Kai said I should go. I don't want to but he said I should. It would be good for you. His exact words. How could accompanying your ex lover on a road trip for three days be good? He said it would be my way to show Ryu I was over him. But I'm not.
"But pretending you are will piss the smacking life out of him." Good point.
"But we would be alone on the road trip, how am I gonna avoid him?" I asked my ingenious friend. Ryu asked me if I can accompany him on a road trip from New York to Las Vegas, because he needed to take the car back and yes, get back to work, but Jin just had a knee operation and couldn't be there to help him, I don't drive, he knows that, he said he just needed company to keep him awake and things like that, he beg and pleaded, and Kai was jumping up and down, nodding like a dog, so I said yes, reluctantly.
"Simple, my dear Watson." He said, and took out his mobile phone, "Innovation. Your new phone, your new laptop, would bug the smack out of him. You've got new stuff without him picking it out for you. He always does that, from your hair cut, to the brand underwear you wear. Suddenly you grew bones and brains, you're not his helpless little Kyo anymore." Kai said, flipping his phone open.
I laughed hard at that, and smiled, shaking my head. I never done that in a long time. Make my own mind and laugh.
Kai stood up, kissed the top of my head, "Yeah, yeah, I love me, too." He said with a grin. I smiled at him, stood up, and rubbed his arm affectionately, "Thank you, Kai." I said, and went to the bedroom to pack.
He followed me and lay down on the bed, looking at me. "You know, you can really pissed him off even more if you call your new lover, and take note, not just one, but you also have two extras on the side." He said, with a wink. I smiled. I like this guy. He's really a great guy. I'm just not sure if he is straight or a closet gay. I don't see any girls hanging around or a guy for that matter, and I don't see any interest to both at all. He kisses me on the forehead or the top of my head affectionately like he would a baby brother, he is a few years older than I am, and am a lot shorter and skinner. Even his quick hugs are brotherly and affectionate, like he is showing me that he's not awkward touching me, knowing that I used to live with a man and been intimate with one. To him, am his good friend and treat me as a real brother. That's why I like him a lot. And beginning to love him as a brother I never had.
"Let's see now." Grabbing my phone on the bed. He scanned the numbers, "I could be lover number one." He said. I stopped what I was doing and looked at him, trying to maintain a straight face.
"You?" I asked.
He smirked, "FYI. I'm the VP of our drama club back in college." He said, and grabbed a pillow, and made smooching noises while humping the pillow, "Oh, Kyo…Kyo…you're so good, Kyo! More, more Kyo, yes, yes! Oh, yeah! I'm coming! I'm coming!" he said mimicking the girl in the porn we watched the other night. I laughed so hard and grabbed the pillow and slammed it on his face.
"Crazy!" I said, with a laugh, and before I can finished my packing, we had a pillow fight that I end up packing my bag all over again.
I don't want to leave here. I'm afraid to leave here. In the safe haven with Kai. He had reformed me, restored my confidence. So, why would I tempt fate? Isn't when you're cured from an addiction you try so hard to get away from it so you won't be tempted to try it again? So why is Kai pushing me to meet with Ryu? I sat down and looked down at my hands, they were shaking so hard, and my whole body is shaking. And when I touched my face, I felt myself crying, I haven't done that in a long while. That's how Kai found me, curved in a ball, shaking and crying by the foot of the bed.
"Hey…" he said, touching his shoulder. Kyo flinched. Kai let out a gasped. He was afraid of this, this is how he was before when he took Kyo in. He grabbed his frail arm and tried to lift him up, he was dead weight at first, when he kissed Kyo on the cheek, Kyo crawled in his arms, his eyes were glassy and distant, his body drenched with sweat, his chest was glistening. This is not good. He thought he cured him from this but he was the one who pushed him back to where he was before. Meeting Ryu now will destroy him. He didn't want that. He's got to save Kyo. His mind racing with things he needed to do to bring him back. Kyo had crawled in himself again.
Kai had cared for this stranger for the last six months they had been together. But Kai is straight, he treats Kyo as his younger brother he never had. But seeing him this way, reminded him of their first meeting, how he helped Kyo to be better again. He didn't want Ryu to win now. He didn't want Ryu to take his Kyo away. HIS? Is he turning gay or something? He doubts that he is. But looking at Kyo now, shirtless, he can feel every inch of the man, he never told anyone, but he had changed since he met Kyo. He's got nothing against gays or lesbians but, he always prefers women than men. But how come he found himself being drawn to the boy? Holding him a second longer when he hugged him, he would intentionally brush his hand over sensitive places of the boy's body when they are sleeping.
Kai stared at those inviting lips, he traveled his eyes on Kyo's naked form. Kyo needed this. He insisted. He didn't know whether he was convincing himself or giving himself an excuse to have sex with his best friend.
"Kyo…I love you." He whispered on the boy's ear, and then he heard the most horrible sound he ever heard. It was a cry of pain that was bottomless. "Oh, Kyo. Don't….shhh….I'm here, I'm not gonna leave you." He said, showering his face with kisses.
"Kai." Kyo called out to him, closed his eyes and groaned.
And then Kai kissed him, capturing those lips that's been inviting him for a long time. And when Kyo opened his mouth, Kai invaded them, he had never done this with another man, but here, with Kyo, and it felt right. Kyo started kissing him back, that arouse Kai and he groaned with pleasure when Kyo stick his tongue in Kai's mouth. Suddenly, Kai's hands well over Kyo's body, exploring them, with Kyo whimpering and giving out small moans, fired Kai's senses, he pushed him down, and devoured Kyo's neck, sending ripples of desire down Kyo's body. Kai never felt this with anyone, Kyo's body is so hot, so enticing, he licked him and he tasted so good, eliciting more groan from the man under him. Kai got rid of the last of Kyo's covering and got rid of his own clothes. He didn't know what was happening, he felt like he was drunk from desire just watching Kyo writhe and gyrate his body to where Kai touched him, Kyo feeling so dizzy, he never felt this way with anyone, not even with Ryu, although Ryu bring out the beast in him, Kai has a more powerful touch, he grew so weak. Kyo tilted his head back in surrender, and Kai took him in his mouth. Kai didn't know what's happening, all he knew he had to take him, the impulse and the drive is gonna drive him nuts, with this wonderful, beautiful boy offering himself to him.
He never thought he would enjoy it with another man, he never thought that another man can drive him like this, his head swirling with arousal as he watched Kyo writhe his body with his every touch, and moans escaping those delicious lips as he suck, and lick his hot length, it's driving him wild, he tasted so good, so hot and so delicious. "Am gonna come, Kai, am gonna come!" Kyo said, pushing Kai's head away, he knew that Kai's a virgin and didn't want him to gag, Kai eased up and made a funnel for him to pump. When Kyo climaxed, Kai slithered from where he was and kiss him all the way till he found his quest, captured it with a long, torrid kiss.
Kyo looked at him with smoldering eyes, still burning with passion, still aching for more of Kai's touch. But he was grateful. He had his release, he had kept all those emotions bottled up inside. "Y-You don't have to do that for me." Kyo said, his voice still husky from the fever that he still feeling.
Kai was still on top of him, trailing his fingers on Kyo's chest, his eyes also have the same burning passion in them. Kai found one nipple and pinched it, Kyo let out a groan. "I want to." Kai said, with the same low voice. "I want you." Kai said, and his face found the nipple he was torturing.
Kyo bucked his hip with a cry. The more Kyo groaned, the more Kai sucked harder. With his other sticky hand, it traveled down Kyo's body, sending new sensation in it's descend and found Kyo's hole. Kai's eyes rolled back in pleasure as Kai sucked and added fingers into his hole, preparing him for bigger things to come.
"I want you!" Kyo growled, "Inside me, now!" his eyes fierce, biting his bottom lips till it bled.
Kai's chest was pounding, he only watched this in movies, he never thought he would be in one. He didn't know if he was doing it right. He hesitated. Kyo guided him. He wanted to be gentle but Kyo thrust his hips forward, impaling himself, and they both let out a groan of pleasure. It took him a moment to move, relishing the feeling inside something hot and tight, Kyo moved again. They set a phase.
He didn't realized he was pumping so hard when he sensed that Kyo was breathing too hard, his eyes tightly closed, gripping his arms tight. He slowed down, "Am sorry, babe, am sorry." He whispered, raining his face with kisses. Kyo nodded catching his breathe, setting a phase again for Kai to follow, Kai took hold of Kyo's length and they pumped together.
"Am coming, am coming, Kyo!" He whispered, pumping him hard, too. And they climaxed together.
Kai released Kyo with a pop, kissing his sweat drenched face, they were both laughing, "I'm coming Kyo, I'm coming." Kyo said, with a laugh, "You've got no originality Kai." He said.
Kai rolled on top of him, "At least now, I don't have to memorize it." Kai said, licking his jaw.
Kyo looked at him, smiling, "I didn't know you liked men." Kyo said, touching his best friend's face.
"I don't." Kai said, licking him again. "I only like you." Kai said, grabbing his arm and pulling Kyo on top of him, "My turn now." Kai said, with a grin.
Kyo looked at him surprised. "Come on now, you're just gonna sleep on the plane anyway." Kai said.
Kyo kissed him, "You're gonna make me sore all over." Kyo said, as he kissed him with every word.
"Hmmm…." Touching Kyo's erection, making the boy hard again, "Betcha you still got one more in there for your buddy Kai." Kai said, making Kyo closed his eyes and groaned. This time Kyo taught his best friend a crash course on Seme-Uke 101.
