Chapter 11! Bella will be over the Cullen's house.

Sorry for the delay, writers block sucks.

Disclaimer: Edward and I had a lot of fun! ; ) S.M. owns everything.

Life Without Meaning

Bella POV

We got out on the porch, holding hands. Edward was not going to like this vote that I was going to have, but the only way to stay with him was

to be changed. I know he will try anything to get me to show the slightest hesitation and then say that I am not ready. As I went to reach for the

door knob, Alice came out and attacked me.

"Bella, I am so sorry." She hugged me.

"It is not your fault that I went crazy." If I were not so mental, I would probably be in a better state of mind.

"The only thing that your crazy in is love. I would have been in the same state of mind if I had lost Jazz." I knew Alice understood, she had always

empathized with me. She already knew what I planned to do from a vision she had a couple of minutes ago and winked at me. We all walked into

the house at human speed for my sake, and everyone else was seated at the long conference table.

"Hello, Bella. It nice to see you again." Rosalie said to me being sincere. What? Did she read my letter or has all of the hair products in her hair

fried her brain? I am guessing she read the letter. That was the longest time she ever spent talking to me. I just hope she will not turn around

and go back to being a jerk.

"You too, Rosalie." I smiled at everyone, I knew they would like to speak first so Edward pulled out my chair at the head of the table and sat next

to me. Carlisle began.

"How are you Bella?" I knew he meant emotionally and not physically, so I answered.

"I have not felt this well for months." I smiled reassuringly at Edward. He smiled back at me with love in his eyes. It was true though. I had not felt
the feeling of being whole since he left.

"It is great to see you smiling again." Esme always wanted her family happy because if they were happy then she is happy. She was definitely the
heart of this family that I wanted to join.

"We read your letters to us and I speak on the behalf of our family when I say we love you and we don't want to lose you." I love Alice so much.

"Thank you that means a lot to me." This conversation was setting my vote up perfectly thanks to Alice.

"Alice told us you wanted to talk to all of us. The floor is yours." Carlisle seemed clueless as to what I was going to say.

"Well, as you know I can not live without Edward. I can not lose him again, and the only way to do that is if you change me." I looked away shyly,

my face filling up with heat. I heard Edward clench his jaw. This is not going to be the easiest conversation I have had. "So I thought the only way
for it to be fair was if we had a vote."

"A thousand times yes, lets make you my official sister!" Alice is always bursting with excitement.

"Hell yeah." Same old Emmett.

"Yes, but think about it. You have other options. Just remember you can't undo something that's permanent." I was surprised that she said yes

considering the past I have had with her. I would have to have a talk with her soon, seeing as though she had done a total three sixty since the

last time I saw her.

"Yes because it would be nice to not want to kill you all of the time." Jasper smiled at me, joking around though I knew it was hard for him to be

near me.

"Of course, Bella. I have always considered you my daughter and I don't want to lose another child." I got up and hugged Esme. I know she was

talking about the child she lost when she was human, that must have been terrible to experience losing your child.

"Yes, but I think you should wait until after graduation for Charlie's sake." Carlisle and Edward's votes counted the most so I am glad I got a yes

from one of them so far. This was working out better than I had expected. Now all I need is Edward's approval. I cared what he had to say the

most because I wanted him to want to stay with me forever.

"Bella may I speak with you?" Edward stood up and escorted me out of the house. He took me into our meadow.

"Now I will agree and if you want I will change you myself, but there is one condition." He slid to one knee and I gasped. "Isabella Marie Swan, I

promise to love you now and forever. Will you marry me?" He pulled out a beautiful ring, and at the moment I did not care how much he spent on

it. All I cared about was my Edward.

"Yes, of course." I loved him with all of my heart. How could I say no to him? I want to spend the rest of forever with him, so I might as well tie

myself to in everyway humanly possible. He placed the ring on my finger where it would remain forever. Edward took me in his arms and kissed

me. We were looking into each other's eyes. Nothing else mattered when I was with him. And then I remembered Charlie. And the note I never

reclaimed…

Yay! Edward and Bella are going to get married. What ever happened to the note for Charlie? How will he react if he finds it or about them

getting married?

So many questions, but you'll have to wait till next chapter. Sorry if it isn't great, i have been getting migranes like crazy.(also cause of writers block)

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