Chapter 11

"Now You Know, Any Questions?"

A/N Ok future warning! Future chapters will definitely be darker, including memories of the abuse and other topics so please if you do not feel comfortable reading about stuff like that; just don't read it. This chapter is going to mention some of the abuse this chapter, but not flashbacks. Well to be quite honest if you didn't know this story contained dark themes before well now you know! Please vote on the new poll I posted on my profile so that way I know which one to update more often. My recommendation is "A New Horizon" by, Dimitar. Follow me on twitter! BeckandToriBeri. Writing a song fic after this so look out for that!

-BeckandToriBeriforeverxoxo

"You see that one?"

"Yeah. What about it?"

"That's Polaris."

"How do you know?"

"Well it is the brightest of them all."

"Are you sure? Or are you just trying to pull a fast one on me since you know I'm not good in science?"

"Now, why on earth would I do that dear?" I said putting my arm on her shoulders and pulling her closer to me.

"Because you're mean."

"If I'm mean would I do this?" I leaned over and kissed Tori while I pushed her hair behind her ear. She put her hand on my neck, responding with the same intensity as me. We're watching the stars outside of the school courtyard where we had a picnic.

When we pulled away to breath, Tori let out a delighted giggle before whispering as I smirked at her, "You're the nicest person in the world."

Tori leaned back in as I chuckled, smiling into the kiss. We pulled apart when I saw a shooting star and Tori gasped at its beauty. "Make a wish." I said before closing my eyes and making a wish that I know would never happen. Tori rested her head on my shoulder with her eyes closed and smiling slightly, her hand touching mine behind us.

"I wish we could stay like this forever," Tori whispered to herself, "in our own little world. Where nothing can go wrong and we can just be happy. Where we can forget everything and just be happy," Tori said before holding my hand, "together."

I smiled down at her and kissed her forehead, "That'd be a dream come true."

"More like a miracle," Tori said before squinting her eyes as she rolled up my sleeve. "Beck what's this?" She asks as she traces a scar with her finger.

I looked at it and sighed. It was only a matter of time until she noticed one of my scars. "A scar."

Tori sighed, "It's huge," she mumbled.

I shrugged, "I have worse."

Tori instantly looked up at me and placed her lips on mine. "I'm so sorry," she whispered.

I looked at her and cupped her cheek, "It's not like you did it."

"That doesn't make it any better."

I sighed and stroked her cheek, "I know it doesn't."

"What happened?"

"Well it was from when my mother abused me. She was very drunk one day. She got so mad at me one day and she threw something multiple things at me. It lodged itself into my arm and slid itself down my arm before I pulled it out. There was blood everywhere and it was a very deep cut."

"What did she throw at you?"

"She threw a turkey grabber at me."

"Oh my god!"

"Ok now Tori don't freak out."

"Don't freak out?! Beck she freaking throws sharp objects at you! You have to do something about it!"

"Tori please calm down."

"Beck she freaking the broke the law! She abused you and neglected you for years!"

"Babe please. Can we go back to how we were before?"

"I'm sorry you're right. You probably just want to get away from it all. It's just, how do you live when you know that- witch lives less than 100 feet away?"

"Well I have a routine. I wake up, get ready for school in my RV, then sneak into my house to steal a pop-tart since my mom comes home late at night. Then just go to my RV, pick up Jade then got to school then repeat."

"You-you avoid your home at all costs?"

"Yeah basically." I said regretfully.

Tori wrapped her arms around my neck and buried her face in my neck. "It's not fair."

I placed my pointer finger under her chin and had her look at me, "What's not fair, babe?"

"That a guy as great as you has such a crazy, messed up life. You don't even have a place to call home when the worst of people have everything. You deserve the world, Beck. Why is it like this?"

"Life would be logical then."

"What's so bad about that?"

"Nothing. The world just doesn't work like that."

"It should. You don't deserve any of this, Beck." Tori put her face in my shirt and started crying quietly.

"Oh no, Baby please don't cry. Come on I know you're strong. No tears, babe, no tears. This is a happy day for us. We're having our first date, remember? We just had a picnic and looked at the stars." Tori nodded her head and looked up at me. I wiped her tears away and smiled at her, "We're in our own world. Where there's no troubles and no problems. It's just you and me all alone."

Tori sniffled and chuckled a little, "You messed up the line."

I looked at her confused, "Huh?"

Tori rolled her eyes and chuckled again, smiling, "The line. It's 'Cause there's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do, nothing to lose." Tori sang.

I smiled as I realized her song reference, "You see this is what I love about you."

"What do you love about me, Beck?" Tori said with a knowing smile.

I rolled my eyes and smirked, "Wow I thought you weren't a dumb brunette," I said making Tori's jaw drop as she lightly swatted my arm making me break out into a full smile and laugh. "You're just so carefree and fun. You know how to turn a situation around in the blink of an eye."

"Why thank you Beckett."

"Did you just call me by my first name again?"

"Yep!" Tori said popping the "p".

"You know there's a consequence right?"

"Well what's this consequence, Beckett Brian Oliver?"

"Oh well it just doubled since you used my full name."

"Oh really?" Tori said jokingly and leaned in.

"Absolutely," I said before kissing her quickly and pulling away.

"Uhh Beck!"

"That's your consequence. Nothing more than pecks for the rest of the night."

Tori leaned away from me and laid down, "Killjoy," Tori mumbled before flipping over.

I chuckled and lied down next to her, draping my arm over her stomach, "I don't know about you, but I'd find this pretty joyful," I said nuzzling my head in the crook of her neck.

Tori giggled and I knew that she would have a lasting effect on my life, whether we stay together or not. She will change something important in my life, forever.

A/N So I thought it'd be cute to show concerned Tori and fluffy Bori in one chapter. Please leave a review and I will continue to jam to Justin Timberlake! :)

-BeckandToriBeriforeverxoxo