30 reviews? Damn, I don't think I deserve this. Thank you very much! I never expected to reach such a goal since my english isn't the best. I don't really get much of a chance to talk during the english. Only on Facebook sometimes at nights. I mostly talk czech and never english outside out house or at home. So, it's very nice of you who reviewed and took their time reading my story. Thank you again!
Also, before starting to read, I have an announcement to make. There is going to be a sequel and the first chapter is already done. But, of course I won't post it before this will be finished. That would be just silly.
There is a song here.
I want your bite - Chris Crocker
Also, this is just a cuddly chapter. Yeah, no one can ever get enough of Jetko fluffiness, right?
"Jet? Jet, wake up."
I opened my eyes a little, my nose buried deep into the sheets. It snapped to me that I'm in the hospital when I smelt the smell of hospital bed sheets. If I should describe it in one word then the words would be disgusting. "W-what is it?" I asked and yawned, sitting up in a chair I sat in. Have I slept in the sitting position again? "Felix's breathing is bad. Can you go call the nurse?" He asked and I nodded, brushing my hair away from my eyes and standing up and leaving to get the nurse.
After saying to Zuko that I want to name our son after Felix, he really wasn't quite sure. I had to talk him into it. That Felix didn't mean it and he is really sorry. It took him a while before making up his mind. I'm really happy that he then agreed on keeping that name. The last think I remember was stroking my son's hair and looking at Zuko's sleeping face before falling asleep. I don't know why no one told me to go home. It is weird, but I at least could spend time with them. With two people I cared about most this moment.
Slowly walking thru the dark hall, I knocked on the nursery. A young nurse opened the door. It wasn't the same nurse that had been there before, but she similar to her. "Can I help you?" She asked and I nodded with my head, brushing my hand thru my hair. "Yes, my son is having breathing problems. Can you help him?" The nurse smiled and nodded with her head. "Of course I can help with that. Just bring him here and I will take care of him." I nodded and started slowly walking back into the room, yawning.
I made my way into the room, entering it. "The nurse said she will take him. Can you hand him to me?" I asked him and scratched my arms out and waited. I looked at Zuko and sighed, taking Felix from him. "He is gonna be fine. You will see him in the morning." I mumbled and I saw Felix reach for him with one hand. A short and a loud cry left his lips and he started to cry. I sighed and hugged him tightly, turning around. "I will be right back." I whispered and started walking away, holding tightly Felix to my chest. They weren't normal cries. He sounded like someone was choking. I hushed him silently while finally getting to the door and knocking on them.
The nurse opened them again and took Felix right away. I felt bad just giving the nurse my son like this when I saw his face strained with tears and his raspy voice. "He's gonna be fine. I sometimes have to deal with breathing problems and crying more than once a night." She chuckled and closed the door. I raised an eyebrow at her and started walking back to our room.
"Scoot." I whispered, laying on the bed, getting Zuko to move away a little. Laying next to him, I threw the covers over his body, pulling him a little closer. A hiss left his lips and I pulled my hand away. "Shit, I'm sorry. Did I hurt you? Where does it hurts?" I asked and he pulled away from me. "Everywhere." He hissed and then I chuckled. "I guess I will need to kiss you everywhere to make you feel better." I smiled and kissed his neck. No teeth or tongue. Just butterfly kiss. I traced my finger in his hair, kissing the smooth skin that was on his neck.
I lifted him up into a sitting position making him yelp in surprise and hiss, his nails digging into my shoulders. "Is everything fine?" I asked and he shook his head, burying his head into my shoulder. I bit my lips and stroked his black hair. "Babe, what is it?" I asked again and he wrapped his arms around my waist tightly. "My stomach hurts really bad." He rasped out and I pulled his face away from my shoulder, looking into his eyes. I traced my finger over his lip, feeling a light scratch over it. "What about we go to sleep? You need it." I whispered and he nodded with his head, laying it on the pillow. I smiled at him and rested down next to him, burying my head into his shoulder. It felt nice.
"I love you." I whispered and yawned, It had been a long day. A very long day. "I love you too." I heard before I fell asleep, his shoulder as my pillow.
"I want your bite. Gonna taste the sweet on your neck. Gonna rock your body..."
Uh, It's morning already? I lifted my head tiredly, hitting my phone with my fist, making it stop ringing. I looked around, registering where I was. After a while, it hit me. I was at the hospital of course and first time in my life slept in a hospital bed. I rubbed my eyes and looked out of the window. The land outside was covered in snow. It was beautiful. "You're finally awake." I looked down on the pillow to see Zuko's smiling face. He was tired. I could see it. "Hm, I am, but you look like you need some sleep." I chuckled and he just frowned, shaking his head.
"It's nothing. I just needed to take care of Felix at night. I didn't want to wake you up. You looked like you didn't sleep for sometime." I smiled at this and my heart melted. He was always so caring and I had hurt him. I chuckled laid down again, my hand on his cheek, stroking it. "Did it hurt?" I asked and Zuko blinked. "What hurt?" He asked. That face he just made while asking was just adorable.
"The birth. How it went?" I asked and he just shrugged. "I don't remember anything." He mumbled and buried his nose deep inside the pillow, closing his eyes. I sighed and pulled him closer to me. His hair. They were always so fresh and smelled really nice. Smiling, I kissed his forehead, resting my against his. He opened his eyes and stared into my. That golden color. I always loved them. "You're really beautiful." I whispered and kissed his cheek, my hand traveling down his arm. I smiled when I found his hand, my fingers twirling into his. "You're the most beautiful person on this planet." I whispered, making him blush.
Oh, hello. Yes, you, you cute little blush.
*knock*
I turned my head to see the nurse opening the door with my son. I smiled and sat up, taking him from her. "Good morning." She smiled and chuckled. "He was already feed and slept good at night. I think he could stay awake for more than an hour." She said and turned around, closing the door. I smiled and sat on the bed, holding him close to my chest. He looked at me and I smiled proudly. "Hey, I just remembered what you promised me few months ago. That if I do something you will be really proud of, you will show me the photo." He said and I blinked and thought for a while and then figured it out and chuckled. "Fine, hold Felix for me." I said and handed Felix to Zuko, looking for my phone. When I found it, I smiled, laying on the bed.
"Ready for story time, Felix?" I smiled and Felix looked at me with blank face. I smiled and turned on the mobile, searching for photos and smiled when I found it. It was really a long time since I looked at the pictures. They brought back many sad memories. "Here she is. My mother." I sighed sadly, my smile disappearing. It was so long since I saw my mother's face. I saw Zuko look at the phone and smile. "She is really beautiful." He said and I chuckled. She really was beautiful, but not anymore. "Yeah, she was until she had a plastic surgery. I didn't like her look then, but I still loved her. After a month, my father and my mother had a big fight about it." I stopped and looked at Zuko and Felix, their faces looking at me. I looked back at the phone and skipped to the next picture. "Here she is after the surgery."
I said and turned the phone to them. If I should describe her after the surgery with one word, the word would be 'Barbie'. A real life Barbie. "Wow, how can someone do this to their body?" I heard him ask and I raised their eyebrow. "I don't know, but after the fight, everything went really bad. My parents had a divorce, Felix didn't want to go out of his room and I - " I stopped, not really wanting to continue. "- became suicidal." I finished, taking a very deep breath. I felt Zuko's hand on my shoulder, looking sadly at me. I turned off the mobile, putting it on the table and looked at them. "She died in a car crush two months after the divorce. My father left to Saudi Arabia." I finished and looked at the ceiling, many thoughts going thru my head right now.
"You're strong." I heard him whisper and kiss my cheek, resting his head on my shoulder. I smiled and kissed his head and then Felix's lightly, loving the way he looked at me. I smiled and brushed my finger against his cheek, making him grab the finger and look at it. I heard him make baby noises and I smiled at this. "I think he likes you." I heard Zuko chuckle and I chuckled back. "I have a feeling he likes my finger more he likes me." This made Zuko laugh. Oh, how I love when he laughs. "Don't say that. He loves you!" He smiled, hugging me around the neck with one hand, holding Felix with the other one. I smiled and kissed his lips lightly.
"You're beautiful, ba - " Before I could finish my sentence, the doors flew open and I saw Felix standing in them, taking deep breaths. "Shit, you couldn't even call me? Do you know how I was fucking scared about you?!" Felix yelled at me and I saw Zuko hide behind me, holding Felix close to his chest. "Felix, calm down and don't swear." I said calmly and Felix just glared. "Why? I some one special here?" Felix asked and I moved away with my body a little, seeing Felix's eyes widen. "No way." He mumbled and then smiled.
"Hey, there." I saw Felix walk to him closer and looking at him while Zuko backed away a little. "It's okay. He's not gonna hurt you." I said to him and Zuko then nodded, but still kept his distance. Felix chuckled and rubbed my son's head. "What's his name?" Felix asked and I looked at him. I chuckled and smiled. "I named him after you. I though it would be nice Christmas gift since it's Christmas in five days.." I saw Felix blink and look at me with a blank face. "You're joking, right?" He raised an eyebrow and I chuckled. "Of course not! His name is Felix!"
I felt Felix's eyes on me and then he looked at my baby. "Thanks." He smiled and patted lightly the babies head. I smiled at them and saw Zuko smiling back at Felix and started talking to him. Everything was perfect again for once. No yelling, screaming or punching. Just peace. And I'm happy. With my son. With my brother and of course with the most beautiful and perfect person on this planet. And I wouldn't have it any other way.
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If only this happiness lasted more than few days.
Ok, some fluffiness was here. Also, with thous last words, you can imagin the next chapter. Few characters will be in the story. Anyway, I hope you enjoyed reading this chapter.
