The case Sam and Dean were working on took a little longer than they had thought it would so after a few days I was feeling better and wanted to get out of the motel room.

"I'm fine really" I told Cas for what like the 100th time "Can we just get out of here for the day before I go insane?"

"Where do you want to go?" Cas considered my request

"Let's go see a movie" I suggested

"You want to see a movie?" he looked at me as tho I was I was already insane

"Which would you prefer I hunt down a nest of vampires?" I pointed to a news article I'd been reading which pointed towards vampires been the culprits "or you take me to the movies and we spend one day been a normal couple? Besides I called Bobby about the vampires nest so that he could get someone on it like you asked so the least you can do is come to the movies with me"

"OK" he relented "but if you start to feel unwell we're coming back here straight away"

"Thank you" I said grabbing my coat and leading him outside

I had the greatest day ever. All we did was watch a movie and go for dinner, things most people just take for granted but I wasn't most people and I was a little sad as we went back to the motel room because it meant the day had to end.

"Hey" Cas noticed as the smile I'd been wearing for most of the day began to fade "what's wrong?"

"I had a a great time today?"

"I don't understand?" he looked at me confused "why is that a bad thing?"

"It's not, its a really good thing. I guess I just didn't realise how much I wanted to be the type of person who gets to walk down the street holding hands with her boyfriend, or watch a movie together and go for a romantic dinner afterwards"

"But we did all those things" he told me

"I know and now it makes it so much harder to go back to fighting demons and stopping the apocalypse and right now I just wish we could be normal and not have to deal with any of that"

"It's OK" he told me as he wrapped his arms around me "and the days not over for another hour. If we were 'normal' as you say what would we do now?"

I looked up at him and began to kiss him. I knew what I wanted to do. To be honest in my past I'd never exactly behaved like a nun and I' was far from innocent but things with Cas were different and I found myself wondering if it was OK for angels to do that kind of thing. But I began to take off his clothes he didn't try to stop me but he did look a little surprised.

"Is this what normal people would do?" he asked me

"some of them might, but it's OK if you don't want to" I worried that I could be corrupting him or something.

"I do" he said "with you I mean"

I began alternating between removing his clothes and mine and led him to the bed.

He pulled away slightly as I began to kiss him again

"It's just I haven't.." he began

"It's OK, I know"

"I'm afraid I might hurt you, I'm stronger than you are"

"I trust you" I whispered into his ear and he let me continue.

He must have asked asked at least 10 times if I was OK which would usually have annoyed me but with him I just thought it was sweet.

When we were finished, we lay there for a while holding each other until he broke the silence "that was something" he looked thoughtfully at me

"Something good or something bad?" I asked

"good" he told me

I breathed a sigh of relief

"I love you" he told me and none of the things I had been worried about before seemed to matter any more.

"I love you too"