Chapter 11: I Could Wiggle

Alice loved clubs, I believed she hunted them better than she hunted prey. She issued us all fake IDs so that we could get into this one. We all sat at L-shape booth lost for words. Bella was at my side and Leah was right in front of me, not the most comfortable situation to be in. I felt like I was being punished for having wondering eyes. I tried to focus on the atmosphere of the club it was dark and kind of gothic in theme. The music was extremely too loud for my taste. Leah was thinking the same thing but she nodded her head and was social with Jasper and Jacob, who were the only ones that were really directing any questions towards her. Alice was concentrating on trying to get Bella to dance but I knew that that would never happen.

"How do you like the club?" Jacob asked Leah making small talk.

"It's . . . honestly a little loud and the air isn't really fresh." She laughed a little but she didn't want to talk too much because the smoke in the air was making her nauseas.

"But I know you like the music." He commented and she frowned. "You like this stuff Leah." Jacob talked slow like Leah was dumb and that pissed her off a little.

"She's not stupid, she can't remember." Jasper rolled his eyes at him.

"That would explain the CDs in my room." A glimpse of her memory returned to her. "I never listened to them. They were to create an image." She admitted and Jacob raised an eyebrow. "What?"

"I never saw you as the type of girl to do that kind of thing. You usually don't give a damn what anybody thinks of you." She smiled and lowered her eyes.

"For the most part you're right but . . . I don't think the real me was ever really accepted by any of you. She was teased into submission." She laughed but was saddened by the revelation.

"I like this you." Jacob commented and touched her hand. Alice was beaming at their conversation.

"Me too." She said and then the waiter came over an offered a drink.

"I didn't."

"The gentleman at the bar," this older gentleman raised his glass. She raised hers back with an awkward grin on her face.

"That's not weird at all." She murmured as she looked down and Jacob laughed.

"Looks, like I have some competition," Jacob teased.

"Trust me if that's your competition for my affection you'll win every time." She laughed.

Satisfied with how Jacob and Leah conversation was going, Alice decided it would be safe to take a spin around the dance floor. Bella had excused herself to use the restroom and I made my way to the bar not wanting to hear Jacob's lame attempts at flirting with Leah. I knew that I couldn't drink but I never wished that I could enjoy the buzz of intoxication as much as I did now. Even though I wasn't at the table I could still hear them talking and see and hear them through her mind's eye.

"Can I be real with you Leah?" He said parting from devouring his food.

"Of course."

"I like you but there's no chemistry between us." She nodded.

"I'm glad you said it!" She sighed relieved, "my God I feel like I'm being mated or something." She laughed.

"I know right. I personally think that what they're doing is a bit selfish, trying to push us together so I won't pine over Bella."

"Really?" Leah took another sip of her drink.

"Yeah. We've kissed a couple times. There's something there . . . she has told me that she loves me, just not as much as him. I don't believe her though." They both looked in my direction.

"Why don't you believe her?"

"It's just way we fit together. They way are conversation don't seem to ever find an ending. The way she looks at me and never wants me to leave. How could she feel that way about me and still want to marry him?"

"It's possible that she feels the same but her pull towards him is just more intense. It sucks but it is possible. I would never do that to someone. Even if I loved someone else I'd never admit what would be the point?"

"Honesty, she wants to be honest so we can stay friends. At least I know that I'm not crazy and that there is something between us. However, I seriously doubt that their bond is as strong as the one her and I share." He laughed.

"Or maybe you're in denial!" She nudged him.

"Hell, maybe, I don't know. All I know is that this marriage is minor in consideration to some of the other decisions she's making that I don't agree with. I just hope she realizes that her happiness is with me before it's too late . . . but until then," he stood up and offered her his hand. "Wanna move around a little?"

"Yeah, I could wiggle."


The rest of the night was a little bit easier after eavesdropping on Leah and Jacob. I should have been pissed that he was declaring his love for my fiancé yet again, but instead I was relieved. More and more I was leaning to Rosalie's way of thinking. Maybe leaving Bella wouldn't be as hard on her as I imagined. Jacob would be there to pick her up if I let her go. I just knew I couldn't go through another triple date like that one. Having to sit there and watch Leah dance and at some points grind on that dog! I wanted to kick his ass! Why did he have to turn her around to dance with her? I was so concerned with him objectifying her and he was doing things that I wanted to do right in front of me. Part of me wondered if I would have been that pissed if it were Bella. I highly doubted it.

When we went home Alice was still in good spirits she thought the night was a success and that her plan had worked. She also thought that I was pissed with Leah which was definitely not true. I was turned on . . . more turned on than I had ever been in my whole life. I hated the fact that I was maneuvering around half aroused. I was over a hundred years old I knew what the typical teenage male do to relieve this sort of tension but I never have surrendered to the need of pleasuring myself. Mainly because I rarely have dealt with this situation, I sat on my bed trying to ignore the embarrassing bulge at my crouch my jeans. I was going to kill Alice for buying Leah a dress that tight. Then to top it all off she and Jasper decided that this would be the ideal time for them to make their own mattress springs bounce. "Great! Just great!" I huffed. I lay on my back and covered my head with my pillow. I tried not to think about what they were doing. Alice being the controlling type liked to ride Jasper. She'd start of slow and then end hard and rough. I imagined Leah on top of me and what used to be a small erection became one I couldn't ignore. Just as I was going to admit defeat and get rid of the damned thing my door opened. I immediately took a pillow and shoved it in my lap.

"Hey," damn she was wearing blue night gown again, she was far less tempting in shorts and a cami.

"Was something wrong?" I asked being kind of blunt. Normally, I wanted her here but she needed to leave or else I wouldn't be held responsible for my actions.

"Oh . . . I was just wondering if you were up." I laughed; yeah I was most definitely up. "Do you know where Rose is?"

"Uh . . . out with Emmett I think." They had decided to hunt thinking that we would be back much later than we were.

"Could I stay in here with you for a little while?" My dick pulsated underneath the pillow. Apparently it thought she should stay.

"Actually I was getting ready to call it a night." I said trying to respect her virtue and save myself from possible embarrassment.

"Just for a little while Eddie, don't make me suffer alone in there with all that noise!" It was much louder to her than it was to me, the joys of being a shifter I guess. She got on the bed with me and her bra strap fell down her shoulder, black lace, the woman was trying to kill me. "Besides, there's something I wanted to talk to you about."

"Oh really?" I was hoping it was about she's been longing to have me inside of her.

"Am I your Jacob?"

"Excuse me." I was seriously confused.

"You know, Bella loves you and she loves Jacob but he's her second choice. Is that what you think I am to you? I don't want to be your Jacob. I just want to, you know, hang out."

"Trust me you are not my Jacob. I can't claim possession over you . . . no matter how much I may want to at times, you're just Leah and I'm just Edward." I sighed.

"Just Leah!" She scoffed, "Please . . . I am Leah the awesome, Leah the amazing, Leah the talented . . ."

"Leah the sexy as hell," I murmured and then hoped she didn't hear. She paused but then continued to still play.

"Now you're catching on Eddie!" She giggled and then shifted. Damn you Eddie for affecting my panties. She thought about how wet she was and tried to ignore it. I could smell her scent so strong and delicious, she right here on my bed, it would be so easy. "Soooooo, how'd you like the club?" She asked changing the subject.

"I didn't, not my cup of tea?" She nodded agreeing.

"You would be the tea drinking type." She laughed she went to lie down and I stopped her.

"I wouldn't do that if I were you . . . I'm trying to be good but don't push me." I couldn't believe that I had been that honest but she had to know how badly I wanted her.

"What would you do to me?" Her tone lowered involuntarily and then she shook her head regaining clarity. "I didn't just say that."

"Yes you did, but I'll try to ignore it." I clenched my pillow.

"I should go." She said and I agreed. "I'll see you tomorrow." With that she left and I was still left with my situation.

"Well Eddie, you're never too old to try something new!" I said as I unzipped my pants and did what came naturally.


Author's Note: This chapter was supposed to be funny! Hope it came off right. I decided to use a club scene because I needed her to wiggle but I plan to use a couple of the ideas you all have given me. Initially they were supposed to go further in this chapter but I decided to hold it for a while. I'm going back to work so chapters won't be as frequent. As always please read and review (no flames).