I will try to start updating soon again... I'm a bit busy right now but I will try my best... there will probably be an update at least twice a week. I've started to like writing in Jace's POV...

Jace POV

The first thing I registered when I woke up was the intense pounding in my head. I groaned and rolled over, digging my face into the pillow, trying to get the pounding to stop. I heard a giggle from behind me as I rolled over again and I sat up quickly. An intense bolt of pain shot through my head as I sat up and I held my hands up to my face. I cracked my eyes open a bit, resisting the urge to shut them and get away from the light. I opened my eyes to see Clary at the entrance of my room looking hesitant but amused. Her amused expression dissapeared when she saw me look around. I wasn't sure why she was so hesitant around me, I must've done something last night. I ignored the pain I was feeling and I began to think about what happened last night.

I remembered bringing Clary to my spot and we were having a good time until she ruined everything. I glared at her as I remembered what she had told me.

"Get out." I told her and she nodded, but she didn't make a move to leave.

"I know, I understand that you probably hate me now, but just let me explain-" I was baffled, she wanted to explain! What was there to explain? She was the family of a murderer, she probably just wanted to hurt me too.

"Explain? You want to explain?" I asked her, my viicebraising with each word. "Explain this, Clarissa. Explain to my why you didn't tell me that your family murdered my parents before we became friends." I asked her and she looked at me, begging me to understand.

"I didn't find out right away! My mom had to explain everything to me, I swear I didn't know." She said and I shook my head, I couldn't deal with this right now.

"Get out and don't come back. Don't call me, don't text me, don't even think about contacting me at all. She flinched at my harsh words and nodded, pressing her lips together. She turned around, looking grim and she left, slamming the front door after her. I let out the breath I hadn't realized I was holding, and I fell back onto my bed.

Clary POV

Don't even think about contacting me at all. The words rang in my head, echoing over and over. I had finally met someone who I could relate too. I had finally realized that I wasn't some insane freak. And then I had to go and ruin it with my past. I ran out of the building, trying to suppress my sobs.

It wasn't just the fact that Jace just broken off anything that had happened between us that made me feel like this. It was the fact that my past was once again coming back to bite me in the ass. Everything would be fine if my father would've been normal and not messed with my brother.

I grabbed my phone out of my pocket, the other hand held to my mouth, trying to hold back my sobs. I dialed a number I knew by heart and held the phone up to my ear. The phone rang once before they picked up and I let out a shaky breath.

"Biscuit!" The voice said and I let out another small sob.

"Magnus." I said. One of my best friends. We have known eachother since we were toddlers. We both had a similar past, both having an insane father.

"Oh Biscuit," he said as I sobbed into the phone. I sunk down onto the curb, sitting on the edge of it. "What's wrong?" He asked and I took a deep breath.

"Can you pick me up?" I asked him, reciting Jace's adress into the phone.

"I'll be there in 5 Biscuit." He told me and I nodded, though he couldn't see me. I knew Magnus lived farther away than that, but when his friends needed him, he would do anything. Like I need him right now. I sat on the curb for the next 5 minutes, sobbing into my hands, ignoring everyone.

I suddenly felt a soft tap on my shoulder and I looked up, expecting to see Magnus, but instead seeing a boy around my age. He had black hair and dark eyes that were scanning my face with concern.

"Are you okay?" he said, a slight British accent lacing his voice. I nodded, a bit shocked at his kindness.

"Yea," I lied, "I'm fine." I said a bit shakily and he looked me in the eyes.

"No your not," he observed. "Boyfriend trouble?" he asked and I shook my head.

"No," I wish it was something that simple. " I don't have a boyfriend, there's just some crap going on right now and I-"

"It's okay," he interrupted. "You don't have to explain, I understand." I nodded, thankful for his kindness. Suddenly I heard a honking next to me and I jumped, looking up to see Magnus in the drivers seat looking at me a bit confused.

"I'm sorry," I told him and he nodded, "My friend is here to pick me up." I got up off the curb to leave and he grabbed my wrist.

"Wait," he said, "Let me give you my number." he said and I handed him my phone. He quickly punched in his number and handed it back to me. "I'm Sebastian by the way." He told me softly.

"Clary." I said and he released my hand. I turned away from him, tucking my phone back into my pocket. I walked up to Magnus's car, him still looking at me with confusion, then looking from me to Sebastian. I opened the passenger side door and looked at him as I sat down. Before he could ask me what was wrong, which I could tell he wanted to, I began to speak.

"You know how I never knew what my father did that was so crazy?" I asked him and he nodded slightly, silently urging me to continue speaking. "Well now I know." I told him and his eyes widened a fraction. "Let me start here: There is something i've been keeping from you..." I began.

I explained everything. By the time I was done, Magnus was looking at me incredulously. It was hard to shock Magnus, but I had done it. I explained everything to him, what it was like to grow up thinking I was crazy, my father, and everything about Jace.

"Wow. That's more messed up than my shitty past." He told me and I laughed a little, swatting his arm lightly.

"Magnus, shut up." I told him and he chuckled. He began to drive towards his apartment, knowing I would rather go there than to my own house.

Suddenly Magnus stopped and I looked at him, wondering why we had stopped.

"Umm, Magnus?" I asked, "Why did you stop?" He looked at me like it was obvious and I looked gave him a look.

"Well, there is a gorgeous man working at Java Jones right now." He said pointing out the window. You could see someone with dark hair though the window with their back turned to us. When he turned around I began to laugh at Magnus.

He looked at me as if I was the crazy one, "That's Izzy's brother, Alec." I told him and his eyes lit up. "Yay! You can Introduce me!" he said and I rolled my eyes, opening the door and hopping to the ground. We walked together into Jace Jones and walked to the register.

Alec turned around and looked at me, then to Magnus with a curious gaze.

"Hi Alec," I began, "This is my friend Magnus."

I don't know if I like this chapter but whatever! Review!