I know I'm sucking at this update thing. I apologize. Things are kinda hectic and whatnot, recently coming out, so not good. But anyways, here's chapter 11!


I don't mind spendin' everyday,

Out on your corner in the pourin' rain

Look for the girl with the broken smile,

Ask her if she wants to stay awhile

And she will be loved...

I have been avoiding Miley for the past three days. I know she's right, I'm anything but fine. I need help. But the thought of going back into the hospital scares me. I don't want to go back there so I'll just keep pretending I'm fine. My phone rings, alerting me that Miley is calling once again. I let it go to voicemail. A few seconds later, my phone beeps, signaling that Miley left a message. I pick my phone up to replay it.

"Hey Lilly, it's me again. I hope you're not still mad at me. I'm just trying to help. Anyways, call me back sometime please. I love you, bye," I hear her voice say through the speaker.

The sadness in her voice is enough to bring tears to my eyes. I know it's my fault that she's sad, I pushed her away when I truly need her most. I inwardly cursed myself and buried my face into my pillow as I began to cry again. The harder I cry, the more my body shakes. I can't decide if I'm angry with myself for pushing Miley away, like I had Oliver, or just sad that she's not here. Being without her in this moment, feels worse than anything I can ever imagine. A knock on my bedroom door broke me from my thoughts.

"Lilly?" My mom called out.

"Go away," I said through tears.

My mom opened my door and crossed the distance to my bed. Instead of bitching me out like I thought she'd do, she pulled me to her in a warm embrace. I cried heavily into her shoulder until there was nothing left in me and my body collapsed from exhaustion. My mom laid my head on the pillow and covered me up.

"Get some rest Lilly, I'll be back to check on you shortly," She said as my eyes slowly begin to close and I drifted off into a much needed sleep.

A noise outside my balcony door woke me from my sleep. I looked over at my clock to see that it was barely 4 am. As I make my way over to see what the noise was, I can hear the rain beating down against the house and thunder rolling in the background. When I open my sliding door, I'm shocked to see Miley standing on the ground below my balcony, letting the rain pour over her.

"Miley what are you doing, it's pouring to rain?" I yelled over the noise of the rain.

"From the moment I saw you, and our eyes met, I knew that we were meant to be together Lilly. And I'm not giving up without a fight," She said as she started to climb up the posts to the top of my balcony. I couldn't help but smile at her words.

When she made it to the top, I grabbed her hand and helped her over the railing. She was soaked from head to toe and her hair was matted down from the rain. I was also drenched by now, but I didn't care. Thunder boomed loudly and lightning illuminated the sky above us.

"Lilly, you've been ignoring me and I can't take it anymore. I want my Lilly back. The Lilly I fell in love with at the beginning of summer," Miley said, taking a step towards me.

"You're in love with me?" I asked and she nodded. "I am so in love with you Miley. But I'm broken. I need help and you shouldn't be burdened with me. You can do better and you deserve better. I wish nothing but the best for you," I said, backing slowly away from her.

Miley took yet another step closer to me. She was so close I could feel her breath on my lips. "No Lilly, you aren't pushing me away again. I'm not going anywhere. I love you and I will do whatever it takes to pick up the pieces. You don't get to run away this time."

I didn't even have a chance to respond before Miley's lips collided with mine. The rain continued to pour around us as we kissed but that didn't matter because in this moment, it was only me and Miley. Nothing else in the world mattered and time stood still as I poured all of my love into the kiss, hoping Miley knew just how much I did love her. I circled my arms around her waist as she wrapped hers around my neck. I smiled at being with my Miley again.

"I missed you so much Lil," She said, breaking the kiss to rest our foreheads together.

"I've missed you too and I'm sorry for being a jerk," I said.

"Don't apologize Lilly, just please let me be there for you," Miley pleaded.

I nodded my head, "I need you."

"I'm here Lilly," She said, reconnecting our lips.

I slowly began to edge us to my room. "Make love to me?" I requested.

Miley only nodded as she leaned in to kiss me once more. I closed my sliding door once we were inside, never breaking the kiss with Miley. My hands found the hem of Miley's shirt and I peeled the wet garment up and over her head, tossing it to the floor. Only seconds later she had copied my actions and was kissing me again. She slowly unhooked my bra and slid it down my shoulders. Miley didn't rush as she took the time to place light kisses down my jaw and across my bare collar bone.

My fingers found the button of her jeans and I undid them, sliding them down her long legs. She stepped out of them and rid me of my pajama shorts. The rest of our clothes slowly disappeared as Miley led me backwards to my bed. When the back of my knees hit my bed, I laid down, pulling Miley on top of me. Our bodies moved together in rhythm, still wet from the rain as our tongues danced together. Miley's soft hands ran up and down my body, touching me in all the right ways, while I settled my hands on her shoulders.

Every gentle touch from Miley sent shivers down my spine. She was being delicate and loving, just what I needed. She kissed down my jawline, to my neck, and to the area between my breasts. I threaded my hands through her wet hair as she trailed her hot tongue in a circle around one of my nipples while kneading the other breast with her palm.

"God Miles," I said as she made a hot wet trail down my stomach.

Miley kissed up my inner thigh before dipping her tongue in my ever-increasing wetness. I arched my back in pleasure as she repeated her actions. My hips bucked involuntarily against her. All too soon, Miley began to kiss back up my stomach and to my mouth. I silently wondered what she was doing until she repositioned herself, pressing our wetness together. A wave of new sensations shot through me as Miley began to thrust herself into me. I quickly matched her rhythm, bringing my hips up to meet hers.

"Lilly... Oh God Lil," Miley moaned as she ground down against me more.

I know I'm close to climax. Watching Miley move on top of me is the best sight I've ever had the privilege to see. The way she closes her eyes as she brings herself down on me, the way she bites her bottom lip when I meet her thrust, the way she throws her head back and her hair falls down her back; its the most beautiful sight. Miley rocks herself into me a few more times and that's all it takes for us both to come together. Miley lowers herself beside me and I cradle her cheek with my palm. "I love you so much Miley Ray," I tell her, placing a kiss on her lips.

"I love you too Lilly," She says, holding me close to her. I bury my face in her neck and kiss the skin there, "Thank you, Miley, for caring so much."

"Please let your mom get you help Lil," Miley pleaded. I nodded into her neck and pulled the covers around us as we both fell asleep.


AN: I've finally completed this chapter! Time to get Lilly some help! Then what? Guess you'll have to stay tuned to see! The lyrics are "She Will Be Loved," by Maroon 5. Thanks again, to all of my readers, and all of my amazing reviewers that make me feel special:)