A/N: Hey guys I am terribly sorry for how long it took me to update, this chapter for some reason was just incredibly difficult to write. I'm not that happy with it but I hope everyone else will like it. I'm not one for liking what I write anyway, I'm really not confident with it always because I think I'm not that good at writing but you guys say I'm alright so I continue for you. But I'm rambling so I'm going to stop and let you guys give this chapter a gander and I hope everyone likes :)
Sebastian knocked on Dave's door twice, the dull thuds echoing in his ears. He waited on bated breath for Dave to open the door, although he wouldn't blame him if he never spoke to Sebastian again. But he hoped with all he had that he would open the door and talk to him. He never really realized how much he needed Dave until Dave just wasn't there anymore. Although Dave wasn't going to leave him forever, the fact that he wasn't there when Sebastian needed him made everything crystal clear. Dave Karofsky had his heart and he didn't even know it, he had liked Dave as more than a friend but he knew now that his feelings were a little bit deeper than just simple attraction. He brought his bottom lip into his mouth and chewed on the flesh; with how much nervous lip biting he's been doing he's this close to chewing his lip right off. Then Sebastian could hear muted footfalls on the carpet before they stopped at the door.
"Look Thad I know you're just trying to be nice and all but I'm really not in the mood and I told you earlier that I really don't want to talk about it." Dave's voice was soft but strained, as if he had been crying for a long time.
"It's me Dave." Sebastian heard nothing but silence. He stood in front of the door for 2 whole minutes and heard only silence. He was about to just leave and go back to his room and cry assuming that Dave and went back onto his bed or to his desk or wherever he had been when he heard a thud. Like Dave had hit his head on the door.
"What are you doing here Sebastian?" Dave's voice sounded watery.
"I have something I should tell you, it's really important." It was quiet again but only for about 30 seconds then Sebastian heard the sound of the deadbolt being unlocked. Then Dave's door opened to reveal Dave in the doorway. His eyes were red and puffy as if he had been crying ever since he left the hall. His hair was sticking up this way and that as if he had been running his hands through his hair over and over. His shirt was wrinkled as if he had been lying on his bed and was tossing and turning. Sebastian bet he didn't look too good himself. "I'm sorry Dave." Tears started to stream down Dave's face. Sebastian wanted to reach out and hug him but he wasn't sure if he was allowed that anymore.
"Uh you said you wanted to talk about something…"
"Yeah, can I come in?" Dave just nodded and stepped aside. It was strange how tense the atmosphere was between them when they never had any tension before. Sebastian walked in past Dave and went and sat on the edge of Dave's bed wringing his hands. Dave stood warily in front of his door which he finally closed. Dave looked like he wasn't sure if he should sit with Sebastian or not. Sebastian smiled weakly at Dave and patted the spot beside him. "You can sit on your own bed if you would like you know." Dave just chuckled humourlessly and walked over and sat beside Sebastian.
"I'm sorry that things are weird and I'm being weird but you can understand right? You did kind of turn me down in front of all your friends and some of them are my friends too. I was humiliated and heartbroken Sebastian, I made myself vulnerable in hopes that you would feel the same way as me and I honestly thought you did but you don't and it hurts Bas." Sebastian has seen a lot of guys cry over him or at him when they tried to make something out of them having sex that just wasn't there. But seeing Dave cry and seeing the disgust on Dave's face at the thought of Sebastian having any attraction towards made his heart break.
"Dave I fucking love you. You're one of my best friends, you're there for me when I need you and you are the bane of my existence. I can't sleep anymore, I'm always thinking about you and I've tried to fight these feelings but they've taken over. They've taken over ever since you arrived at Dalton."
"That was like 3 days ago Sebastian." Sebastian laughed.
"I know Dave but that doesn't even matter, what does matter is that I really really like you and I care about you more than anything."
"Okay so if you like me so much, why did you tell me that you couldn't be with me after I sang for you?" Sebastian looked down at his lap, he knew he had to tell Dave his story otherwise he could lose Dave forever.
"Well it's a long story, but I had this friend his name was Aaron."
O.O.O
Jeff was warm, really warm. He opened his eyes and was greeted by Nick's sleeping face, Jeff smiled. Nick looked so at ease when he was asleep, so peaceful. Jeff looked over Nick's shoulder towards the window and seen that it was still a little light out, it was probably around 6 or 7. Jeff put his hand on Nick's head and started to run his fingers through Nick's hair slowly, raking his nails softly against Nick's scalp. To say Jeff was surprised when Nick moaned would be an understatement.
"What in the world…" Jeff was confused, was Nick having a sexy dream or something? What would cause somebody to do that without any direct stimulation? But Jeff still had no idea that he was giving Nick direct stimulation. Nick didn't make any more sounds so Jeff resumed his ministrations on Nick's hair, and he moaned again.
"Nicky?" Jeff shook his shoulder lightly but Nick didn't stir. Jeff thought about why Nick was moaning. Maybe he was having a sex dream or something, maybe he was thinking about last night. He started to run his fingers through Nick's hair and he moaned again. Then it clicked, it was the hair. To test it he scratched Nick's scalp and he moaned a little louder and he licked his lips. His tongue swiped at Jeff's neck right over one of the fresh hickeys he got last night and he moaned. All of a sudden memories from last night came to his mind. Jeff blushed deeply and was thankful that Nick was still asleep so he couldn't see it. Jeff couldn't believe how he responded to the whole ordeal, couldn't believe some of the things that he said to Nick. Nick must think he was freak, he actually told Nick to fuck him! Sure he wanted Nick to fuck him but that was only the second time that they did anything intimate and while he wanted Nick, he just wasn't ready for penetrative sex yet. But he could swear that last night as Nick had his fingers in his ass and stroking his prostate the only thought going through his head was that he wanted something thicker and hotter. He wanted Nick's cock. He couldn't believe that he had been so desperate as to beg for it. But of course Nicky knew him enough as to not actually do it but he did give him the next best thing. He did get penetrated so maybe he was ready, at least a little bit. He could try. Nick shifted and wrapped his arms tightly around Jeff's waist and he could feel Nick's half hard cock against his thigh. Jeff swallowed loudly and shifted to try and face Nick better. His thigh rubbed against Nick and he moaned again. Jeff pulled one of his arms free and wedged it between his thigh and Nick's groin. He wrapped his hand around Nick's now fully hard cock through his underwear and stroked him slowly. Nick moaned lowly into Jeff's neck, his lips caressing Jeff's neck right over a particularly large hickey making Jeff groan.
"Mmm Jeff…so sexy." Nick mumbled into Jeff's neck. Jeff shut his eyes and whimpered. Nick started to thrust slowly into Jeff's hand and kiss Jeff's neck softly. "Jeffy…moooore." Nick whined still asleep. Jeff took his hand off Nick's cock making Nick whine again and then slid it into Nick's boxer briefs and grabbed Nick's throbbing erection. Jeff would never tire of having Nick in his hand or his mouth for that matter. Jeff loved the hot heavy organ in his hand or the hot weight against his tongue. Nick let go of Jeff and rolled onto his back, without taking his hand off of Nick he slid his underwear down to his thighs with his unoccupied hand. With Nick's underwear out of the way, Jeff was able to move his hand faster making moans pour out of Nick's mouth. Jeff loved when Nick felt apart because of what he did to him, it made Jeff feel heady with power even though he liked it when Nick dominated him. Nick's hips started to rise off the bed and fuck into Jeff's fist, and then a switch flipped and Jeff's hand wasn't enough for him he wanted Nick in his mouth. Jeff took his hand off Nick's cock and sunk his mouth on him just as quick. Precome leaked onto Jeff's tongue making him moan. Nick's hip snapped into Jeff's mouth at the vibrations and hit the back of Jeff's throat. Jeff swirled his tongue around the head and the sides of his shaft as he sunk down and swallowed everytime Nick hit the back of his throat. Nick moaned loudly and Jeff felt hands in his hair. He looked up at Nick through his eyelashes and Nick was looking at him with lust blackened eyes and sweat on his brow. "Fuck…your mouth Jeffy…you are so fucking sexy, my sexy Jeffy." Jeff closed his eyes and moaned making Nick thrust up into Jeff's mouth and hit the back of his throat again. Nick immediately gasped and pulled Jeff's head up by his hair, Jeff looked at him quizzically. "I am so sorry Jeff, I didn't mean to. It's just your mouth, it's so warm and wet and I couldn't help myself." Jeff patted Nick's thigh affectionately.
"It's okay Nicky, you didn't hurt me. In fact, I liked it. I liked it a lot." Jeff lowered his head back down to Nick's cock and took it into his mouth all the way until he hit the back of Jeff's throat and Jeff's nose was in Nick's pubes. Nick moaned long and loud and tangled his fingers into the hair at the nape of Jeff's neck and pushed his head to keep him there. Jeff swallowed around his cock and moaned low in his throat. Nick let his grip up and Jeff pulled his head up making sure to trace the prominent vein along the underside of Nick's cock. When he reached the head he swirled his tongue and sucked as hard as he could. Nick moaned and thrusted up hitting the back of Jeff's throat and apologizing again.
"Unnnh…sorry Jeffy sorry…I'm trying not to do it, I swear." Jeff lifted his head up and looked at Nick.
"Nicky it's fine; c'mon I know you want it. I know how much you love my mouth. Fuck my mouth Nicky." Nick groaned and grabbed Jeff's head and pushed his mouth back towards his cock. Jeff laughed and took Nick back into his mouth; he reached over and gently massaged Nick's balls in his hand. He used his other hand and lightly tapped Nick's thigh. Nick looked down at Jeff with a confused frown on his handsome face. "Huck ay outh icky." Jeff sucked particularly hard making Nick moan and thrust his cock into Jeff's mouth hitting the back of his throat but he didn't stop this time he just kept thrusting up. Jeff started to thrust against the mattress, the way that Nick was using him fucking his throat raw, it was strangely arousing.
"Oh my fuck Jeffy…your mouth…I love fucking your mouth…it's so hot and wet ngggggh. Are you going to come Jeff? Do you like that I'm fucking your mouth? Uhhh you're so good for me baby." Jeff moaned loudly causing heavy vibrations to hit Nick's cock. Nick moaned and sped up his thrusts, Jeff was so close and he could tell that Nick was as well. "Fuck Jeff, m'close. So c-close…just a little bit more." Nick's thrusts lost their rhythm, fucking in and out of Jeff's mouth quickly. Nick thrusted up once, twice, three times and came with Jeff's name falling from his lips and pushing his cock right to the back of Jeff's throat and holding it there. Nick's come was probably the best thing that Jeff had ever tasted and he just couldn't get enough of it. He tried to swallow as much of it as he could but it was hard with Nick's cock all the way in his mouth. Nick sunk down into the mattress, panting and his face was covered in sweat. Jeff pulled his boxer briefs down, fisted his cock and started pulling in tight fasts strokes. Jeff looked at Nick and he was looking at Jeff jerking himself off. "Jeffy please let me." Jeff just shook his head.
"No Nicky it's fine I just need to come." Nick sat up and swatted Jeff's hand out of the way and wrapped his own fingers around Jeff's hard erection. Nick's hands had callouses from boxing and they felt heavenly against Jeff and his hand was so warm. Jeff wrapped his arms around Nick's shoulders and buried his face in his neck. It didn't take any more than 10 fast jerks for Jeff to come, moaning Nick's name softly into his ear. Nick stroked him through his orgasm and laid Jeff down on the bed when he went boneless against Nick's body. Jeff looked over at Nick and he was sucking his fingers into his mouth, licking Jeff's come from them. Jeff whimpered and Nick looked at him and smiled.
"You taste so good Jeff, I just can't help myself." Jeff smiled, grabbed Nick by his shoulders and pulled Nick down to him to kiss him. Both of them opened their mouths to allow the others tongue in and they spent a few minutes kissing and tasting their own come on the others tongue.
"Who would have thought that we would be so kinky?" Nick smiled and laughed softly before placing a soft kiss on Jeff's lips.
"I know right, everyone probably thought we would be so vanilla."
"Yeah, but here I am with the strength kink and sensitive nipples, and you with the hair pulling kink, dominating kink and the sensitive scalp and we both are kind of cumsluts." Nick just stared at Jeff and blushed.
"I don't have a hair pulling kink." Jeff raised his eyebrow.
"Don't lie to me Nick, I'm not stupid. Nor am I unobservant, I know you like having your hair pulled." Nick blushed heavily and hid his face in Jeff's neck. "Don't be embarrassed, I should be embarrassed. You probably think I'm a freak after last night." Nick looked up from Jeff's neck his cheeks only pink now instead of red.
"Jeff no, last night was…amazing. You were amazing. I couldn't believe that you trusted me that much to give yourself to me in such a way. And you were so sexy Jeffy, don't be embarrassed." Nick gently caressed Jeff's jaw and pulled him forward to place a gentle kiss on his lips. "I love you." Jeff smiled.
"I love you too Nicky." Nick smiled back at him.
"Good now we can be as freaky as we want now."
"Nicky!"
O.O.O
Dave sat beside Sebastian in complete disbelief. When Sebastian had first shown up at his door he didn't want to see him. He was hurt and embarrassed and vulnerable, all the things that he didn't want to be around the brunette. But after he told him the story about that asshole Aaron well things made so much more sense. He understood why he pushed him away and why he did what he did. Dave wasn't a bully anymore and he isn't a brute either but right now all he wanted to do was find that Aaron kid and kick his ass and then do the same to his stupid blonde boyfriend. But he wouldn't he wouldn't be able to leave Sebastian's side long enough to find that little fucker. Right now all he wanted to do was hold Sebastian, show him that he would never hurt him, never leave him or use him for sex and then leave him. But he wasn't sure if he was allowed to do that. Sebastian looked exhausted he had said that he told Nick and Jeff earlier so it's probably all emotional exhaustion. And he also said that he hasn't been sleeping, he was trying so hard to deflect any feelings he had for Dave that it was affecting him mentally and physically, as it was, standing in Dave's doorway he looked slightly crazed. He looked lighter though somehow, probably finally telling someone about his past finally made him able to let go of all the anger and pity and his low self-worth and finally not have that weighing on him.
"Dave?" Dave looked up into Sebastian's mossy green eyes.
"Yeah?"
"You haven't said much about well anything."
"I don't know what to say Bas, I mean I understand you so much better now but I just wish you told me earlier. I wouldn't have made a fool of myself in front of the Warblers and I wouldn't I have pushed so hard." Sebastian was staring at his feet looking forlorn and upset.
"Dave I'm sorry that I didn't tell you, Nick told me to tell you but I never listened. I was just scared that you would think that I was pathetic and weak." Dave reached over and pulled Sebastian to his chest. To hell with fear about hugging him, fear was what got them into this mess.
"Bas I could never think of you as pathetic. You are my best friend whom I also happen to like very much. Like like by the way in case you didn't know." Sebastian chuckled softly.
"I just thought that you might think I was a hypocrite you know? Aaron has sex with me and then leaves me and then I go and do the same thing but over and over again. I'm a whore Dave; I was never good enough for you." Dave sat back and pushed Sebastian away gently. He framed his face with his hands.
"You are not a whore Sebastian, I don't care what you did or who for that matter. You were hurt and broken and I understand. You didn't want to be hurt again I get that so you kept everyone away so that wouldn't happen. You did the whole hit it and quit thing because you didn't want anybody to get close enough to hurt you again. So don't ever call yourself a whore Bas, other people may say it but don't think so lowly of yourself. I know I shouldn't be talking but it hurts me that you think that." Sebastian had tears falling down his cheeks and down Dave's hands.
"I won't Dave, for you I won't."
"Thank you."
"But I still think I have to sort myself out before we try and go farther, you know, together. Like a couple." Dave let his hands fall onto the bedspread and intertwine with Sebastian's.
"Okay I agree and now that I know why I won't run out of the room in tears."
"I'm sorry." Sebastian looked down at his lap.
"It's okay Bas."
"Yeah like I was saying I need to figure myself out bit before we rush into a relationship…if that's what you want. I don't want to assume anything." Sebastian looked into Dave's eyes hesitantly.
"That is exactly what I want." Sebastian smiled.
"Okay, well when I figure out everything I will let you know that we are free to date and make out and hold hands…the whole nine yards." Dave smiled softly.
"Make sure you tell me right away that you're ready for that."
"You will be the first." Dave and Sebastian just smiled at each other and held the others hand tightly, hoping that they wouldn't have to wait long for them to be able to be together.
Finally some Dave and Seb happiness…sort of. But either way, I hope everyone enjoyed this chapter and as always I really love reviews they make me smile and feel all warm and fuzzy inside. Also if it suits your fancy check out my tumblr….three-cheersfor-captainmarvel[dot]tumblr[dot]com (Just put dots where its says to) and before I forget, I'm thinking about writing a new Niff story but I'm unsure at the moment since I'm writing this one but I'm really thinking about it...it would have badboy!Nick and nerdy!Jeff..
