"Kitty? What's wrong? Kitty?" he tries but I can't hear him, there's too much pain.
I drop to my knees, gasping for air, mouth open in a soundless scream as my back bows almost in half so my head is in my lap. Then everything goes black.
flashback
'I can't let him know what I am. I gave him the title that was ment to be mine, now look what's happened.'
Its five years after I gave my titles as God and 'Head of the Family' to Akito and left. At the time I was afraid that everyone would think I was a cowerd and ran, that's why I came back. I realised running was provingjust that. I'm 11 now and its the first time since I left that I've been in a 5mile radius of the main house. I don't remember much let alone anybody.
'I can't believe I let this go on for so long. I should have come back sooner.'
"Who's there?" I jumped as someone behind be called out. I stayed well hidden in the shadows just watching what this silver haired boy would do. "It's so c-c-co-old." I heard his teeth chatter slowing, saw his eye lids closing, before he fell to the ground coughing and wheezing.
'He's having an azma attack!' I froze, didn't know what to do. It was the middle of the night, everyone else surely asleep and here I was just WATCHING a boy having an azma attack.
Suddenly, there was a poof of smoke and when it cleared there was a small silver colored rat laying there instead of the silver haired boy. Then I heard footsteps coming closer and another boy came around a corner near the mouse. He looked down startled by the wheezing.
"Yu-Yuki?" he sounded worried for this boy that had just transformed. This new boy, in the dark he looked like a red head, leaned down and scooped up the little mouse and carried him inside were the mouse just came from. "You stupid rat, you cant do this to yourself. You can't die. You can't, you can't. You can't die on me Yuki, please. Come on, you need to stay warm with your azm, Yuki. Come on, warm up." He hugged the mouse, Yuki, to his chest. "Please, warm up, Yuki, you can't do this to me, I like you ok? Please, warm up, I can try to be friends, just please warm up."
"You like him a lot, don't you?" I asked before thinking about what I was doing. 'Man I'm so stupid. Can't I just keep my mouth shut for once?'
"Huh?" the boy looked up and bared his teeth and he let out a sound akeen to a hiss. "Who are you?" was said through his teeth.
"I'm a friend." I told him raising my hands with my palms towards him showing that I ment no harm to him or his little Yuki. "So, you like him a lot, huh?" I asked again after he stopped hissing.
"Yeah, I do. though we were born as enemies." His sholders drop slightly.
"Let me guess: he's the rat...so, you're the cat, am I right?" i asked smiling sadly knowing all the stories of how the cat was treated and I knew it must be worse for him now than any of his ansestors. My only answer is a nod of his head that I would have missed if I wasn't paying attention. "Here, let me see something," I hold out my hands for Yuki and the Cat hands him to me gently. "Ah-ha. I see now, what this rat needs is a nice warm body to cuddle up to while he sleeps. Now any body will do so long as it's warm but may I suggest a nice 'Cat' body will do best." I said with a wink handing Yuki back to the Cat. The Cat smiled brightly, taking Yuki straight through the door he was going through before.
I started walking around again, this time lost in thought. Soon I had realised that was my mistake. Someone grabbed my arm asked me who I was and why I was here, but when I tryed to explain they just said that we were going to the Head to find out what to do me for trespassing.
I was dragged half was to the main gate, then into a house, down some halls, and finally thrown into a room. By now the sun was up and so was everyone else, so I found two people in this room one I vaguely remembered as Ren the other I did not though I had a feeling this was one of my many cousins.
"Mama, who's this?" the black haired child I don't know the name of asked looking up from some toys.
"Akito, this is you cousin, Kitamika." she did not look pleased to see me at all.
"I don't like her Mama. make her go away." Akito said going back to the toys.
"You heard him, Korenu. He doesn't like Kitamika. So, you will leave the Somha house and you are forbidden to return. Koreno, have every memory of her wiped from this family's memory, anyone who knows her or of her will no long remember her. Except for Akito and myself."
-end flashback-
