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BELLA POV

I turned my head and saw Katie standing in the doorway. She was glaring at me like no tomorrow.

"So you think you can steal Edward from me?" she sneered.

"What are you talking about?" I asked baffled.

"Oh don't act so innocent. I know you are trying to steal Edward from me. But let me tell you, its not going to work." she said stepping towards me with every word she spoke.

"You're an idiot if you think I am stealing Edward from you. You can have him." I said and stepped around her, heading outside.

As the door shut, Katie appeared in front of me. It was still lunch and we could not expose ourselves but she acted as if it was just the two of us. She brought up her fist and it was about to collide with the side of my face when I caught it in my hand.

"I will not repeat myself. Get the hell away from me." I said and let her hand go. Before I could take a step, my hair was pulled back by its roots. She let go and I fell back on my butt. As soon as I stood up, I saw Monica at my side, ready to back me up.

"She's mine.'' I snarled and Monica backed away without taking her eyes off Katie even for one second. I knew that every one in the cafeteria was looking at us in fascination. I had to make this fight short and human like as much as possible.

"Okay fine you want to fight me, you got it." I snarled. She lunged at me but I was to fast. All she ended up hitting was empty space and falling to the floor. I was straddling her hips in a matter of seconds. My fist made contact with her face so many times I lost count. Her nose cracked sickeningly under my fist but I did not stop. Venom was pouring out of her nose rapidly. I was so angry with Edward, the Cullen's, Christopher, Katie, even my own existence. I couldn't stop as my fist made contact. It felt good to finally let out my anger and not keep it bottled inside. I felt someone's arms around me, lifting me up off Katie's body. I kicked and screamed trying to get out of this persons grasp.

"Bella calm down." Emmett said next to my ear. Hearing his voice only made me angrier. I was out of his grasp in seconds.

"DON'T YOU DARE TELL ME TO CALM DOWN! I will do whatever the hell I want." I yelled. He looked baffled at the way I was acting. Monica came to stand beside me.

"Bella please calm down." She said softly as if she was talking to an infant and I instantly calmed down

"Okay" I said in a whisper. My body was shaking horribly and no matter how much I tried, it would not stop.

"I…I need to sit down." I said. I slowly made my way to a nearby table. I sat down and closed my eyes as I laid my head down. I tried to stop the shaking but it wouldn't ease. I could hear every one's shocked thoughts of how I had just gotten out of Emmett's hold so easily. I could not block it out and every ones thoughts were everywhere. I wanted to scream but I bit my lip fighting it back. I tried again to one by one, block it out. Some of the humans were thinking I was crazy. I even thought that myself for a second. Once the voices had finally settled down, I felt a cold hand caress my cheeks and a smile pulled at the corners of my lips. My eyes shot open and I saw Edward beside me. I instantly jumped back.

"No… Don't touch me." I said. I wanted to be left alone just once. I didn't want to deal with him right now.

I took a deep breath and walked through the crowd of humans around us. Everyone moved to clear a path for me, either because they were scared they might get hurt or because well out of common courtesy. Pshhh, who am I kidding they were probably scared shit-less. I walked out the double doors and I could hear the rest of the guys behind me.

I sat down on the bench feeling so powerless. I rested my head on the cold surface of the table. It was as if I was slowly getting control of my body back. My body was not shaking as much and my breathing came in slow deep breaths, as if I was asleep. They stood there just watching me and I wanted to tell them to go away but my body would not cooperate.

"Is she sleeping?" Rosalie asked baffled.

"I think so." Monica replied.

"But that's not normal." Rosalie said with shock evident on her voice.

"Well Bella was never normal." Emmett said.

"What do we do now?" Conner asked.

"Let's take her to our house. She needs to rest and when she wakes up we can all talk." Alice said. I wondered why Edward had not said anything through out this whole conversation. I then felt like I was being picked up. For some reason unknown to me, I knew the arms around me were Edward's. I did not want to touch him, not now, when I was so vulnerable. I struggled against his embrace, at least this much my body would let me do.

"Bella calm down.'' Monica said and I instantly stopped struggling.

"How did you do that?" Jasper asked. "One minute she was scared and the next she felt calm."

"I don't know." Monica replied. Everyone was silent as we got into different cars and drove to the Cullen's house. The whole ride was uncomfortable. I couldn't decide between being happy or angry that Edward was holding me against his body so tightly. It felt wonderful to finally be in his embrace but a huge part of me knew that it was wrong to feel this way after what he had done.

About a minute later, I was laid down on a couch. My eyelids instantly shot open. I found nine pairs of eyes staring back at me.

"Guys, give me some room to breath." I said as I sat up slowly taking in my surroundings and making sure, I had full control of my body again. The house was an exact replica of the one back in Forks, well as far as I had seen.

"So Katie how's your face?" I asked when I had sat up completely. She did not reply but just glared at me. I smiled and made myself comfortable. I looked everywhere except the nine vampires in front of me. I heard a loud crash come from the entrance to the living room. All of our heads turned and I saw Esme's shocked face. I looked down at her feet to see a plot of plants on the ground completely destroyed from the crash.

"Oh my god." she said. She timidly walked over to me and touched my face as if I was a hallucination and I would disappear before her eyes. Her motherly touch brought tears to my eyes. I looked at her trying to memories every single thing about her and she suddenly started dry sobbing.

"What's wrong?" I asked worried.

"Bella I cant believe you're alive." She replied. I stepped away from her embrace and was infuriated.

"Is that what Edward-" I sneered his name, "told you that happened to me? Am I that much of an unimportance that instead of telling you the truth he had to tell you I died. Fine if that's how he wants it that's how it will be." And I ran out the door. I did not care that Esme was crying and that everyone had looked at me as if I had been stabbing myself.

I ran out as fast as I could. Before I had gotten very far tears were forming at the corners of my eyes. My vision was becoming blurry and I kept stumbling and falling. Nothing scratched me or hurt me but I had to stop. I collapsed to the floor and let the sobs rack my body. I did not want to think about the moment in which Edward had broken my heart. But it was as if it was playing like a movie behind my eyelids.

I had not seen him in 2 weeks and there he was before me like a Greek god. He ran his perfect hand through his bronze colored hair.

"Bella were leaving." He said. "Okay ill pack up right now." I said, turning and opening the top drawer of my dresser. I swear I could have heard Edward say, "I will have to break this girl's heart." But I wasn't completely sure so I just brushed it off. Before I could grab my shirt, his cold hands were on top of mine.

"No, Bella, you are not going with us."

"What are you talking about?" I could not comprehend what he was trying to say.

"I don't love you. I hate you. I loathe you. Now I have come to realize that you were never good enough for me."

I wanted to scream. I wanted to cry. I wanted to hurt him in as many ways possible. Instead I simply said okay and turned to face the door. By the time I turned back around, he was gone.

I fell to the floor and was gasping for air. It was as if I was watching myself from above. I was in the fetal position with one hand on my heart and one on my throat. My mouth was opening and closing like a fish out of water. I could not feel any pain but I could see myself hurting.

How could he? I had never done anything wrong, just my luck that I was right and I had never been good enough for him. Time and time again, I thought it and he would see the doubt on my face and he would speak those 3 words, my heart would sing at from hearing.

I scratched at my eyes trying to stop the scene from playing over and over again. I willed myself to get control of my emotions. It took me a long time to stop my body from shaking and stop the tears from wheeling up at the corners of my eyes. I stood up and it was as if I was a little toddler again learning how to stand on my two feet. I stumbled repeatedly. Finally, when I was able to stand upright, I wiped away the dirt from my clothes. I started on my way back home walking at a human pace all the way.

It was close to morning and I still had not gotten home when I heard a howl far off. I did not think anything of it. But I would soon find out that this was not a good omen.

As I walked in the door, Monica was instantly by my side. "What happened to your face?" she said looking all over my face.

"Not now, Monica, please." I said and walked to my bedroom. I laid there looking at the sun rising. The door was thrown open and Monica came in.

"I have been trying to find you since you ran out of the Cullen's house. Now tell me what happened to your face" she said.

"What are you talking about?" I asked while I messaged my temples trying to get the pounding headache to go away.

She grabbed a mirror from the bedside table and handed it to me. I looked at my face and was shocked by what I saw. There was scratch marks running from my brow to my cheeks. The scars probably would not be visible to a human's eyes. They were healed but there was dried blood from where my nails had broken my hard skin. It looked like I had been crying blood if you ignored the scars.

"Nothing just had a bit of an accident." I replied averting me eyes. I got out of bed and made my way to the restroom. I was scrubbing away the blood when Monica said, "What do you mean an accident? What the hell happened?"

I looked at me watch less wrist and said, "Oh look at the time. Well we better get to school." I dashed out the door before she could say anything else. I took the long way to school hoping to be able to avoid her till the end of the school day. As I slid into a parking space, I checked the thought of the people and humans around me. I noticed someone thinking about how different I looked. At first I thought it was just some guy from school but it didn't sound like any of them. But it did sound familiar to me. I looked around searching for the person this voice belonged to, and then my eyes landed on him.

So I have been waiting since forever to edit and upload this chapter. I'm almost finished with this story just a couple more chapters. I originally had one ending in mind for this story but as I was typing it up last night it totally went in the opposite direction. But I think you all will like this ending better. Anyways keep reading to see what happens. I don't even know what's going to happen but I'm getting there. Hope everyone is still enjoying this little fan fic of mine. Peace.

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