"This can't be happening." I said to myself.
I was sitting in my bathroom looking at the plastic stick in my hand. Two horrifyingly red stripes were staring back at me.
I slid down the wall and landed on my ass. I was in a big shit. "How could this happen?" I was on pill, this can't be happening, but yet it was. But tests sometimes lie, right?
I dropped the stick in my trash can which was standing almost near me so I didn't need to get up. I didn't even want to get up.
I was pregnant. With Jaspers child. Once I wrapped my head around it I called the clinic and made an appointment. I needed to be sure if I really am pregnant before I tell anything to Jasper.
After I made an appointment I called Alice and explained why I'm not there, I lied and said that I got food poisoning or something like that. Thankfully for me she bought it.
The rest of the day I spent in my bed wrapped around in blanket and holding tight on my teddy bear. To be honest – falling pregnant was the worst thing for me at the moment. I wanted child, of course. But not like this, not when I just broke up with my boyfriend and not now when I learned that I still have feeling for Edward. And being pregnant made it all messier.
The day was already going to end as I watched the sun disappearing from the sky. I was still laying on my bed and hoped I would fall asleep so I won't have to think about this anymore.
I was finally drifting to sleep when the music pulled me out of it. I pushed myself up a bit and saw Edward in his room sitting on his bed with a guitar in his lap.
I bit my lip and got out of bed so I could hear him better, but I couldn't because his bedroom window was closed, only thing I heard was the sound coming from guitar.
I watched him. He looked so calm with his eyes shut and his fingers traveling around the strings. It's great that some of us do what they love. And I was truly happy when I heard that Edward is doing what he's passionate about.
He's not the only one lucky. Rosalie is doing great too, she models for magazines, she got a chance to be a runaway model, buts he turned it down, because she said that she was afraid she would lost herself in that life, and so she just went with the magazines.
Jasper got it good too. He was a lawyer just lie Emmett. I won't say that I wasn't surprised when I heard that Emmett wants to be a lawyer, it was a shocker for me. I never in a million years thought that he would want a job so serious.
"Bella?" I got pulled out of my thinking by Edwards voice. He was standing by his window, which was now open and looking at me curious. I felt pretty stupid about the fact that he juts coughed me looking at him.
"Hey." I said in a shy voice. I feel stupid as hell right now.
"Hey?" He said/asked with a light smile in his voice. "Are you stalking me?" He joked.
"Ha ha. Yes I'm taking pictures so I could send them to some gossip site."
"Very funny. Feeling better?" He asked with a concern in his voice.
"Yeah."
"Mind if I come over?" My heart started to race. Of course I wanted him to come over. But that was just so wrong.
"Sure."
He nodded and disappeared from his window. I quickly as possible I tried to make myself look more presentable so I grabbed my tights skinny jeans and my tight black 'V' neck t shirt and changed as quickly as possible. After I got dressed I tried to do something with my hair, but nothing looked good so I just tied them up in a high pony tail.
