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Everyone was taking another honeymoon to a different country and offered me to come with them. But what does it look like for me to come with someone on their honeymoon. I do have some pride.

But now I was on top of the cliff looking over it. I haven't made my mind up because of Alice and knowing her she would try stopping me if I tried anything. But not this time… I'm tired of being lonely and sitting back and watching everyone be happy.

So my plan was simple I'll just think about random things to ensure that Alice wasn't going to stop me. I took four large steppes back and then ran full speed off the cliff. Right before I could start falling my wrist was grabbed and I was pulled up onto the safe ground.

"What are you TRYING TO DO," the voice that I haven't heard in such a long time.

I didn't respond. "Rose…Rose," her voice was filled with worry.

I looked up at the face that I haven't seen such a long time. I reached to touch her cheek to make sure it was really her. When I made contact with her skin I knew that it was her. The way she looked now with the worried expression made her look like a twelve year old girl. She was really there.

"Rose…"

"…"

"Rose are you okay…"

I grabbed her wrist and held on to her as tight as I could. As I held on to her my fears, loneliness and depression disappeared. I held on to her as if she was my life line and without her I would die.

She held me close to her as she rocked me softly back and forth. "You could of really hurt yourself you know," she finally said after awhile.

"I wouldn't have died though."

"I know only ice through the heart, but nonetheless you could have been hurt really badly and I would of blamed myself for the rest of time if something so beautiful was harmed because of her sadness."

"Why are you back now?"

"Because when I was away I realized that I was even more unhappy then I was here. And I think I know why I felt so unhappy when I was here?"

"Why is that?"

"Because I couldn't do this," she smiled leaning down and pressed her soft lips onto mine. The kiss seemed like it was going to last forever until she slowly pulled away.

"That's why I wasn't happy Rose… cause I didn't really have you. You were just there for anyone to sweep you off your feet." she moved a loose strand of hair from her face as she continued. "From the very start you were there for me… as a safety net and you always kept me safe. I'm staying with you from now on."

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I tossed her on my bed and slammed the door close. It would fall as soon as I was done with her. I took off my shirt and bra while I walked over to her slowly. Her eyes were glued on to me as if I was hypnotizing her by my moves.

I climbed on top of her a ripped off her shirt and bra tossing the tattered pieces on to the floor. She frown slightly until my mouth found her nipple. I bit it and sucked on it causing her to moan slightly. With one of my hands I was rubbing and pinching at her nipples while my mouth was still attached to the other one.

My only free hand was working on taking off her hands. For some reason I couldn't do it. Sex always make things hard then what they were supposed to be. Thank god I'm gay. I gave up trying to keep her pants from the same fate as her bra and shirt I just ripped them off and tossed her next to the rest of the closes.

I allowed my free hand to rub against her wetness as my nose twitched at the most wonderful smell I have ever smelt. She looked in to my eye and that held her there for awhile. "Rose please, I need you so bad," she moaned. I grinned and kissed my way down to her wetness.

I push two fingers deep inside her as I watched her close her eyes and arch her back. I slowly began to lick at her clit. She screamed as I pumped into her harder and hard. She grabbed a hand full of hair as she had her organism.

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A/N: I hope you enjoyed this chapter. Lol now take a cold show and then review please. Next chapter will be up later… see ya