You and Me
Song: You and Me - Lifehouse
Edward was just...gah. There aren't any words to describe the awesome sexiness of Edward Masen. What he does to me is just so indescribable. It's crazy how fast I stepped on this roller coaster of emotions. How quickly my life changed from unrequited love to him smacking my butt as he hauled me over his shoulder.
That caveman. I know he wants me...that way. But I don't know how I'm even supposed do any of that! My neglectful mother never told me anything. Alice was the only one to ever say anything...
Oh, Alice. How much I miss you. Rosalie, Jasper, Emmett...I love each of you and I miss you with a passion that I cannot even put into words.
The best friends of my life I had to leave behind...
But I suppose it's for the best. I think the rest of the group needs to define themselves for a little while before me and Edward return to the apartment.
As we all grow up, we will undoubtedly change as people. Mature and grow. Edward and I have started this process. But our friends must also start along this path. They must find themselves before we can find them as well.
Edward tugs on my hand and drags me out of my thoughts. Carlisle had thankfully turned his attention back to the newspaper in his hands, and Edward dragged me upstairs.
I watched my feet as they took each step on the staircase. Each step you take you get closer to where you want to be...who you want to be...
Edward took me to his room and we both sat perched on his bed. He stared at me for a long moment. My cheeks flared up and I picked at the sheets nervously.
"I don't think I've ever seen something quite as beautiful as you before." He finally speaks.
I look up at him. "What brought this on?" I asked.
"I just realized how much our lives will change...how much we will go through...and I wanted to let you know that I think you are gorgeous. And also, no matter what...I will love you. Forever, right?"
"Forever." I repeated from our childhood.
I saw his blindingly happy smile grace his features; his sage green eyes sparkling with joy. He took a deep breath before speaking again.
"I'm sorry for what I did outside tonight...I know it wasn't exactly proper of me. Nor was it very gentlemenly of me," He continued to ramble, "I mean, you have a nice ass-oh, I'm sorry...I mean, I nice...derrière...and I did want to smack it, I'm not sorry about that...I mean, I'm sorry if you didn't like it, but I did really want to do that...OH, and for the kiss...sorry about that too...I know you said you wanted it, but...fuck...I mean, you may have not, and...Jesus...I mean..."
I burst out laughing. Edward was seriously struggling with words and he was trying so hard to apologize for 'mistreating me' and I was laughing. I'm sorry, Eddie, but that stuff is hilarious!
He ran a hand through his hair and started chuckling with me.
"I sounded pretty fucking stupid, didn't I?" He laughed full on now and I nodded yes to his observation.
We both doubled over with laughter and rolled over on his bed. Both of our eyes were tearing up from so much laughter and we both grabbed our stomachs.
When our laughter finally died down we just gazed at each other. He reached for my hand and entwined our pinkies.
We still had a lot of growing up and learning to do. But we were prepared to do this together.
Sorry I haven't updated in FOREVER! :( But I'm going to start again on this one, and also start on Quiet One. If you haven't seen it, go check out my profile. I'm also going to try and finish The Doll, also a story of mine. I love all of my reviews/story faves/story alerters/everything else. I love you all, and thank you for sticking with me in this period of short hiatus. BUT I'M BACK, BITCHES!
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