Author's Note: Thanks to McSpastic (Kelsie) for helping me out on this chapter. Sorry I haven't posted in a while also. I had writer's block. Anyhoo, my penname has changed from mrsTOMMYQx to TimsQuerida, something to know.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything except the plot of the story and any OC's.
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One hour and two minutes.
One hour and two minutes is how long Jude has been in that hospital room. What they're doing, I'm not sure. All I know, is that her baby is in danger and so is she. I thought I would be laughing and grinning like a happy kid. My plan worked! Didn't it? Jude is out of my way and Tommy needs comfort. But, I feel guilty. I can't feel guilty, though! Guilt cannot get in the way of success. My thoughts were cut short when Tommy came with two cups of coffee.
"Tommy, I hope she's alright." I said, starting to mean it. I took the cup of coffee from his hand and he answered,
"Yeah. Me too, Sades."
He looked like had been crying. I caused Tommy Q to cry. Now, I felt much more guilt. I shouldn't have done this. I shouldn't have tried to destroy their love. I've learned that it's impossible. Tommy will only love Jude. That's why they kept on choosing eachother over and over again. All of a sudden, I heard a crying noise. I jumped up out of my seat when I saw Tommy running to the room where Jude was in. I saw him near Jude's side whispering to her. I noticed that her eyes were closed too.
"Tommy, what's wrong with Jude?" I asked already knowing the answer. He whispered,
"She's in a coma."
I felt as if I couldn't breathe. I didn't think it would be this bad. I then thought of the crying noise I heard. "Tommy? Where's the baby?" I asked as my voice was cracking.
"She's in an incubator in the nursery. She's only 5 pounds, Sadie. Her lungs are so small. Sh-she might not even make it." Tommy said while holding Jude's hand.
"Tommy, I don't want you to think like that! Jude and the baby are going to make it. Jude's strong and I bet that Mini-Jude has got those same genes."
"I know, I know. Why don't you talk to the baby in the nursery. The doctor said it would help to have family members talk to her." Tommy said.
"Okay." I answered and started my walk down the extremely white hallway. As I left, Tommy started to talk to Jude.
"Jude you need to wake up. You have an amazing daughter. She has your big, beautiful eyes. She's a mini you. I need you to get through this. I can't raise her by myself. She needs her mother. I keep saying she, Jude. You need to wake up so we can name our beautiful daughter."
I came back from where I was walking because I honestly didn't know where I was going. I was about to ask Tommy where the nursery was but I heard him talking to Jude. I couldn't believe my ears. I decided to find the nursery myself since it was obvious that he needed to be alone with her. I started walking towards the other direction and eventually found the nursery.
"Um, excuse me. I'm looking for Quincy." I asked the person who was in charge of the nursery. I followed her and saw a baby girl with big eyes and a very tiny body. "Oh my goodness. What have I done?"
Wires were hooked up to her everywhere. She was just so fragile. I could have destroyed her life all because I wanted to be with my true love. She didn't deserve to be here and neither did Jude.
"I am so sorry sweetie. You're strong though. Just try to hold it out. You have a great daddy waiting for you to get better. You also have a great mommy who loves you no matter what. You have great parents who love eachother." I sighed. "And I was trying to take that all away. I'm not a very good aunt but I do love you. I hope you can forgive me for trying to hurt your parents' marriage. I'm going to go talk to your mommy so I'll send your daddy here to keep you company."
I walked out of the room with tears on my face. I didn't even bother wiping them knowing that another one would fall as soon as one was gone. I needed to talk to Jude even if she was in a coma. As I reached the door, I saw that Tommy had stopped talking to Jude and was holding her hand. He brushed a strand of hair away from her face. I had to get the fact in my mind. He loved her. You couldn't force somebody to fall in love with you meaning that Tommy was never going to be mine. No matter how hard I would try he would never stop loving Jude. How could I have not noticed this before? I approached Tommy and asked,
"Can I talk to Jude for a little bit? You should go keep Baby Quincy company."
"Sure." He answered simply and left the room.
"Jude, I've been terrible to you. I tried to take away Tommy from you. You guys are in love! I'm such a bad person and I'm so sorry for trying to take that away from you! I was only thinking of Sadie at the time. I could have cost you and your daughter's life trying to stress you out like this. You're now in a coma and I'm blaming myself. I deserve to be blamed for this terrible sin I did. I hope that you can forgive me. I still haven't even forgiven myself. You have a beautiful daughter and I have a beautiful niece. Please, wake up. She needs you and so does Tommy. The guy's head over heals for you. You don't deserve this. I do." I finished speaking.
I patted and squeezed her hand and said goodbye. I was about to leave until I saw her eyes fluttering open. My eyes were wide open and I gasped. "Jude! Oh my gosh! You're awake. I'm so happy!" She used the voice she had in her and said,
"Go to hell."
