba Inuzuka, get your ass down here this second!" A voice shouts from downstairs.
I see Kiba's eyes widen. I could see his eyes were completely swallowed up by fear.
"Kiba!" The voice screamed again this time making Kiba jump.
Kiba quickly redid his pants and redressed in record time and he literally ran out of the room.
(Kiba's P.O.V)
I run downstairs as fast as I can, skipping the steps two at a time. My legs were shaking so much I had to struggle not to trip over my own feet.
I reach the bottom of the stairs and I'm face to face with the scariest person in the entire village, my mother, and she didn't look to be the least bit happy."
"Mom, what are you-"
"Shut up!" She says cutting me off. If I weren't used to her being like this I swear I would've peed my pants. "What took you so long and don't even think of lying because I'll know."
Come on Kiba, you've practiced at this a thousand times. Calm down, take deep slow breaths, don't stutter, and look her in the eyes. "I was in the bathroom when you called me." I tell her.
She looks at me skeptically for a moment before continuing. "Alright, I'm sorry about that."
Wait did she just apologize? She never apologizes especially not to me of all people. Something was up with her.
"Mom, is everything okay?"
"I believe so, unless there's something you want to tell me."
"No, why would you think that?"
"Oh, I don't know. We haven't spoken in a while. You never come over to visit and I just wanted to check up on my son. I hope you're not starting to slack off in your ninja training."
"No, of course not. I still train like every day."
"That's good."
There was a silence that fell between us. "Uh, is that all you wanted to talk to me about?"
"Uh, there was something more important I needed to talk to you about, but I don't quite remember what I was. Damn this old age." She says. "Well until I remember what I wanted to talk to you about Just promise me that you'll come visit me more often."
"Yeah sure, no problem."
I turn and make my way back up stairs. That wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be.
"Oh, Kiba I remembered what I wanted to say." Tsume says once I reach the top of the stairs.
Oh great, I spoke too soon.
"Yes?" I turn and see her walking up the stairs.
"I can't believe I almost forgot. How is watching over Naruto going? I hope he isn't causing you too much trouble." By this point she was standing in front of me and I had to take a step back from how close she was.
"He's doing okay. Watching over him isn't as hard as I thought it would be."
"Oh that's good to hear, but you want to know what isn't?"
I'd rather not. "What might that be?"
"Hearing that my son, heir to the Inuzuka Clan, was having some very intimate contact with Naruto at the Inuzuka special training ground."
"What, Who told you that?!"
"Kuromaru told me. What's the matter, you seem surprised by this. Is this not true?"
I can't believe it. That fucking snitch! He was always out to get me and Naruto. He must've been really excited when he caught us especially on something he knew would disappoint my mom.
Well I couldn't have expected to be able to hide this secret from her for long. She was bound to figure out sooner or later. Now I finally get my chance to stand up to her. To tell her about mine and Naruto's relationship, but will I be strong enough to actually go through with it? Great, now I was starting to have doubts at a time like this.
The image of me and Naruto came into my head. Images of us being together without a worry in the world. I think of how happy he makes me just by thinking about him and this is enough to make me regain my courage.
"Well Kiba, did it happen or not?" She asks.
I look at her and see that he temper was getting worse by the second. Come on Kiba stand up for yourself. Then the words just spill out.
"No, of course not!" It takes a while for my brain to register what I just said and I instantly regretted it.
"Oh really, so you're saying Kuromaru was lying?"
"Yes, you know how much he doesn't like me and he's always been out to get me." Stop lying!
"Okay, so what really did happen at the training field?"
Tell her the truth! "We were training then out of nowhere Naruto tries to kiss me, but I pushed him away from me."
"So you're saying Naruto is the one who came on to you. So there isn't anything going on between you two?"
Yes there is! I'm his boyfriend! He makes me feel so happy and I think I might even love him. "No, of course not! That's fucking disgusting!"
"Then why the hell do I smell him all over you?"
"Because we live in the same house, we're bound to interact with each other sooner or later."
She was giving me a skeptical look as if she didn't believe me which she shouldn't. Everything I was saying was a lie and with every word I said I knew the more I was hurting mine and Naruto's relationship. Maybe I wasn't as ready for my mom to find out as I thought I was.
"Mom, come on, you known me. Even if I were gay I would never be with Naruto of all people. Not after what he did to dad." He didn't have anything to do with it. He's too kind and sweet to ever want to hurt anyone without reason.
"Where is he?"
"What?"
"Where's the fucking nine tails brat? I'll teach him a lesson for trying to corrupt my son."
He didn't corrupt me, he did the complete opposite of that. He helped me figure out who I was. "Mom, don't worry about it. I'm going to Tsunade today about getting someone else to watch over him. He was starting to get annoying anyway."
"Alright, he got lucky this time, but what I don't understand is why did you lie and say that everything was alright with him?"
"Because I knew you'd react like this, when I was already going to handling it."
"I knew I shouldn't have let him stay here."
"Yeah, I regret ever agreeing to let him stay here." Him being here was the best thing that's ever happened to me.
"I want him out of here immediately."
"Okay, I'll go to Tsunade right away."
She turns and practically stomps down out of the house and slams the door behind her.
I let out a sigh of relief that she was gone, but I couldn't shake the feeling of disgust I've felt for myself. Why would I say that? I was supposed to defend our relationship, but instead I ended up lying, pretending that we were never together. I even bad mouthed Naruto in the process. Maybe it'll be better if we weren't together in the first place. As much as I hated to admit it that was the best option.
"Naruto, we have to talk." I say as I walk back into the room, but he was nowhere to be seen and Akamaru was knocked out cold in the corner.
It took me a while to realize what happened, but when I did it hit me like a brick. He heard what I said about him and our relationship.
(Naruto's P.O.V)
I wiped the tears from my eyes as Kiba's words replayed over and over again in my head. I can't believe that I was so stupid as to think that he would actually choose me over his mom.
"You were right." I say through my sobs to Kyuubi.
I know, but I wish I wasn't. He says.
"I should've listened to you. Then none of this would've happened."
Neither of us knew what was going to happen. For all we know you could've been right and you and Kiba could've lived a happy life together.
"But I wasn't and he ended up being too scared to tell his mom the truth about us even after he said he would."
But can you blame him for being afraid to?
"No, but that doesn't give him the right to lie to me and say that he was going to tell her then accuse me of coming on to him at the training ground and killing his father when I had nothing to do with that."
I sniffed and wiped my eyes again but the tears just kept coming. "I'm tired of being lied to and used by people. It's obvious to me now that no one is ever going to truly love me."
That's not true. What about Tsunade?
"She'll probably just end up being the same as Kiba. Turning on me when I just start to really trust her."
So what are you going to do now?
"I'm going to do what I tried to do before." I open my eyes and come back to reality. The loud sound of the rushing waterfall pounding on my ear drums once again. "I'm going to end it all." I say.
I stand up and for the third time I'm looking over the edge of the side of the waterfall in front of me. The only difference is that this time I was going to do it and succeed.
The tears were so much that they started clouding my vision and my heart was pounding, but none of that mattered. I take a slow deep breath before I stick my foot out over the edge and lean forward making the long drop to the water.
Before I hit the water, the last thought I had was that no one was going to miss me. They were all going to be better off without me.
(Kiba's P.O.V)
I've never moved this fast in my life, but I really had no choice. I had to get there before I was too late.
I already had a good idea as to where Naruto had gone off to and the moment I caught his scent I knew I was heading in the right direction. I pushed forward as hard as I could.
Soon I could hear the sound of a rushing waterfall coming from up ahead and I knew I was close. Please don't do it, please don't do it. Was my internal mantra.
Finally I came across the waterfall. I looked around frantically for a sign, anything that he was here, but saw nothing. I sniffed the air and managed to catch the faint smell of his scent that was carried by the rush of the waterfall which meant he was here not too long ago.
I run to the edge so fast that my foot almost slips and I almost end up falling in. my eyes scanned the water for anything: the bright orange color of his jacket, his blond hair, or even his naturally tanned skin sticking up above the water just like I did last time.
I saw nothing.
I backed away from the edge and started pacing back and forth. I was pulling on my hair so hard, but couldn't feel anything. All I could feel were my legs go numb and I fall to the ground on my knees as the realization finally hit me. Naruto was gone and it's all my fault. All because I was too scared to admit the truth to my mother.
My eyes started to well up with tears until they were too much to bear and started rolling down my cheeks.
I fall to the ground. Laying there sobbing as the tears continued to rush out of my eyes. I stay there unmoving as the same thought bombards me over and over again. I just killed the one person that could really put a smile on my face, the one person that I could really open up to and now he was gone.
A/N: I already know a lot of you are going to be mad at me for the ending, but I hope you've enjoyed the story all together. Just a heads up, not all my stories are going to have a happy ending wasn't really as sad as I wanted it to be XD. Now, I'm moving on to the second part of Divine Secrets so if you haven't read that yet I suggest you do. Thanks for favoriting and reviewing see you guys in Divine Secrets 2 (Or whatever I'm going to name it) :)
