A/N: I have been trying to write this in like the past couple of days, but I have been so busy with this and IAWFY, trying to come up with future chapters on both. And all I'm getting right now is a big BRAINFART. UGH ANNOYING. When you're done, go on over and check 'I'll Always Wait For You'. Leave me some ideas. Well on to this chapter enjoy.

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Chapter 11

It has been a week since the girls had found out about Logan's past. It has been a week since Logan and Shelby last talked to each other. It also has been a week since Logan has come out of his room, with the exception of having to go to rehearsals for the upcoming tour, other than that he never left the room. He even ate all his meals in his room or would not eat at all. The rest of the band were starting to worry about their friend.

Even if Logan didn't know that what he was doing, he was hurting everybody around him. The guys felt like they were slowly losing Logan not only as a friend, but as a brother. It hit Katie in the educational sense. When she needed help in something, she did not want to ask him because she did not want to get upset over how broken he looked. Mrs Knight had no answer to what was going on his Logan's head. She did not have magazines around to help her through this depression state that was plaguing Logan. It even took a toll on the girls of KSM. They were especially careful when it came to mention Logan around the guys when they were hanging out by the pool or watching movies together as a group.

It had the biggest affect on Shelby. The past week to her felt like it was the worse week she had ever lived through. From hearing the stories about Logan not leaving his room and not eating, really hit her. She thought it was mostly her fault because she did run out on the poor kid when they were kissing. She was scared that was all. How could she not be? After finding out something terrible of someone's past and then they kissed you after telling you it. When she looked at him, she saw a different boy then the first day they met. He was not the same sweet and innocent young man she had met. Now he was broken and cold. She thought that he probably thought that he did not belong anymore, well, she was going to prove him wrong and since he never came out of his room, she was going to have to go in. The only problem was that she was going to have to go through the guys first.

Shelby knocked on the door and before she could even say hello, she was yanked in to the apartment.

"Finally, maybe you can get through to him." James said pushing her towards Logan and Kendall's bedroom door that was closed.

She knocked on it. "Logan? Can we talk?" No answer. "Please? We need to talk about it. I was scared. Please open up? All I'm asking for is a couple of minutes." Still no answer, so she just turned around and walked towards the guys.

"We're sorry. We thought, you of al people were going to be able to drag him out of our room." Kendall said.

"I know. I'm sorry. This is my fault." Shelby said. "If I didn't run out on him-"

"Stop it. Stop right there. No one is at fault. It's just that it takes a lot for Logan to open up and tell people things." James said.

"Like this one time, Logan broke his wrist, and even though he knew how much it hurt, he played an entire hockey playoff round. Funny thing is that he got slashed on the same wrist and was awarded a penalty shot, and won the championship for us. We found out that night that he broke it, but we thought it was from the slash. He told us hours later that he had broken it weeks ago." Carlos said.

"So him telling someone his past that quick, is a big step for him. Especially you." Kendall said.

"What do you mean me?" Shelby asked confused.

"Wow, you don't see it?" James asked. "Even after he kissed you?"

"What? That he likes me? Of course I see it, but why did it have to be me?" Shelby asked.

"We don't know. We ask ourselves the same question, when we go out with the girls." Kendall said. "They chose us for a reason, and we are happy for that reason."

"Listen all were saying is that you're the first person Logan has actually liked since we've been here." James said.

"What about that Camille girl?" Shelby asked.

"He was sort of forced in to a relationship with her. All she do is kiss him without warning, so he forcibly fell in love with her, while he never really loved her, and obviously she never did either." James said.

"Wow, he didn't tell me that. Now I know what you mean about him having a hard shell. Well, whenever he comes out of his room, tell him I'll be waiting in my room. I want to tell him how I feel." Shelby asked.

"Does that mean?" Carlos asked.

"You'll just have to wait and see." Shelby said leaving the room.

The three boys quickly ran to Logan's door and started to knock and kick at the door. After a few minutes of no response, Kendall and James gave up, while a determined Carlos was not giving up so easy. He would do anything to get in to that room.

"Logan open up. This is ridiculous. Don't makes us break the door down." Carlos said yelling through the door.

"Guys? What are you doing?" Logan said as he walked up to them with his waist covered by a towel all the way to his feet.

"Wait a minute. You mean to tell me that you weren't in your room this entire time?" Kendall said confused.

"I was taking a shower. You didn't hear the water running?" Logan asked.

"No." They said in unison.

"Well than, can you move so I can get to my room, in which case the door is unlocked." Logan said opening the door.

"When you're done, you need to go talk to Shelby dude." Carlos said.

"Why? So she could shoot me down and ask me to never see her again." Logan fired back in disgust.

"No, bro she wanted to tell you something. Will you just go to her apartment?" Kendall pleading with the genius.

"Fine, I'll go if you guys will get off my case." Logan said standing up and leaving the apartment.

Logan chose to take the stairs, giving himself some extra time to think before he got to the girl's apartment. When he made it to the door he heard voices, so instead of knocking, he stood outside and listened.


"So he didn't come out again?" Katie asked.

"No, he didn't even answer me." Shelby replied.

"Wow, he must be really upset with himself." Shae said.

"I don't why he won't talk to anyone. Even the boys thought I was the last chance of getting him to leave his room." Shelby said.

The other three girls just stood there in disbelief.

"What about you? Kate asked.

"What about me?" Shelby replied.

"How do you feel about this?" Kate asked.

"Well, to be honest, I'm worried for Logan. I want him to talk to me. I want to let him know about how I feel about us." Shelby replied.

"Shelby Cobra, are you falling for him?" Katie asked while Shelby's cheeks turned red. "Oh my god, you are!" The three girls erupted in cheer.

"Be quiet. Yes you're right, I'm in love with him. When he kissed me last week, it felt so perfect. It felt like it was meant to be. I really didn't think I would feel it with him." Shelby said.

"Then why don't you go tell him that." Shae said.

"Well I want to. I really do. I want him to know that everything he's told me doesn't matter to me. Nothing matters to when it comes to him. I want to be with him, but he probably doesn't want to be with me with what happened last time." Shelby said.

Upon hearing this Logan ran down two flights of stairs and straight in to his apartment. As he entered the guys were on the couch with Katie watching cartoons.

"So what did she say?" Katie asked.

"Well, I didn't get to talk to her, but I heard her talking to the other girls, and she likes me back." Logan said.

"Yes!" the other three boys cheered in unison.

"She said though that she wants me to know that nothing else matters when it comes to us. She doesn't want me to care about everything I told her. She just wants to be with me. If she wanted me to know that none of that matters, then I got a way to show here that I agree, but I need your guys help. So you ready for a last second play?

"Let's do it!" The three cheered in unison again.


Can you guess what Logan is going to do here? I threw a couple of hints in there, so if you catch them keep it to yourself and then find out if you were right in the next chapter. Well, that's it for me, goodnight. Live long and prosper (That's right star trek quote right there) – Gobblez.