"Look this way please, perfect," the director commented.
Yet again we were in another shoot but it was for some foreign clothing brand in America. Senri and I had to pretend we were like a teenage couple taking pictures of themselves at the beach. Recently we have been asked to do a lot of couple shots, one because everyone thought we looked great and he wouldn't have it any other way. He controlled this agency and whoever went against his words was an idiot.
Afterwards he always had to leave right away and head to his new acting job, he had recently landed a lead role and I knew I was being selfish if I asked him not to go but this was his job. Lately I haven't seen him that much and I hope that by not seeing each other that he loves me less.
"I am sorry Rima, I have to go they start shooting today and I won't make it in for dinner so eat without me," he apologized as he kissed me on my forehead and left.
We didn't live with each other but he didn't have enough time to cook so I did for him.
It was our last year in high school but I didn't really need to worry much about it because it was easy and I could easily receive full scholarships for any school. I really didn't even need it because I could model for the rest of my life but I still had the intention to become a veterinarian.
I really thought we could keep our love strong but it all began to spiral out of control two months into school…
Senri had a huge success out of his movie and won even more fame and glory for his new role in his movie. In his movie he was a man running from the law and needs to find evidence that he is innocent, unfavorably he also encounters love on his mission and promised me they were only short kiss scenes.
But that wasn't what soured our relationship, it was his co-star.
"Aki and Senri please look this way," the photographers yelled.
All around were people bustling trying to take a shot of him and her and sneak into the premier of their movie.
It was fine at first that they were just getting nicknames in my opinion that were lame like Seki or whatever but he thought it was amusing to see me so jealous but assured me it is just the public's opinion. Even so it didn't make me feel any better and that Aki seemed shady.
There was so much gossip about us breaking up, about me going crazy and being depressed and crying when actually it was a pic of me wiping my tear after I had just yawned. I just had to take it and hope that the people would stop and I concentrated on school.
The whole day Senri kept calling me but I chose not to answer the phone, I just didn't want him and I to always being angry at each other when we talked. It always starts out as a friendly conversation but when we talk about his movie he either shows her off somehow or I get jealous. I was extremely mad at him for saying that I was being immature and stupid for thinking something like that.
I wanted to yell at him that he is never around and that maybe the rumors were true because he always calls and talks about her.
Right after school I decided to walk home instead of catch a ride with Yuki, I was just fuming and wanted all this stress to be absorbed by the surroundings. But just my luck it had started raining but now I thought of my stress washing away.
I opened the door and started to take off the wet layer of clothes until I was only in my school skirt and tank top. It was chilly in the house and I headed towards the kitchen to turn up the heat and bumped into something right when I turned the corner.
"Rima why haven't you been picking up your phone? Did you go to school today, where are your clothes? How did you get home," Senri started interrogating me.
"What the hell are you doing here, you don't just come into my home when you feel like it. And since when did you care? Is it because you found out Aki has a boyfriend back home in America?"
"Rima, when are we going to drop this-"
"There is nothing to drop, just that you need to go find someone else," I said walking away but he picked me up and started walking towards my room.
"What are you doing? Let me go I can walk you know!" I said kicking and screaming and pounding his back.
He continued on his path before reaching my room and tossing me on the bed and pinned me down!
"What are you doing let go," I demanded.
"Do you honestly think that I forgot about you?" he asked, hurt evident in his voice.
"I just-"
"You were the first person I thought of this when I took this role, I thought of how proud you would be of me. I thought of how our life could be better and how that you would be by my side supporting me. You were suppose to be the one there for me but all you have done is act selfish, while I am acting and missing all my friends and especially you, you are just having the time of your life and being self-centered." He stated.
"I'm sorry I wasn't thinking of anything else but me… but you know its hard to hear day in and day out about you and Aki. Please forgive me," I apologized.
"No not until after this at least," he whispered lowering himself and kissed my lips.
"Rima, I am going to be gone for a little while, so take care of yourself for a little while and don't get into any trouble," he advised and gave me one last hug.
"Bye," I whispered.
Si I am back, ha ha yes another short one but the next ones are going to be deeper and lead to somewhere. Anyway I received a review saying that Rima is too weak. Yes, I agree for that, but then again I am not done with the story! Ha ha I hate her sorrowfulness but you have to go through an obstacle to be stronger. And there are going to be obstacles I guarantee! SO just be patient and read my loyal readers. Please leave a review on the chapter so I can improve myself! I will answer my review this time, I promise. I know I forgot some. Sorry…
