Guys, am I losing my touch? Did I even have a touch? I am only getting like 20 visitors a chapter lately. I don't know, I'm almost ready to throw my hands I the air and forget about it.
Chapter Ten: Heads.
Hey you. I know you probably didn't read the authors note. Go read it now. It's important. Great. I assume you have read it. Good reader. Now you can read the chapter :)
The penny made a small Thump as it made my decision. Heads. Time to go fall back into Fabian's arms. I know that things probably won't be "normal" ever again in our relationship. Who would get over that completely? But we are not in grade school anymore, it's time to start acting like an adult. Time to turn a new page, forgive and forget. But how do I take him back? "Lunch!" Trudy called from down the stairs. I guess it is time to just let things happen.
As I made my way to the table, I braced myself for whatever might happen. I had been sitting between Jerome and Amber lately, but today I am taking back my spot at the head of the table. Mara switched places with me smiling.
"Just what do you think you are doing, American?" Joy snarled.
"This doesn't concern or affect you, Joy." I replied, annoyed. I poured myself a glass of water and passed the pitcher to Fabian.
"Oh yes it does, because you are sitting next to my boyfriend." She stomped her foot.
"Joy, we are over. I haven't liked you for over a year now.I just went out with you for not even a hour because I was hurt. I used you. You should hate me for that!" Fabian was obviously annoyed by her too.
"Stop denying your love for me, Fabey-baby." She tried to sit in his lap.
"Don't ever call me that again, because I don't even like you . Actually, I hate you." He pushed her away.
"Joy, have a seat!" Trudy intervened.
She glared at me before obediently sitting next to Fabian. When he passed her the pitcher of water, she thrust half of its contents onto my face. Instead of giving her what she wanted, I smiled," Thank you Joy, it was a little hot in here." She stomped her foot and shoved the pitcher into Alfie's chest.
So for a minute or two, I sat there soaking wet and everyone was silent. The only sound was the clanking of silver ware. Clink, scrape, squeak. Mick scraping his fork against his plate made me have goose bumps. It was a terrible screeching sound. Right now, only one song can describe how I feel. There has been way too much singing today, but one or two versus couldn't hurt anyone. I put down my silver ware. Oh my gosh this is going to look like High School Musical," I used to think one day we'd tell the story of us. How we met and the sparks flew instantly. And people would say they're the lucky ones. Oh, I'm scared to see the ending .why are pretending this is nothing? I'd tell you I miss you but I don't know how. I've never heard silence that was quite this loud!" Everyone seemed a little shock by my sudden burst into song. Amber, Patricia, and Mara rose to their feet with me and sang backup for the chorus," Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking. And I'm dying to know is it killing you like its killing me yeah! I don't know what to say silence the twist of faith when we all broke down and the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now." I sat back down along with the other girls. I took one look at Fabian," The end." Then I awkwardly took a bite of my chicken sandwich.
Mick and the other boys- besides Fabian- gave each other a "What the heck just happened" Look. More silence. Then Mick finally spoke up," Haven't you two heard that this isn't High school Musical?" Amber and Mara both kicked him under the table. He winced.
"What if I don't want the story of us to end soon?" Fabian shyly spoke.
"I don't want it to end either." I admitted. He breathed a sigh of relief. More silence. I decided to change topic, "So did you write that song you sang earlier?"
"Actually, it was on your facebook in the beginning of the year." He smiled, probably at the fact I was talking to him.
"Oh. Well, it was sweet." I returned his smile," And…I can't believe I am going to say this…I trust you."
His eyes lit up like fireworks," So Nina, will you be my girl?" I gave a small nod, and he grinned like a fool. Our lips pressed together as someone (Joy most likely) stormed away. There were exited 'Whoop's from around. We were pulled apart after a minute by Patricia.
"Okay, you guys fight for a month then get back together because of a song? I swear, Americans are so strange." She made her way back to her seat.
I laughed at that," You guys drink tea religiously, and I'm the weird one?"
"Tea is good for you." Amber defended.
"Love is too." I pointed out.
Fabian grabbed my hand under the table and gave it a small squeeze.
"Don't let your food get cold!" Mick cautioned. Amber elbowed him in the stomach. He doubled over in pain. I held in my laughter, and dumped my food onto his plate. Fabian did the same and lead me to his room.
"So, about the talent show… What was that song supposed to mean?" Fabian wondered.
(A.N I'm sorry if the whole chapter sucks, especially from this point on, because I swear to god I will fall asleep. I am holding off on sleep because I love you so much. Be thankful.)
"You are amazing, no matter how much you over think and complicate. And I don't want to tear myself apart over it. In just want to soak up every second I spend with you, good or bad. " I explained
"You're the amazing one, love." He kissed my hand.
Must…Sleep…review….sorry….short…..love you….Non weird way… ZZZZZZZZZZZ
