Well it was a long time since i updated this story but i lost all inspiration for it and i could not write it. Now when i watched the series once again i really wanted to see how it all would it turned out with the changes i made. How will the lives be like, most of all i really wanted to write Ned/Cersei again as i love this pairing so much. Well i haven't got a Beta right now so i am sorry for the spelling mistakes.
Chapter 11: I want you back and i want you save
Cersei was looking at Catelyn who was holding her new born babe in her arms. As the fight beyond those walls was raging Catelyn was giving birth to her child. Cersei looked at Catelyn who was looking with loving eyes at her child and smiled. She wants to have this look in her eyes. She want to feel her newborn child in her arms.
"Thank you Cersei for being here with me." Catelyn looked at Cersei with a tired smile.
"It was nothing Catelyn it was all i could do. You had the hardest job." Cersei said and Catelyn chuckled.
"Soon you will be giving birth to your own child Cersei." Catelyn said and Cersei blushed. It was foreign for her to feel like this. Like she belonged with people she felt affection toward. Her family was cold and this was completely opposite.
"I cannot wait Catelyn." Cersei said just as Brandon came to the bedchamber with blood in his clothes and a solemn look in his eyes. When she saw Catelyn with a babe in her arms he stopped and looked at her wide eyed. Catelyn gave him a small smile.
"Would you like to meet your daughter my love." Catelyn said and Brandon's eyes went even wider. He looked at the babe and he began to visibly shake.
"A daughter you said." Brandon said and Catelyn lost her smile. She looked at Brandon with a frown.
"Are you angry with me?" Catelyn asked in a whisper. Cersei felt a little uncomfortable so she moved to a corner of the room giving the couple some space yet all she wanted to ask where was Ned. Did he not come to the room because he heard that Catelyn gave birth.
"Why would i be angry with you Cat. You gave me a daughter that i promise i will protect with my life. The ambush was worse than we thought, those monsters killed the Queen mother and the Young Dragon. The babe inside her survived. Not only that my sister seemed to be missing." Brandon said and at the last part his voice shook. Catelyn and Cersei both gasped. Catelyn took Brandon's hand in hers but he looked at Cersei.
"Ned was injured in the battle, he is in your bedchamber with the Maester." Brandon said and before he could finish Cersei was out the door running to he bedchamber.
"You should go with her." Cat said looking at Brandon who shook his head.
"She will be fine Cat, i love you so much." Brandon said kissing Catelyn with a lot of passion.
"What will happen now Brandon?" Catelyn asked with a scared look in her eyes.
"War." Brandon stated very calmly and that scared Catelyn the most.
Cersei ran to her bedchamber like she had never ran before in her life. Her heart was beating frantically in her chest scared that something bad will happen to Ned. She still could not understand how quickly she began to feel something for this man. He just creeped up to her and made her fall in love.
When she entered her bedchamber she was hit with a smell of bad meat and alcohol and she almost gagged but she ran up to her bed where she saw her husband unconscious in bed with the Maester working in a long gash in his leg. It looked really bad.
"Do not worry My Lady, the bleeding has stopped and now we just have to prevent from infections and your husband will be fine. He just drank the milk of the poppy so he will be asleep. Give him more when he wakes up." The Maester said and Cersei looked at him and nodded. He touched Ned's cheek and he was burning up and Cersei closed her and and tried to calm herself down. He will be fine, she said in her head, he must be fine.
"What of his leg? Will he be fully mobile?" Cersei asked and the Maester looked at her with a gentle smile.
"His leg should be fine once it is completely healed. He will not be cripples. He will have to move on a cane for a while not to put strain on his leg." The Maester said and Cersei nodded with relieve. She did not want her husband crippled. It will kill him. Cersei knew Ned well enough that he would not stand for being helped around. He was far too independent for that. She knew how much he loved riding horses and walking through the Godswood. He would not be a happy man if he was a cripple. Cersei surprised herself thinking that she would not care much if her husband was a cripple. She loved that man. Whole or not.
"You should get some rest My Lady, it was a long night for all of us. I will be here looking over him." The Maester said and Cersei nodded.
Cersei looked at her husband and he looked like he was asleep. Like nothing was wrong with him. He looked so young like that. He looked like a boy not the man that she knew. Cersei caressed is cheek before curling next to him and with her head on his chest feeling his chest moving up an sown and her heart beating. He will wake up, she chanted in her head. She did not know how but that man just creped up in her and made her feel things that she swore she would never feel.
She still remembered how her father used to say to her that love is a weakness and the more people you love the weaker you are. Cersei was anything but weak and she swore that she will only love her children as a mother had no choice on that matter. Yet she was not prepared to fall in love with her husband. She was not prepared longing to go to his homeland from what he described was a frozen wonderland. She wanted be away from all of those snakes here in Kings Landing.
Barristan Selmy looked at his King who sat in his throne with his head in his hands his shoulders still shaking from the anger and the pain that he was feeling. His King was calmer than before where he went on a rampage and destroying the Throne Room and beating the guard up for not protecting their Queen. Not only he lost his mother and little brother in a very brutal way, his wife the woman that he loved was missing and there was nothing he could do as of now. His people were searching in every corner in the city. They were looking for her but they had not leads. No knowledge of who was so bold and kidnap the Queen. Barristan closed his eyes and prayed that she was still alive.
"Barristan i cannot sit here and do nothing, i need to go out there and look for my wife." Rhaegar stood up from his throne and looked at Barristan who looked at his King with pittifull eyes.
"Your Grace, there is nothing you can do now. The best people are looking for Queen Lyanna as we speak. We need to keep you safe. They might be still out there waiting for an opportunity to kill you." Barristan tried to reason with his King who was a stubborn man.
"I do not care, they have killed my mother, and my brother and they abducted my wife. I will go and i do not care what you say." Rhaegar said and just then Oberyn came to the Throne Room.
"You can do whatever you want to do you are the King, but if you die who will look after your people. Who will look after your Kingdom. If you die a war is bound to happen. You have to look at the big picture here." Oberyn said and Rhaegar looked at him with narrowed eyes.
"A war is already here My Lord." Rhaegar said and Oberyn gave him a smirk.
"Yes a war is going to happen but now you have most of the Kingdom by your side. If you die the Kingdoms will battle for that damn throne. You do not want that. Now i have my best trackers out there looking for The Queen. My sister is very fond of her." Oberyn said. Rheagar sighed and fell back on the throne. He was hopeless in looking after his wife. He could do nothing.
"What would you have me do Oberyn, sit here while my wife could be hurt." Rhaegar said and Oberyn came over to him.
"Wait it is all we can do for now. At least until the City is search trice." Oberyn said and squeezed the Kings shoulder.
Lyanna felt like her head was going to explode it hurt that bad. She moaned with pain as she opened her eyes just so she could close them again. The sun was making its way to the sky hurting her eyes. She tried once again to open them and saw that she was in an unfamiliar room it was dark and cold and it smelt dirty. She was lying on a feathered bed and there was a small lamp by her bed. She looked around the room and saw a small red door.
She got up and ran to the door only to find it closed making her curse under her breath. The small window was not enough for her to get out and there was no other door. She stormed to the bed and sat down on it.
She remembered how Robert stormed the castle with his men. Killing her handmaiden brutally in front of her. Telling her that he killed the Queen and little Viserys. How can this man be so cruel and just so he could have Lyanna after she told him that she had no interest in him whatsoever. This man was a mule nothing else. She prayed that she ws going to be alive. She had to stay alive so she could see her husband and tell him that she was with child. Lyanna wanted to let her tears fall but the door opened making her jump and curl on the bed.
It was Robert who cam into the room and she had to agree he did look imposing. He was tall and muscular with his dark hair and bright eyes. To any other woman he would look like a God, to her he looked like a mad man running very fast to his death.
"You are awake, i thought i really hurt you with that blow to the head. I am glad that you are all right. I could never forgive myself if i hurt you." Robert said in a very low and gentle voice. Lyanna looked at him with narrowed eyes.
"You are hurting me, by keeping me here. I have a husband Robert. You have a wife. Please let me go and i will try and save your life." Lyanna tried pleading with the man but he just gave her a sly smirk.
"My life is not in danger my love. Soon we will leave Westeros and we will be free to live out life together." Robert said coming over to her and caressing her cheek lightly. She shrugged away from his touch.
"Robert i do not wish to spend my life with you. I love my husband. This is ridicules." Lyanna said and Robert scoffed and moved away from her.
"Your husband is just as damaged as the rest of the Targaryen's. He will force you to watch as your children will marry each other. Is this the life that you want for them. Lyanna please be reasonable." Robert said and Lyanna's chest flared with anger. How dare he insult her children and her husband like that.
"None of my children will marry each other, now stop this none sense and bring me back home. I have had enough. I told you time and time again that i do not wish to be with you. I have no desire to share your bed or even be within a proximity with you. You disgust me Robert. I hate you. I will never love you." Lyanna heard the slap before she felt the stinging that brought tears to her eyes. He held her cheek while looking at Robert who looked at her with angry dead eyes.
"I suggest you will learn how to love me Lyanna. You will never go back to your husband, never see your family again. You will share my bed even if at first i will have to be forceful. You will learn to love it and you will birth as many of my children as i please. If your brother had enough brain he would know that giving you to me was the best idea. Now he will have to live with the consequences. You are mine Lyanna, the sooner you realise that the sooner your life will be better." Robert said with a menacing look on his face.
"I will never belong to you Robert. You are nothing but a pig." Lyanna shouted filed with anger. Robert just chuckled and leaned over and forcefully kissed Lyanna in the mouth shoving his tongue into her. Lyanna wanted to gag but all she did was bite him as hard as she could. Robert jumped away from her with an smirk on his face.
"I like my girls fiery Lyanna. Get ready soon my love, when we are safe i will come into your bed." Robert said leaving the room. Lyanna threw the lamp after him and shouted at it with angry tears running down her face. She closed her eyes and prayed that Rhaegar and her brother will saver her as soon as possible. She have to look after her child as well.
Cersei woke up to someone stroking her cheek. She swatted the hand away wanting to sleep some more. As she heard a male chuckle Cersei remembered what happened in the last three days. She remembered her wedding and wedding night, the attack on the castle, the brutal murder and the kidnapping of the Queen. Cersei jumped up and saw grey eyes looking over at her. Cersei felt relief over her as she saw Ned wake up. He was asleep for two days straight. Now that he is awake she knew that he will be fine.
Ned moaned as he felt pain in his left leg, his head was pounding and he was parched but he needed to tell the King that it was Robert Baratheon that was responsible for the attack on the castle. He probably did something to Lyanna, he needed to know what happened.
"Cersei get the King, i need to speak with him." Ned said and Cersei tried to calm him down.
"Ned you need to calm down, you have been injured in the battle, you have been asleep for two days." Cersei said and Ned shook his head. He did not have time for this.
"Cersei please i need to speak with the King." Cersei nodded and told one of the guard to go and get the King. Cersei then gave Ned a drink and told him what happened.
"I knew that he would do something stupid. He was always so wild." Ned said rubbing his face angrily.
"What are you talking about Ned?" Cersei asked confused worried that he might hurt his head when he was injured. Just then into the room came the King and Brandon.
"What is it Ned, why was so important that you needed to speak to me" The King asked and Ned looked at him with sad eyes.
"It was Robert Baratheon your Grace. He was the one that took Lyanna. I saw him before i passed." Ned said and Rhaegar looked at him with wide eyes.
So i am practically falling asleep and i am tired AF so please forgive me for any spelling mistakes. At the end i almost forgot how to write in English haha. Please review and let me know what you think.
