Alright…this is a short chapter. This is more like chapter 10.5, but according to fanfiction, it's "Chapter 11". THANK YOU SO MUCH for those who love this story, and for those who thinks it's one of their favorites. When I came up with this idea, down to even how I was going to write them, I knew it had the potential to be good, but didn't expect the kind reviews. I almost feel like I'm not worthy! Quick note about Rachel: for those who think she is too mean, I might not be doing a good job conveying her side too well. The irony is that Rachel is my favorite character, and I'm always so mad at Finn when watching Glee…funny how I'm making him look like the nicer one lol. Hopefully you can see her side too, and how she's still a very faithful (pun intended) wife, and how she's torn between her career and her married life. I will try and balance that out better…thanks for the feedback. Ps: I don't think she's a whore though.
As the chili starts to cook in the pot, Rachel goes back to leaning on the counter and staring at Finn on the couch.
"Yes!" Finn yells out as Chad Ochocinco, from the Bengals caught the ball and scored a touchdown. "Wait to go Chad" as he looks at Chad, the fish, and clings his beer on the bowl
"Finn, don't do that to Chad, it hurts him" she says as she takes another sip of her beer.
"You don't know that, do you live in a fishbowl?" he says as he turns his head around to look at Rachel. Whoa she's drinking a beer, that's really hot.
"No, but how you like it if someone hit your house with a giant object 10 times bigger than you?" she argues.
"What?" he looks confused at what she just said.
"I have no idea what I'm talking about either" she sighs as she grabs her beer to go sit next to Finn on the couch. She takes her hand and rubs it down his arm, as she starts to adjust her body to kneel next to him. She starts to lean in closer...
Don't do that Rachel, please don't do that, he thinks to himself. I won't last.
"Finn, while the chili is cooking…why don't we fool around" she says moving her mouth to his cheek and placing tiny, flirty kisses on him.
"I would normally not be opposed, but you kind of smell like onion and you haven't showered yet today" he said squirming on the couch.
Fucker. "Don't you usually love it when I smell like food? You said you're always turned on more" she asks him. She slowly tugs at his top button to unbutton his shirt even more.
"Yeah, well I changed my mind" he says totally lying but trying to make this hard on her. "I smell really good from showering, and I don't want to smell like you" he says as he keeps looking at the TV.
"Fine" Rachel grinds her teeth. "I'm going to go take a shower" she says as she grabs a magazine and walks towards their bedroom.
"Hey, where are you going with Ryan Reynolds?" he asks as he noticed she grabbed his Men's Fitness magazine off the table, which happened to have Ryan Reynolds on the cover.
"Nowhere…I'm going to go read it…"
"In the shower?" he cuts her off.
"In the bathroom…I have to poo if that's ok with you. What are you…a cop?" she rolls her eyes and starts to walk away. Finn gets up and follows her.
"No you don't!" he says standing under their bedroom doorway.
"Finn…how would you know? This is ridiculous!" she said to him as she goes in their bathroom and shuts the door.
Finn opens the door, and Rachel looks at him in shock for not giving up on this. "You are not going to cheat on me with Ryan Reynolds" he said eluding to the fact that she might pleasure herself to the magazine. "I mean, since when do you READ Men's Fitness?" he asks her.
Rachel just stands there by the sink looking at him. "Since when do you READ any of my magazines that always seem to disappear to your side of the night stand?" she fights back. "If you're going to cheat on me with Jessica Alba or Megan Fox, or or uhh what's that other Jessica? " she starts to snap her fingers.
"Biel" he said back.
"AHA! SEE?" she smiles and points her finger as she catches him.
Damn it. Trap!, he thought to himself.
"Look, I know you are trying to torture me for with holding sex from you for 4 months, but you are forgetting that I haven't had sex for the 4 months, either. AND, I haven't even had an orgasm. I'm losing it myself here Hudson" she says quietly at the end.
"Yeah, but this was all your doing. I could almost understand the sex, but that's all you on the pleasuring yourself thing" he said throwing his arm up.
"I didn't think it would have been fair to you" she says putting her head down. "I mean, I would have felt worse…and besides, I wanted to fully feel frustrated…I didn't mean for you to either. I just…I wouldn't have felt right if I was to take care of the frustration on my own...I'd some how feel like I was cheating" she said shrugging.
He just stands there staring at her letting her go on…
"I don't know if I messed up or not Finn, but I did what I thought was right for the part. Lots of great actors do research for their roles. Wynona Ryder entered a mental institution once for her role in 'Girl Interupted'" she says almost crying. "And if anything…I'd given you a reason to almost cheat on me. What wife would do this and not want to be scared that her husband might stray because she's not giving it up to him. Isn't that how most infidelity starts in a marriage?" she continues to look down at the bathroom tile.
Finn starts to think he might not have thought of Rachel's side of the no sex thing. He forgets that she also hasn't been able to have sex for the last 4 month. And it's even worse because she didn't even masturbate throughout this, he thinks.
"I'm thirsty" he says as he turns around to walk out of the bathroom.
Rachel's eyes widen, because she can't believe she just spilled her thoughts about this to her husband and he walked away. Maybe I AM a bitch, she thinks. She sighs and shuts the bathroom door and starts the shower. She throws her shirt off, and starts to unbuckle her jeans when she hears a knock at the door. She turns to look at the door, but it's still shut.
"Come in?" she says it like a question. The door slowly opens and Finn pops his head in.
"I just wanted to make sure that you and Ryan weren't doing anything together" he said with his half smile.
"Nope…I had to shut him down. There's only one man in my life" she said as she smiles. Finn walks over to her and puts his hands on her arms.
"You're not going to follow that up with a smart ass comment this time?" he says as he tilts his head waiting for her to respond.
"No" she barely breaths out as she shakes her head, looking at him very serious. There is nothing to joke about this time with either of them.
Finn squeezes her arms as he crashes his lips on to hers. Rachel pushes her body as close as she can, and puts her hands around his neck while throwing her tongue as deep as she can get it inside of Finn. They're moving so quickly, as she tries to climb up on Finn as he's leaning on the bathroom counter. Finn unzips his jeans, and then moves his hands down to her jeans as he unzips them and pulls them just enough down so he can enter her. They don't even bother with any foreplay whatsoever. They both need to connect only physically right now. He turns her around so she's sitting up on the counter as he starts to thrust himself in and out of her. He can barely keep it together as he watches himself and the back of her head in the mirror.
"Rachel…" he says out of breath. Her face is buried in his neck as she soaks in the feeling of Finn being completely inside of her. Finn can only hear her deep breaths and moans, and that's all he wants to hear. He loves everything about Rachel, including her excessive rants, but man does he love when she shuts the hell up: Especially on the account of him pleasing her sexually. She doesn't even say his name…she is way too out of breath, as he pulsates in and out of her. He's never heard her be this quiet before. Usually she's saying something, or even screaming out his name or God's. He can just feel her hot breath on his neck. He even starts to think she might not be enjoying this, until she grabs his hair tight and attempts to push her body even further into him. He's never been so turned on in his life. There's no communication, other than their physical connection, and it's like he knows exactly how she wants it right now. He knows she's about to come at any moment…and there's no need for her to tell him. He can feel it. Their bodies are talking to each other like never before, and Rachel is on the cusp of finally getting her orgasm. Finally, Rachel tightens her grip as her breaths start to become erratic, and lets out a soft screech into his chest. He takes his one hand and leans on the steamed up mirror, as it starts to travel down, and he leaves a mark from the condensation. He finally lets go and releases himself and they come together.
Finn is just as much out of breath as she is, and they ride out their orgasms slowly. She's still gripping onto his hair tight, as she then slowly moves her hands down to his neck. He has his head over her shoulder as he closes his eyes. He starts to hear her cry into his chest, and he starts to feel sad and relieved all at the same time. Talk about confusion. They don't have any eye contact; Finn can only see the back of her blurry body from the steamed up mirror. He doesn't remember if they have ever had sex without any verbal communication like this before. It was sooo hot, he thinks to himself. It was like they knew exactly what each other needed.
Finn lets her cry into his chest as he sets his head down on her shoulder. He knows why she's crying, and he knows to just let her cry and not say anything. She just needs to hold him. They are both sick of the games and the jokes, and there is nothing for them to laugh about. Finn slowly releases out of her, while her head stays buried in his chest. He continues to hold on to her in the steamed up bathroom, and all they can hear is the water from the shower running. They don't say anything.
END OF CHAPTER 11 (or really 10.5)
