Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight all rights belong to Stephenie Meyer.
Hi everyone enough one of my really short updates I afraid, I have been finding very little time to write but I promised myself that I would stare at the computer for hours writing chapters tomorrow since I am home all day lol.
Huge thank you to everyone's support for this story and an enormous thank you to all the people who reviewed the last chap! Mrs Dimitri Belikova, Angeldolphin01, TeamEdward aka jacobhater, EBRAJERCECullen 130 and team jacob 4 ever126.
Bella's POV:
What happened? The last thing I remembered was cradling Masen and Renesmee in my arms.
Now all I could feel was pain, lots of it. Memories flickered. I started to remember a fight of some kind, but the other person was clearly winning.
Then everything went black. Different colours flashed behind my eyelids. Darkness overcame me. I wanted nothing more than to be able to open my eyes and see Edward's dazing butterscotch eyes. It was a battle that my body was losing. I sank deeper into despair as I heard a shrill cry from my son Masen's lips.
What was wrong with me? Open your eyes Bella your son needs you! A voice in the back of my head commanded as I tried to force my eyelids open.
Panicked voices filled the air, but I couldn't make out what they were saying! Who was so upset? Are Edward and the twins okay? Was that Edward's voice? Was the rest of the family home? I wondered. I tried to push the panic to the back of my mind and focus on forcing my eyes open.
Sadly, no matter how hard I tried, my body was refusing to respond. It was as if I was trapped with no way out!
I was starting to lose all hope, when suddenly the darkness changed and the colours started forming into shapes.
My mind was shouting at me to wake up, but the shapes and colours were too inviting.
"Mommy," was the first word I heard before I entered a dream-like state. The childish whisper had come from a little girl that was standing about four feet away.
"Renesmee is that you?" I asked in amazement.
"Of course silly mommy," Renesmee answered her soft laugh filling the air. Hearing Renesmee's voice for the first time was an incredible experience.
"How is this possible?" I mumbled more to myself than anyone else. How could my baby girl be talking to me so clearly? I had only seen her a little while ago cooing and babbling in my arms.
No matter how impossible it might be, I needed my baby in my arms, so without hesitation I crossed the space between us. Before I could embrace her, however, she spoke again, "Mommy, you need to wake up! We need you!"
"I'm trying," I promised gently as her little pleading voice pierced right though to my heart.
"Try harder," Renesmee demanded in frustration as tears started falling down her pale little cheeks.
"Oh angel, please don't cry," I pleaded as I swiftly bought her into my arms.
Within seconds, Renesmee was sobbing as I cradled her closer to me. We shared whispered words that boiled down to promises.
I just hoped that I could keep them. All those words would be false if I couldn't find a way to wake up soon. My baby's sobbing soon stilled as we rocked back and forth. Suddenly, the shapes started to blur again. I wanted to scream! I wanted more time with my daughter, but no words left my month. I was trapped once again, condemned to live in this hell until I could find the strength to keep my promise to Renesmee and join our family once again.
A/N: Let me know what updates I should write out of my stories, will be able to write three or four chaps.
Also massive thank you to my new beta for this story, Tinian I'att, she really brightens my day! love gem xoxox.
