Back once again! I'm so happy and excited about bringing Jacob to life a bit more… thanks to you all who are reading and reviewing! Much appreciated and all… please continue to review; I love responding to my readers comments! Rated M for a reason.

You know I'm not her… I'm just me, even though Stephenie Meyer is the creator of some of my deepest fantasies. Thanks to you SM for giving me and everyone else the gorgeous and sexy, Jacob Black!

So… here's some more of the revamp. Thank you all so much for reading and adding me to your favorites. Please, review… I appreciate all of you so much. Much love, AngelicMethod

Jacob's POV - Incomplete

I didn't feel anything but complete numbness as I showered. This was going to be a hard day. Nothing was ever going to be the same again. Nessie and I were moving on together, but my father was never going to be able to see me get married or raise my children. I would make sure that he got the honor he deserved. He was a good man, and cared for our people, now it was my turn to step up and show everyone that I could be the man that my father taught me to be.

"Jacob, are you okay in there?" Nessie asked through the door.

"Y-yeah," I choked. I hadn't realized I was crying. I swiped angrily at my eyes and cut the water off. "I'll be out in a minute, Nessie."

"Jacob," she murmured softly. "My Jacob."

"Yeah, baby?"

"I love you."

I stood there for a moment, gaping at the door as I felt the corners of my lips pull into a grin. She was the only one I knew of that had this kind of power over me. She could make me smile when nothing inside of me wanted to. She was the light at the end of my tunnel.

"I love you, my Nessie," I answered her back. "So very much."

I grabbed the towel off of the sink and wrapped my lower half in it. I walked to the door and put my hand on the handle. As I did, I heard and felt the handle rattle. The door opened slowly and I lifted my eyes to meet Nessie's as she stood in front of me. My breath caught in my throat when I saw her standing there in a towel. My jaw clenched tightly and I could feel my eyes glue to the sexy curve of her hips and then up to her breasts. Her breaths were rapid and her breasts were heaving with each inhale. I couldn't tear my eyes away from her body.

"Ness… what are you doing?" I asked as I felt my body lean toward her.

"No, stop right now. Don't you walk to her! You know where this is going to lead if you move one step!"

"I love you so much," she whispered again as she moved her hands up to the folds of her towel. "And I want you."

"N-ness… Please," I gasped. "This can't happen."

"Come here, Jacob," she grinned. What was this girl doing to me? She knew I couldn't say no to her. I had to give her whatever she wanted, and she knew that. "This can happen, and it will."

My feet decided to go against my previous wishes and started moving toward her. I stared at her; I'd never been so completely turned on and scared at the same time. Scared because Edward and Bella could walk in and see me molesting their daughter with my eyes at any moment. Turned on because… well fuck, she was naked under that sorry excuse for a cover up. She was naked. My tongue came out of my mouth then and licked gently across my lips. I was salivating like a fucking animal.

She smirked sexily and extended her arm, motioning with her finger for me to follow her. She knew she had me exactly where she wanted me. I would give her anything and everything she wanted. I followed behind her, just like she wanted. I watched her ass shake slightly beneath her towel and I could smell her soap mixing with the scent of her arousal. She walked into her room, never turning around to see if I was behind her.

She knew.

She sat on her bed, crossing her legs and gazed up at me with a sexy smirk pulled across those fucking sinful lips.

"Sit down, Jacob," she whispered as she ran a hand over the space next to her. "I won't bite."

I shook my head gently and walked forward to her. She uncrossed her legs then and I moved between them. I stood there, frozen and staring. She was going to get it; she was going to get everything she wanted. I was put here to give her whatever her heart desired, and if she wanted me… who was I to deny her?

"Jacob? Will you do something for me?" She asked gently.

"Anything you want! Anything and everything."

"What do you need Nessie?"

"I know you need me Jacob, and I want you to make love to me. I want you to have what has always belonged to you. You have my heart but I want you to have more than that… I want you to have every part of me." She looked up into my eyes and I could tell that she was serious. She'd never lie to me, especially not about something as serious as this.

"N…Ness. You don't know…"

"Jacob, don't tell me that I don't know. I do know! I know what I want… I know that I want you. I need you… every part of you. What we did before, that was just the beginning, all of this body," she said motioning to herself. "Belongs to you. I want to make you happy." She grabbed my hips lightly and planted a kiss on my stomach. My muscles tightened and my heart stopped for a moment. Then it was thundering in my chest…

THA-THUMP THA-THUMP THA-THUMP THA-THUMP THA-THUMP

She never took her eyes from mine as she kissed my stomach gently over and over. I could see her tongue flick out as she licked around my belly button. I felt the urge to throw my head back but I couldn't look away from her. I groaned as she moved her hand down and massaged my thigh. My hands went to her face, lifting her chin gently as I leaned down to her. I kissed her gently once and pulled back.

"I love you. I… I can't let you do this," I could see the light leave her eyes. "I just can't let you do this." She shoved against my stomach and she crawled up the bed away from me. The look on her face was tearing at my heart… I could hear her heart as the beat picked up. I had hurt her feelings; I had rejected her. She bit her bottom lip as it started to quiver and her breath started to hitch slightly.

"Way to go! You are such a fuck up!"

"Ness, I didn't mean to hurt your feelings. I want you; I truly do. I want to make love to you, but I just don't feel like the time is right. I… I can't let you give that part of yourself to me yet; I can't do that to you. I can't have you giving your virginity to me because you feel like it will help with how I'm feeling."

"You… you are so fucking stuck up, Jacob!" She sobbed. "Is that what you think I was doing? Fuck you, get out!"

"What?" I was taken by surprise by her words. She'd never talked to me that way before. I wanted to holler, but I couldn't; I'd already hurt her feelings.

"You think I wanted to do this because I thought you needed it? I wanted to do this because I feel that I'm ready to finally be with you in that way. Because I love you and want you! I wanted to give you something that I'd never thought about giving to anyone else…" She started to cry then and I felt my world come crashing down on me. She hadn't been using sex as a way to heal me… she had genuinely wanted to be with me as a lover.

"Ness, don't cry. Please don't cry." I begged as I crawled onto the bed and she cringed away from me. I felt so guilty for assuming anything like that about Nessie; she'd never given me a reason to think that way about her. Me with my fucked up notions.

I crawled to her and wrapped my arms tightly around her shoulders. She fought against me as tears slid from her eyes. I pulled her against me and rolled on top of her, pinning her arms above her head against the headboard. She stopped fighting then, she just cried. Angry, hot tears slid down her cheeks and soaked into the pillow beneath her.

"I'm so sorry, forgive me. Please forgive me," I begged as I leaned down to kiss her. She turned her head and my lips landed against her ear. "I'm sorry."

She continued to sob as her hands pushed against my chest. My heart was literally breaking, I had caused this.

"Nessie," I pleaded. "Please, I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to hurt your feelings. I just… I want you so badly, and I'm so scared of hurting you. I'm so scared…" I had never been so scared in all of my life. She was the only one on this earth who could stir such feelings from me.

She turned her head back and looked up at me.

"You think I'm not scared?" She asked then, catching me off guard.

Nessie was scared?

"I guess I didn't think of it that way." I admitted.

"I'm scared every day, Jacob. Scared that I'll never be enough for you. I'm scared that you'll realize that you'd be better off without me and find someone else… someone better. I've never been so scared in my life. But as long as I have you, I know I'll be fine. I know that you'll take care of me and love me… just like I want to take care of you and love you. I want to be enough for you…" She sighed heavily as a fresh batch of tears fell from her eyes.

"Oh baby, you're more than enough. You're so amazing, and so beautiful. More than I could have ever hoped for. I will never want anyone else. How could I? There's no one else in this world that could be as perfect for me as you."

The truth to those words hit me like a ton of bricks… I had so much to be thankful for, and yet I didn't see that. Why did I always focus on the bad things? I was such a brooding and whiney motherfucker. I hadn't seen the fact that every time I hurt, she was the one who was there to make it better.

"I know that I don't know much about being a lover," she whispered. "But I trust you… I want to be with you. If you don't want me; I won't push it anymore."

"Ness… I…"

Her eyes drifted to the floor as I tried to get the words out. Why was I such a mess over all of this? We were meant to be together, and this was what couples did together.

"I won't bother you anymore about it, Jake," she whispered softly. So softly I had to strain to hear her.

"You're not bothering me, Nessie…" I swallowed the lump in my throat and reached out and placed my fingers under her chin, making her look at me. "I want to. I- I want you."

She opened her mouth to say something, but I didn't give her the chance.

"I want you," I said again, sounding more sure. "I need you."

I leaned down and captured her mouth against mine, sliding my hands down her arms so she wasn't pinned against the headboard. My lips worked against hers, hard and demanding. She opened the floodgates and there was no going back and closing them now.

"I need you," I breathed.

"I need you, too. Always and forever, Jacob." She whispered as she pulled against my neck and our lips met again. We were lips and tongues and teeth… we were more whispered promises and a love that would stand strong when everything else around us crumbled and turned to dust. When everything else in this world was incomplete, unfinished and left broken… we would be complete, whole and satisfied.

We were Jake and Nessie… We just were, and now was the time that we would become one.