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Buffy was having a hard time talking about her past, but she knew that she needed to tell Seeley. "When I was 15 my mom was killed by a drunk driver. It seemed like after she died, everything that I knew to be safe and right wasn't."
Seeley could see how talking about her past was tearing her up. He pulled Buffy into his lap to hold her while she continued her story.
Buffy gave Seeley a weak smile. "My dad became a drunken asshole after my mom's death. He just stopped caring about me and Dawn. Which left me to take care of Dawn. I mean I was barely a teenager myself and I had to take care of my younger sister. I love Dawn to death, but I didn't want to be her parent."
Seeley began to cress her back. He knew all to well what she went through. "Buffy, baby. What is so bad about that? I went through the samething with my brother."
When Seeley told her this, it only mad her cry harder. "Oh God, Seeley! I wish it was only that, but that was only the beginning. At first my dad would just get drunk and pass out, but after a while he became mean and violent and began to abuse me and Dawn."
Seeley let out a low growl. He wanted to kill the man who dared to put his Buffy through this much pain.
Buffy smiled as she heard his low growl. "Once he began abusing us, I started to stay out as long as possible, skip classes so no one would see the bruises. I would make Dawn go and stay at a friend's house so I would know that she was safe. But things began to go from bad to worse."
Seeley had a small smile on his face when he thought about Buffy choosing to caring about her sister's safety, when she obviously didn't have to.
Buffy turned to look in Seeley's eyes. She could see the love in his eyes, along with some pain. Whether it was for her or about his own past she didn't know. She pulled his head down and gave him a passionate kiss.
When she pulled away, she was dazed and breathless. " While I was skipping and staying out late, I was being watched by Spike. He said he could see the darkness in me and that it was beginning to take me over. Told me that he would help me embrace the darkness, and at this point I didn't care. So I began to hang around with Spike. Getting into trouble, doing drugs, and fighting. Everything that I wouldn't do when my mom was alive, I did."
When Buffy mentioned Spike's name he stiffened. He still remembered the fear he felt when he realized that Spike had kidnapped her.
Buffy snuggled deeper into Seeley's arms. " At home things began to get worse, so I never even bothered to go home. Spike began to tell me to things I would never do, and I did them. I thought that if I didn't do as he told me, he would leave me, and I thought at the time that he was all that I had. "
Seeley's heart broke for his love. He hated to think that once Spike had so much power over her.
Buffy once again pulled Seeley into a passionate kiss. She feared that after she told him this next bit that he would tell her to get out and never speak to him again. " I went on like that for a couple of months. Then one night I told Spike how I always wanted to burn down the school. He went out and bought me the supplies and told me to do it. That I would feel a sense of freedom after it was done. So I thought about it a couple of days and told him that I was going to do it. So on the next night, I went to the school gym and began setting everything up and after I was finished I lite a match and walked away."
Seeley had a hard time believing that Buffy would do something like that. But then again he did things that he never thought he would do.
Buffy didn't want to look in Seeley's eyes and see the hatred in them. " The next morning I heard on the news that two bodies were found in a burnt down school gymnasium. I started to panic and ran to Spike to see what I should do. He just laughed at me and told me what he did. He told me how he knew that his ex-girlfriend, Dru, and her new boy toy would always go to the school gym and make out and screw. How he wanted her to pay for leaving him. So he set me up."
Seeley wanted to yell and throw things, ask her how she could have been so stupid. But he knew that was the last thing that she needed.
Buffy pulled out of his arms and began to pace. "A couple of days passed and then the couples showed up to my house and arrested me. I was going to go on trial for their murders, and Spike was no where o be found. But for once my dad came through for me. He managed to get me off of murder charges. But I had to go into a psychiatric ward to be evaluated and such. After I came out my dad went ballistic. He beat me within an inch of my life and left me there to die. Lucky for me, Dawn found me and called the ambulance. When I was discharged, I swore to myself that I was never going to let any of that happen to me again and defiantly not to Dawn. So I took Dawn and we went to Sunnydale to go live with our grandmother."
Buffy felt relieved that she had finally told her past to Seeley, but was afraid of how he was going to react. She worked up her nerve and looked at him. The expression on his face shocked her. While she was expecting revulsion and hate, she hadn't expected the love that was shining in his eyes.
Seeley got up and went to Buffy. "Love, we all did things in our past that we never thought we would do. Hell I even did. But that doesn't make me love you any less, in fact I love you even more. I love you so much that I want you to be my wife."
Buffy stared at him in shock. "You want to marry me? I don't want you pity Seeley."
Seeley pulled Buffy into a deep kiss. "Yes, I want to marry you. And this isn't pity Buffy. With our kidnappings and now that I know of what you went through to get here, and it makes me realize how lucky we are and I don't want to regret anything."
Buffy gave him a teary smile. "Then yes I'll marry you."
Seeley gave her a wide smile and pulled her into a kiss. As there kissing became more passionate, he picked her up and took her back to his bedroom. In between kisses they undressed each other. As Seeley laid her on his bed, he took a step back and admired her.
Buffy began to blush from his staring. "What?"
Seeley gave her a smirk. "You are so beautiful Buffy."
Seeley laid beside her on the bed and began to kiss her. He left her lips and kissed down her throat. When he got to her breast he began to ravish her nipples sucking and nipping them.
Buffy was in a passion filled daze. This man tongue was so talented that she imagine that he could cum from him just sucking on her breast.
Seeley continued to drive Buffy crazy. When Buffy reached down and began to stroke his cock he had become harder then ever before. He felt like he was gonna cum in her hand like an inexperience teenager. He reached down and pulled her hand away from his cock,
Buffy was about to protest when she felt the head of his cock at he entrance. When he pushed in both felt complete. Seeley began a slow rhythm of thrusting driving them both crazy. Buffy tried to get him to move faster but when he refused she squeezed her inner muscles around his cock.
Seeley left out a strangled moan. "You are evil."
Buffy just gave him a smirk. When Seeley saw this, he picked up his pace. Both were lost in the passion. Seeley could feel his orgasm, so he reached down to where they were connected and began to fondle her clit. As soon as he began to manipulate her clit, her world exploded and Seeley was not far behind her.
While they were both relaxing on the bed, Buffy turned to Seeley. "Ain't I suppose to have a ring? After all we are engaged."
Seeley turned on his side to look at Buffy. "Well since it was a spontaneous act, I don;' have one with me. How about we go this weekend and look."
Buffy gave him a blinding smile. "That sounds good to me. When do you want to tell everyone?"
Seeley began to caress her side. "How about when it comes up and if it doesn't we'll tell everyone once we get your ring."
Buffy gave him a kiss. "Sounds perfect love."
Buffy snuggled into his side with her head pillowed on his chest and fell asleep listening to his heartbeat.
Seeley just looked down at her. This one small woman threw him. He had never wanted to marry anyone besdies Rebecca, but that was only because of Parker. But with Buffy he was totally in love with her and the thought of marrying her made him happy, almost giddy. Seeley kissed the top of her head and fell asleep with a smile on his face.
The next morning at work, Seeley couldn't keep the smile off of his face. He was sitting in his chair daydreaming when he heard a knock at his door. He looked up to see his brother Jared.
"OK, Seeley. I'm here. What did you want to tell me? You sounded so excited on the phone." Jared questioned.
Seeley smile got bigger. "I'm getting married Jared."
Jared stared at him in shock. "To who? Have I met this person?"
Seeley could only laugh. "Actually you are gonna meet her right now."
As if she heard him, Buffy walked in.
Jared could only stare. This was the girl that he was hoping to get to know better, and it turns out that she is marrying his brother. "I thought you weren't dating anyone."
Buffy turned to the voice. "It's you. I told you that I was seeing someone."
Seeley looked between the pair. "Did you guys already meet?"
Buffy turned a gave Seeley a kiss. "He is the one that brought in Vega's body when you were kidnapped."
Jared had to look away when she gave his brother a kiss. "Yeah. I asked Tempy about her and she told me that you were available."
Seeley just rolled his eyes. "Well she's not."
Buffy could see the jealously rolling off of Seeley. "I told him that I was seeing someone, but I don't think he believed me."
Jared could see the love between the pair. He wondered why Tempy would lie to him. "Sorry, I thought she was just playing hard to get."
They all made plan to get together later so Buffy and Jared could get to know each other. When Seeley had to leave to go to an appointment with Dr. Sweets and Bones, Jared went off, and Buffy went back to work.
The whole team was working with the victims remains when they all got the shock of their life.
"I have decided to have a baby and asked Booth to be the father." Dr. Brennan informed them.
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