Chapter Eleven
Bloody Doll
As Kalin's runner finally stopped, my senses came back to me. I looked around me to see Kalin had stopped far away from any city. He picked me up bridal style and carried me over to some bushes.
"Be quiet now, ok Yusei." he said, setting me down on the wet earth. I looked up at Kalin, as he quickly hid his runner in some bushes, far from where we were. What was Kalin planning? Did he know I was able to feel again? I sat up on my bed, since my back was getting all wet. He ran back over to me, and sat down before me.
"Are you ok?" he asked, holding my hands. What the hell was he asking that for? What should I say. Hm yeah I was just half way knocked out, yeah I'm fine? No!
"Kalin, what's going on? Tell me!" I said, but I knew my answer. Kalin never tells anyone what he does, or what he's doing. Kalin grabbed my shoulders, and pulled me close to him, locking our lips together. My eyes shot open as Kalin forced his tongue into my mouth. I didn't know how to react. Do I push him off, or let him kiss me. The kiss didn't last long. He broke the kiss and held me closer.
"Yusei, I don't have much time." he said, kissing me again. He broke it ten seconds later, and finished his sentence. "I have to do this. Everything I do, is for your own good." I looked at Kalin, speechless.
"Well, I understand, but what's the rush?" I asked, but of course, he didn't answer. He put his head down, closed his eyes, then ran his hands down my shoulders, slipping off my jacket. I shivered slightly as the cold breeze ran by my bare arms. Kalin swallowed his spit, and slipped off my shirt. I looked at Kalin, but he pushed me down onto the ground on my back.
"Like I said Yusei, this is for your own good." he said, taking off my belt. I wanted to say something to him, like stop it, but I couldn't. The words wouldn't come out. He slipped down my pants and my boxers as well. I stared up at Kalin, competely naked on the wet ground. He put my clothes in a pile next to me, and stared down at me. He smiled, and kissed me again, slipping off his vest. I saw him also slip his shirt off, and he undid his belt. I wanted to push him off, but the feelings inside me didn't let me. I wrapped my arms around Kalin, as he slipped off his bottoms, and put them in a pile next to my clothing.
The feelings after that were past my decsription. The sensations I had with him were unbelievable. Even though I was kinda loud, I couldn't help. I never knew Kalin was so good at it. The way he held my body, the way he kissed me, everything, was so romantic and rememberable, I'll never forget it. I had forgotten everything I would normally think about, and just went with the flow my feelings provided. Every other second, I would squel louder, and shout his name, but he would hush me and tell me to be quiet, but I couldn't help it.
After what felt like hours, Kalin had stopped, and tossed me my clothes.
"Get dressed fast, I don't want you to get caught." he said, already dressed. I sat up and put my clothes on, still thinking about what happened. I finally got dressed, and he grabbed my hand, and hid me behind some different bushes.
"Stay quiet." he said, putting my face in his chest. Feeling his warm arm around me made me feel safe, that is until I saw flashlights streaming around on the ground. I wanted to start asking questions, like what's going on, and other stupid ones, but Kalin had me muffled by his chest. As the flashlights went away, Kalin picked me up, and began running to a different stop.
"There is one more thing I need from you." he said, running behind a weeping willow. He sat me down on my butt, which hurt a bit, and pulled out a piece of paper. He then pulled out his sycthe, which he hid well within the tree bark.
"Yusei, prick your finger on my blade, then write your name on this paper. It's a contract, so I can keep your soul when you die." he said, holding the sycthe blade in my direction. I thought about it, and I couldn't decide. If Kalin got to keep my soul, the I wouldn't go to hell, but I wouldn't go to heaven either. Where would I go? I thought long and hard, but not long enough.
"Yusei hurry!" he said, notioning me to be faster. I couldn't decide, it was all too sudden.
"Kalin...I can't.." I said, but as I was about to explain more, he cut me off by throwing his hand over my mouth.
"I've gotta go. Bye Yusei!" he said, vanishing into the darkness. That was just like Kalin, to leave me all alone.
"Yusei, are you here?" I heard a voice call. It was Jack's voice. I got up and ran out to him.
"Jack, I'm right here!" I said, as I ran up to him. I embreaced him in a tight hug, like I was a lost child who had just found their parents.
"Yusei where were you? Crow and I have been looking for you." he said, holding me close. I wanted to tell him what happened, but something choked me everytime I tried. I couldn't tell Jack what Kalin had done to me. He would probably kill him, then Kalin would kick me out of the team, or kill me.
"Jack, you and Crow were really looking for me?" I asked, trying not to make him worried.
"Yes, we were worried sick about you." he said, looking at me in my eyes. "Let's go home, and get you cleaned up. You're covered in dirt." Jack walked me over to his runner. He called out to Crow, and told him I was alright, when deep down inside, I wasn't. I felt dirty, because I couldn't tell Jack the truth.
