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Sonny with a Chance of Christmas Feeling
11. The Forgivingness
CPOV
I was still at Sonny's when she came back from practice. As soon as she noticed me she turned towards the door again.
"Sonny wait," I said looking at my shoes, "Look I'm sorry. I know I said that a lot the last couple of hours but I mean it."
She faced me again. Anger playing over her face. "I'm sorry too. For being so stupid. For believing just a single word you said." She said in a hurt voice.
I flinched. "Can you at least let me explain?"
"I think I already told you that I am not interested." She said crossing her arms but staying where she was.
I took a step towards her but she stepped back a little so I stayed put afraid she would leave after all.
"I know it was stupid of me to run to Mr. Condor. And I'm really sorry for that. I never wanted you off the show. You have to believe me. I'll go and talk to him. I'll set this right again. I promise."
"Chad it's not just that. It's everything you do! We're back at the starting point! You act! Every god damn single time! And I can't take that anymore!" I saw the tears welling up in her eyes again. And that broke my heart. I wanted to comfort her so badly but I stayed in my spot.
"I am a jerk Sonny. I know that! That's who I am. That's who I chose to be!" I said getting more frustrated by the minute, "And I am so sorry for hurting you. You don't know how sorry I am!"
"Well I don't need another jerk in my life. I've had enough jerks!" The tears kept spilling. Despite the fact that I was afraid she would leave I took a step forward.
"Sonny I can't just change who I am. I'm trying but it's hard! I can't help but annoy the people I like. I can't help but annoy you!" I said locking my eyes with her tearful ones. There was a moment of silence. The only sound were the stifled sobs of the girl in front of me.
"Stop it!" I was taken back at the hardness in her voice, "Stop playing games with me! I can't… Please just stop," her voice was cracking and she faltered. Her knees buckled slightly almost making her fall.
I took another step. She didn't budge so I moved towards her. "I am not playing games with you. I never could. Now will you please stop crying?"
"Why?" She asked a little angry, "Does it annoy you?"
"No," I said in a clear voice, "It hurts me. It tares me up inside to see you in pain. Pain I am causing you."
That startled her. And to be honest it startled me too. I just practically told her that I had a weakness.
"Why?" She asked confused. I had to chuckle to hide my nervousness. I wouldn't back out again.
"You seriously don't know do you?" I asked.
She shook her head the tears streaming down her cheeks.
"And here I was thinking that girls were the experts on boys," I said chuckling again. Then I turned serious.
"Sonny, I like you."
SPOV
My jaw dropped.
'Sonny, I like you'. The words kept repeating themselves over and over again.
I wasn't sure whom to believe. My heart or my mind. My heart was soaring believing every word Chad had just said. My mind told me it was just another lie. He had hurt me so badly I couldn't trust him now.
Chad took another step towards me and I didn't move. I was paralyzed. I just stood there. His was so close I could feel his body heat on every inch of me. He raised his hand and whipped away a tear with his thumb. I closed my eyes at his touch.
Then I backed away my heart breaking as I did. I couldn't. The pain was worse now then it had been before if that was even possible.
I saw Chad's confused look. Then he understood.
In one swift movement his arms were around my waist and I buried my head into his shoulder. My hands hanging limply at my sides. Bawling my eyes out. Right then I wanted to believe him. I needed him. So badly. I was torn up inside.
"Sonny I am serious. I would never joke about something like that." I felt his breath on my neck as he whispered into my ear. I shivered. He continued still holding me close his lips resting at my cheek, "I am a jerk and an idiot and many other things but I am not playing games with you!
You can call every magazine you want. That way at least you'll make some money if I am so stupid enough to hurt you again. I can see the new headline of 'Tween Weekly' already: 'Chad Dylan Cooper turning into a marshmallow?'" At that I had to chuckle.
"Finally," I heard Chad sigh.
"What?" I asked. Chad loosened his grip on me a bit so he could look at me properly.
"You stopped crying," He said grinning broadly.
That made me crack. I laughed.
"You see. That's way better. You creep me out when you're sad." He said smiling.
I slapped his chest.
"Hey!" He exclaimed in false hurt, "Nobody hits Chad."
I looked at him. Perplexed.
"Now what did I do?" He asked looking slightly scared.
"Nothing," I smiled leaning into him again taking in his scent, "You said Chad. Not CDC or Chad Dylan Cooper. Just Chad," I mumbled against his chest.
"I told you I was trying," He grinned smoothing out my hair. Then he scowled, "You are going to be the death of my reputation Monroe."
"I'd love to." I said grinning.
"So. Do I get my Christmas Present?" Chad asked innocently.
I slapped his chest again. "You are so full of yourself!"
"I know," He said popping his collar sounding like a jerk again. The he took my hand. I was still wearing his bracelet.
"I really like it," I said absentmindedly.
He just smiled. "Present?" He asked once more putting on a puppy dog face.
"I'm really sorry Chad but you'll have to wait until the party." I told him grinning mischievously.
"Really Sonny, really?" He scowled.
"Yes Chad really. And now I have to go find Jace." I turned but he grabbed my arm.
"Jace?" He was serious.
"Jealous?" I said hinting a smile. "Chad he is my cousin! How often do I have to say that?"
"It isn't illegal! How often do I have to say that?" He said cracking a smile. Great now he was making fun of me.
"Do you want your Christmas Present or not?" I asked annoyed.
He let go of my arm and bowed. "You may go Miss Allison Monroe."
"Oh shut up," I was about to slap him again but instead I leaned into him and pecked him on the lips.
It was only a brief contact but my lips still tingled minutes after. Laughing at his stunned expression I left the room.
Maybe I really had it wrong. Maybe Chad wasn't that bad at all. At least as long as he stayed Chad.
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