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Rest of my life chapter 11

As JJ regained consciousness both Emily and Morgan stood back while the nurses checked her vitals, called the doctor and ordered a scan to see the advancement of her leukemia. There was a chance she would have extra time or alternatively less. They hoped for the former rather than the latter as this would spread it out a little more and they could have longer as a team/ family. In the excitement, the reminder to call the rest of the team was forgotten and they stood impatiently and anxiously to be told any news. After forty-five minutes waiting the doctor had taken JJ for her life expectancy results and Emily finally remembered to call the team and they all said they would be there as fast as possible. When they had all arrived, the doctor returned and he told them JJ had just 6 weeks to live. She would be discharged the following day which gave the team time to get everything for her first surprise. It was a fully paid holiday to Rio with Emily and Garcia while the guys babysat Henry. The second was a trip to LA with Morgan bringing Henry with them. A third was a soccer and football weekend with Spencer and the following Rossi was flying her to Madrid to sample the cuisine and visit the beaches. The fifth one was a trip to Disney world with Henry, Jack and Hotch. The final one was her award ceremony but nobody wished to tell her about it knowing it was the perfect surprise. They relayed the plan, minus the awards banquet, and while she agreed she was obviously upset that she had just six weeks left. The nurses came in regularly to check her vital signs and Hotch left for coffee twice but the team stayed for hours until the doctor kicked them out, saying she needed to rest or she wouldn't be discharged so the team left and JJ fell asleep thinking about how the team had pulled together a few dream weeks together. She dreamed of a funeral, her own. The team was sobbing and poor Henry wore a look of heartbreak and grief which tore her heart into pieces. She woke up sobbing and when the teats slowed thought about how little time she had left. She fell asleep again exhausted with crying and didn't wake up until nine thirty the next morning. She was taken home by her team where she promptly began packing for her various trips. Henry was still at school and she was finished. She went to get her notepad and write letters for those she cared about in poetry form as it calmed her. When Garcia dropped Henry off she had written 3 lrpettets and felt better. She hugged her son and brought him inside to spend bonding time with him. She still hadn't told him she was dying. How do you tell a child that? She couldn't find an answer so she didn't say anything. But she knew her clock was ticking down and she had to tell him eventually so she needed to start figuring it out. Her trip with the girls started in two days so they could have family time and she had time to dwell over how to tell her only son she was dying. She shuddered when that thought entered her head. But it wasn't her fault. Or was it? This was what she spent the evening contemplating.