After Thanksgiving was the rush to get ready for Christmas but this year they were going to pre-tape Raw so they could actually have the day off for a change. On top of the usual work stuff, he had to worry about spending Christmas with Roman's huge family and finding Roman the perfect gift to open in front of said family. What is a good gift to get your fake husband? To say he was nervous was an understatement.
A hand settled on his shoulder and startled him out of his thoughts. It was Drew and Seth winced internally. "Hey Drew, what's going on?"
Drew looked down at him with intensity. "Are you avoiding me because that's what it feels like?"
He tried not to show his guilt. "No, why would you say that?"
Drew cocked his eyebrow. "Because for the past, I don't know, 2 months you leave the room everytime I come in and you rush by when we see each other in the hall."
"I never noticed, it's probably because things have been so hectic with the holidays." He shrugged.
Drew leaned in and put his arm on the wall beside Seth, almost trapping him in. "Are you sure that's what it is, or are you running from temptation."
He furrowed his brow. "I really don't know what you are talking about."
"Come on Seth, I've seen the way you look at me, everyone has." Drew whispered into his ear and his hand came up and caressed his cheek.
He batted his hand away angrily. "I don't know what you're talking about but I think that you are misunderstanding the fact that I am married." He held up his hand showing off his gleaming wedding band. "Happily married to the man of my dreams."
Drew scoffed but before he could open his mouth to reply, he was suddenly jerked back.
"I warned you McIntyre." Roman all but growled. "Stay away from my husband."
Roman went to make a fist but Seth grabbed his hand instead. "He's not worth it." He said quietly and before he could think the better of it, he stood up on his tiptoes and pressed his lips to Roman's.
Roman responded quickly and slid his arms around Seth's waist, holding him in place while he kissed him back hard. Seth had to bite back a moan as he felt Roman lick his lip but they were at work and this shouldn't be happening right now.
Reluctantly he broke the kiss and stood back looking for Drew but he was gone. "I guess that showed him." He said with a shaky voice.
Roman crossed his arms over his chest. "That was his final warning too."
He smiled at him weakly. "Next time I won't stop you."
The next few days he couldn't get that kiss out of his mind. It wasn't a long kiss or a passionate one but it was one of the best kisses of his life and the way that Roman wanted to kick Drew's ass was so hot. The first night when they were home in Iowa, he had to excuse himself early by saying that he was tired and get into the shower. He tried not to touch himself when they shared a room but damn it he had needs that he had to take care of tonight.
He wished that he still had his toy but he had thrown it away when Roman moved in with him, scared that he would find it.
His toy was a modest size, not having the courage to try one of the very large ones he had seen on the website and baby blue in color. When the box had arrived, he had been so embarrassed that he had hid it under his bed and stayed away from it for a week. He had bought it about two years ago when he really started to realize that he was falling in love with Roman and he wanted to know what it felt like to have something inside of him.
A week after he bought the toy, he had been to the gym with Roman again and had got caught up watching Roman lifting weights and he realized that Roman was strong, like really strong. Strong enough to hold Seth up while he took him in the shower. At least that was the fantasy that his mind had cooked up. That night while alone in his own shower he tried to put his finger inside himself but he felt ashamed so he stopped and finished his shower.
He lay in his bed later unable to sleep and he took out that blue toy. There was a fight brewing inside himself but his curiosity won out in the end. He took out the lube that he had purchased with the toy and slicked up his fingers, face burning with shame and tried again. He stretched himself out and slowly worked the toy into himself. After a while he decided that it felt kind of good but he couldn't get off unless he worked his dick too and that's the way it had stayed until he threw the toy out. He used it occasionally through the years but since he didn't feel that incredible pleasure that gay guys talked about, he decided that it wasn't really for him.
He stroked himself quickly in the shower but he missed the feeling of something filling him so he breached himself with his finger, slowly adding more until he was rocking back on three of them. He leaned his back against the shower wall remembering that kiss and when he came, he had to bite his lip to keep from shouting Roman's name.
