What up bros! Its AnonymousFanDude! I'm sorry I've been slow on my updatcansits really hsleep!o keep up when you get in trouble for absolutely nothing and get you laptop taken away from you. I'm using my phone to write this chapter so the spelling might be off and the grammar might be incorrect to please no haters. But hey, I'm updating Starting Over so yeah. I'll also try to update Life As A Dauntless tonight too. Yeah, I left you guys waiting for two weeks on purpose. Its just really fun. All these PMs telling me to update it and that they're watching mez and that they'll shoot me its really funny. Anyway, please enjoy! Or not. You know. What ever.
Its been a week since the...incident and all I've been doing is crying, bleeding, self-harm and more crying. I've barely eaten anything besides an apple every couple days. I've gotten minimum sleep and feel like crap.
Christinas here,trying to cheer me up and so is Will. I can't help but think about how Caleb would feel if I actually did succeed a suicide attempt. Her be just like me. Messed up and ruined.
"Come on, Tris," Chris says. You've been in bed for over a week just come out and do something, anything."
"No," I shout as I put my blanket back over my head.
"Tris,I know its hard," Will says kindly, "and I know it hurts, but you have to do it sometimes. And the sooner the better."
I roll over to face them. I sit up and hug Christina. ThenI hug Will. I just really needed a hug from someone that wasn't my parents. I hate my parents. I don't know why but I just do.
I pull back from them and start crying again. Christina hugs me again and I feel a comfort I haven't felt in what feels like so long.
"Its okay,Tris," she says. "We'll be here here for you. Always."
"Thanks," I say. "I really needed that."
"I know. What do you say we all go get something to eat?"
"Okay," I mumble.
"Sweet," Chris says. "Go take a shower, I'll get you some clothes, okay?" I nod and go to my bathroom.
I turn the water onand start undressing. Then I notice my scars. I have added twenty-seven in the past week.
What haveI been doing to myself? What will my parents think if they see them? What will my parents say if they see them? And I guarantee that they will see eventually.
Itake my shower and when I come out and put a towel around myself Christina knocks on the door and brings in some clothes before leaving again.
There are black skinny jeans,singlet, and black leather jacket with studs. My favorite outfit. I put them on, dry my hair and walk back out the bathroom.
"Ooh, girl. Youlookinn' fine," Chris says. I try to laugh, want to, but can't. Instead I do my best smile. It was a major fail.
We get in Wills car, Christina in thefront seat next to Will and me in the back, and drive to the mall. We go to the food court and get a couple of burgers from McDonalds.
Will gets a Bigmac, Christina gets a cheeseburger and o get a McChicken. Though I have barely eaten all week I still don't even finish my burger.
We go back to Christinas place and she tells mewhat's been going on at school.
School! How amI going to go back to school? I cant do that. I could barely leave my bed this morning.
Actually, im ready for school. Im gonna find out who hurt my brother and im gonna makebsure they suffer just like I did!
After a few hours of I dont even know Will drives me home and I go to bed. And actually sleep!
WhenI wake up I look at the time. Yep. Six in the morning. I've been waking up that early all week. I decide to go to school today.
I get up, get ready and start walking. I text my dad and tell himI'm going to school. When he texts back I stare at it for a while. It reads- Do wat u want I don't care anymore!
Whatdid I do? Is it because I haven't spoken to him in a week? What does he expect my brothers...never mind.
Just asI'm thinking about heading back home I'm already at school. Okay then. Might as well.
Many people are at school bynow but Christina isn't. She never even shows up on time. None of the gang are here either. I don't think.
I sit in a cornernear a tree and wait for the bell to go.
"Hey, Tris." I turn around only to meet Fours pretty face. Wait what?
"Hi,I barely say.
" CanI sit with you?"
"Sure."
He sits next to me and we both stay silent.
"So..." he says. How are you?"
"I've certainly been better," I say sheepishly.
"Right. Sorry. Uh..what's your first class?" He changed the subject to subjects. Very smart of him. Most people would have probably kept on asking me questions about...it.
"Italian,"I say. " you?"
"I've got Math."
"Hey, Tris,"some kid says, walking up to us.
" Who the hell are you, and what do you want?" I say to him.
"OhI'm Peter, Laurens cousin," he says with his arm out, expecting me to shake it.
"Go away,"I say.
"Look,I just want us to be friends. You know. You, me, your brother." He smugly smiles.
I make a fastmove and hold him to the tree by his throat. "If you ever mention my brother ever again I swear it will be the last thing you say!"
"Tris!"Someone pulls me away from Peter and pushes me to the ground. "Tris, just stop," Will says holding me down with Christina standing close behind him.
"No! He was talking about my brother!" I struggle against Will but Four helps Will keep me down.
He's right, Tris," Four says. "Just calm down, he's not worth it okay?"
I stop struggling. "Fine,"I say. I get up and walk over to Peter. "But if you ever mention my brother again I will murder you. I will male you regret the day you were born and I will make your life a living hell."
And with that,I walk off.
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