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Edward's POV

I'll do anything to save her, even if it means to lose myself in the process

And that I promised myself as I watched her sleep. We were to take her home today.

We would have to bring her back in three days where they would do more tests and decide on a treatment.

I helped her get in the car and I drove us home. I could tell she was worried about something. That was the thing between me and her we always understood each other where no one else did.

"Bella I know your upset, please talk to me" I said

She said nothing

"Bella?"

"Hmm"

"Bella I want you to know that I'll do everything in my power to help you." I said. That made her snap.

"What, I want to know what can you do Edward? Change me? I don't want to be changed Edward because I'll be dead either way just this way I'll become a walking corpse that feeds on blood and is made to be a killer. That I will watch my loved ones grow old and die leave this world and go to the next. I'm not saying I want to die. But that's not the way I want to live either." she finished off with a sigh.

I was silent. I had never though she felt so strongly opposed. But then again how could I blame her she was very aware of the life we lived. She was wise for a 13-year old it was me at 110 who was being foolish. The one who was being self-fish.

"I'm sorry Bella. I'm sorry that I'm self-fish. You know that I am I just I….I love you more than you can imagine. I don't even know what exactly what our relation is? Am I a brother? Best friend or father? I just know that I love you and I will help you another way just trust me."

"Thank you Edward I love you too and to me your all of that." She smiled at me and I smiled back.

We arrived home as I was helping her out of the car I could hear my family's thoughts.

When are they going to arrive?

Did I hear the Volvo is that them?

I hope Bella likes our little celebration poor child

Why is everyone giving off so many different emotions its driving me crazy

"I'm so tired I'm just gonna go right to bed" said Bella with a yawn

I sighed I wished they hadn't done this Bella's too tired. But then again it was there way of cheering her up. I opened the door hesitantly and said to Bella "brace yourself" she looked back confused.

"HAPPY WELCOME HOME CELEBRATION BIRTHDAY" they all said in union except for the birthday part. That was Emmett.

Everyone looked at Emmett in confusion.

"Whoops I guess we should've planned what we were gonna say besides I'm so use to shouting Happy Birthday it sorta slipped" he laughed. Bella giggled.

Everyone tried there best to enjoy the celebration. Though it was evident that everyone was worried about Bella they kept peeking glances at her to make sure she didn't fall over or pass out or anything. Even Emmett wasn't his usual happy self he kept winking at Bella too many times as if he didn't know what to do.

Alice got Bella a new dress that seemed to cheer her up. Finally Carlisle announced that it be best if Bella should get some rest. Bella looked relieved. I followed her upstairs to her room.

"Well that was err…" I began to say only I didn't know what exactly that was.

Bella laughed tiredly I guess they were just trying to cheer me up we can't blame them now can we. She excused herself to the washroom.

When she came back she lay down in bed. I sat beside her.

She seemed to be deep in thought.

"What're you thinking?" I asked

"When Alice is planning her next shopping trip" she tried to lie but I knew better

"Bella" I sighed as I ran a hand through my messy hair "stop lying to me"

"But I'm not lying" she said trying to sound convincing she was always such a horrible liar.

"Okay have it you way" I said as I made my fingers climb up and down her rib cage

She screamed and laughed "quit it Edward" as I continued and just raised my eyebrow at her.

"Okay…OKAY I give" she said I stopped tickling her but continued to poke her stomach playfully.

"You're the best brother/best friend/boyfriend ever" she added with a giggle, that got me to stop.

"Whoa whoa whoa boyfriend?" I asked " I am not your boyfriend Bella." I said as I felt this weird feeling in my chest I've never felt before.

"I know your not silly I was just desperate to get you to stop" she said still giggling

"Yes because a 13-year-old girl with a 110 year old vampire boyfriend who adopted her makes total sense."

She laughed

"Now" I tried my best to look serious "are you going to tell me what your so worried about or do I have to start tickling you again" I couldn't help but smile at the end.

She sighed "not being able to read my mind must be hard for huh?"

I nodded serious this time.

"It's just…..I …I'm… I'm scared Edward. You know how I have these theories that I'm always telling you about life and death. I still believe in them but the whole death part scares me if I could talk to someone who died it might be easier. And then it's hard to grasp and I'm confused am I dying a-….

I cut her off with a growl "No"

She had tears in her eyes at this point. I cupped her face in my hands.

"You listen to me Isabella Marie Swan-Cullen you are NOT and I repeat NOT dying I am going to.. mark my words help you any way I can.

"It's not up to you to decided if my times up.. It's God decision."

"Bella God gave you a disease that's curable believe me this is curable I know you've been frightened and us not telling you and hiding things from you probably wasn't a good idea because now you think your going to die," I tried to chuckle here "Bella I'm going to help you… we all are."

She sighed the tension seemed to disappear from her face

"Thanks Edward.. I guess I was just overreaction as usual what would I do without you?"

"Not know of Vampires" I joked "goodnight Bella."

I turned off the light and left the room. I would begin my plan tonight. No one would know well except for Alice and she only knew because she had seen a vision and came panicking to me."

"Edward this is wrong" Alice appeared in front of me "maybe Carlisle was just being precautious he said those medications probably would work."

"I can't take that chance Alice."

Even if it means resulting to the killer I was made to be.