Kousei was looking back on the date that he just had and saw that it couldn't got any better. They took a stroll at the park and talk about themselves, and the dinner they had was amazing. He thought that the date was the perfect one, and the best part is, he was going to have one on tomorrow. He was excited to talk to her. Yet something was looming on his head.

I can't believe that she tried to talk about my past. I can't really blame her for asking me about it. She been with me since we were kids. Knowing her though she is still looking around trying to find out anything about my past. I'll have to prepare something to tell.

He started to think on what to do if the situation comes up as he opens the door to his house and goes upstairs to his room. He knows one thing for sure though, he will have a great time when they both meet up at the park.

Tsubaki was in her room. Thinking about what Watari said to him yesterday. Her emotions were getting out of control. Should she be happy about this news, worried on what to come, excited that she would do with Watari, or nervous screw something up in the relationship? So many variable that could happen, she thought she can't handle this type of relationship.

"I guess I am acting, in a way, like your boyfriend, if you really want to think about it. You said that you like me right? Well, you can say this is my response. Taking care of you, coping with you and helping you out might of be too much, but i don't care at the moment. I just want you happy, for my sake and for yours..."

What does he mean when he said that? Is he trying to tell me that he will be the one that will be by my side forever, or is he trying to butter me up so he can do something mischievous later? Even if he was a nice and caring person, I feel like that I am going to screw up everything.

Then she felt something in her pocket on her bed and saw that she got a text on her phone. Adjusting her eyes, she saw that Watari was texted him. Opening her phone, the text said:

Are you home right now?

If so, is it OK that i drop by and talk to you?

~Your "Boyfriend"

She read the text over and over again, trying to see what he just texted him. Is he really going to Tsubaki's house?

He's really going to my house just to talk to me? This is great! We can talk together for a while and just be on our merry way. I wonder what he is going to talk about. Is it going to be about how his day was, ask me out on a date, or just get something from my house? STOP TSUBAKI! You're overthinking this. Just let Warari come to your house and let him talk about what he wants.

Tsubaki calmed down and started to get dress to look somewhat presentable to him and doesn't look like she just came out of a slumber party.

Watari looked at his phone just realizing what just texted her. He wanted to see if she was doing alright after what happened when she came to her house. All of his thoughts were intertwined with what he said with his current thought.

"What are you talking you Tsubaki? Why are you making excuses to blame yourself about everything? There are a billion of other choices you can make to at least help you live your life better.I don't know if i can continue to live like this Watari, living with predictions...

God sometimes I really worry about her when she is under stress so much. She is always thinking about something and can talk about that topic for days on end. Sure, girls can talk and think about a lot of things, but it gets scary when you miss 1 problem on a math problem and worry about her future like it is the end of the world.

Yet, she has her problem and I have mine. I don't have her life and what she has been going through. I can't see what she see and think what she thinks. So I have to keep open-minded about her and what she is talking about. The last thing I want is to have a suicidal friend in the future.

He was thinking on what to say and he can do to bypass the nervousness of Tsubaki. She wants he to be as safe as possible so we can at least make it a happy environment. He also don't want his friend and family think he made a girl cry on purpose. It will ruin his reputation of a soccer player to a heartless bastard.

After ten minutes of walking and thinking of what to do and say, he nervously came up to her house. He saw that the curtains of her house were wide open, and that she wasn't in her room. He wondered if no one was at her house, since he never got a response from her.

He then got the courage and came up to the door and knocked. He waited a good minute or so standing in front of the door, looking like a dunce in the process, but the door slowly opened and saw a pretty young lady with casual clothes on.

"Hey Watari. I got your text, don't worry. Come in," Tsubaki gleefully greeted him as she moved behind the door to make room for him. This was a bit strange, but unsurprising to him because outside of his stressful and anxious life. She was a regular, nice, beautiful girl.

Watari Took off his shoes and started walking down the mini hallway to the living room. He then laid down on the white sofa next to the glass coffee table and stretch his body to the length of the sofa.

"Seems like you had a stressful day so far? How are you and are you ok?" Tsubaki started the conversation as she tries to find a snack they can eat.

"Nothing much, really. I had to do all of my chores and clean the house e measure we had visitors over earlier today. So I'm really tired right now. If you don't mind, while you are there, can you give me a glass of water, please?" He responded.

"Of courses you can, if you don't talking about the visitors you have."

"Well, some of my relatives just came back from China and came to visit us before her next flight. So we had to clean the house and stuff and ate lunch with them. Thank god that the people left so early. I thought I had to sleep on the couch again."

"Oh that's nice. If you are wondering, both of parents are at work right now, so they won't be coming her in the late afternoon or in the evening."

"You've seen calmer than usual, is there anything that happened?"

"No, nothing in particular just happy to see you that's, all," she said trying to hide her nervousness in with the way she talk. "So what do you want to talk about?"

"I kinda want to talk about what we had yesterday," he responded, leaving Tsubaki stunned for a second.

"Yeah, what about it...," she faintly said as she can to the sofa with a plate of chips and salsa.

"I know that... Things happened... And I... Know that you were... Shocked about what I said... I'm just wondering if you want to talk about it?"

"Well...umm," she tried to say something out loud to remove the tension, it just it added lots of uneasiness between them.

"I mean you don't have to talk about it if you don't want to talk about it, it perfectly al-"

"No,it's fine I can talk about it. It's just so soon and sudden that you have to bring it up. It was very sudden for you to bring it up. Yet I still don't know why you said that. I know you tried to comfort me, but it seem so out of you to confess something like that?"

"To be honest, I don't know why I said it myself. Half of what i said I don't know where I got it from, but I know one thing. Everything I said to you was true. I do want to be with you and take care of you be uses I care about you."

"I know that you care of me, but why do you worry about me? Also, why don't you worry about Kaori and Kousei? It seems kind that you worry about me."

"I feel like that you seems the most trouble with everything so far. You seen a lot of shit in your day. I mean, you seen your best friend get dragged away in an ambulance and into the hospital for Christ stake. I'm just...I'm just..."

He had a lost of words after rambling about the past, but it doesn't really matter since Tsubaki was going to interrupt him. " I guess, but then again you were there when Kousei was dragged out too. Don't you worry bout yourself when you are in a traumatic event? Are you worried what happens to you when something bad happen? Do you play scenarios in your head, both good and bad?"

"Of course I do. I worry about myself all the time, when i'm out in the field seeing myself kick the game-winning goal or what i have for a test grade, but i take stuff to hear when someone close is sick, injured or…. lost. There is something that could have done that would make the out of the situation better or worse and i always play them in my head. Yet I always ignore them in a day because i know that no matter how much i try, or how much i try to believe in time travel, I can't go back and redo my choice. Life is not like a visual novel, and you have to continue on after the end screen loads."

"That;'s what i need to get used to i guess, trying to cope myself that everything i did was for the greater good. All of the things that I've done was the best that I could , what happen if you can go back and make your choices again, like a visual novel. What happen if could notice something from before and use it for your on help in the future?"

"Then you would use it, it would be as simple as that, but sometimes life doesn't works like that. Our world is full of lies and backlash to everything we do and i think what you need to realize is… well that everything is alright. You stress about everything, whatever if it is a friends hurt, to as little as how the conversation that we are having. You ask too many question when the answer is right in front of you. Think everything simply and don't try to overanalyze the situation."

"I'll take that to heart. Thank you Watari for everything. Hey want to go out and eat somewhere. Just for lunch. I'll pay because i know that you left your wallet somewhere." Tsubaki said looking at his pants. Watari patted his pockets and had this shocked and embarrassed face at her. Tsubaki laughed at him and went upstairs to her room and see get her.

Watari looked at his phone and saw that Kousei took a picture with Kaori sitting at the park with all of the children pulling on them. He smiled and texted back

It looks like that you had a great time.

I went by Tsubaki's house and

going to a restaurant.

Tell me how it goes

~Watari

Watari put his phone back in the right pocket of his pants. He was waiting and smiling at the picture he wrote. Tsubaki came down from the stairs and both put on there shoes to go outside, but Watari had a burning question he had to ask since yesterday.

"Hey Tsubaki," he said in front of the house. "I told you that you that I liked you… very much. I was wondering, if you feel the same way that I do. Do you like me back?"

Tsubaki, though off guard, laughed at his silly statement and said," Well, I guess i can i say it now Can't I. Yes, I... really like you… a lot," SHe blushed at him out the door. " I mean you are the only one that cares about and and truly understand me what I am going through. You cope with me and you make feel… well… special and I like a person like that.

She then skipped to the sidewalk and then went left." Are you coming Watari or you going to stay at my house?" She joked as she kept skipping on the sidewalk. Watari chucked to himself and started walking to her.

AHH! IT'S BEEN SO LONG. oh well, guess what i get when I'm at school, but I have a laptop and can type more. I actually have more of a passion and a inspiration on keep writing this more. So hopefully I can write more. Anyways, leave a review and tell me what you think. I love your guys opinion. Favorite and Follow if you want more of this. Thanks for Reading.