AN: Ok I know this is long overdue! I am so sorry but I just had no idea what to write for this story and all of a sudden I had inspiration from nowhere! So yeah here it is. Jez POV

I woke up to my face pressed against Kendall's chest and his arms wrapped protectively around me. I tried to move but that only made him grip me tighter.

'Don't you dare move.' He whispered groggily into my hair.

I gave up and relaxed in his arms. I felt him place a kiss to my head.

'Sorry for waking you up.'

'It's ok I was awake anyway; I've been waiting for you to wake up. You look so cute when you're sleeping.'

'Oh god don't say stuff like that.'

I tried to turn around so I wasn't facing him but again he tightened his grip.

'What part of don't move don't you understand? It's like you love to disobey me or something.'

'I'm not something you can order around Kendall.'

'I never said you where. I'm just not ready for you to get up yet.'

'Kendall I have to go to the bathroom.'

He groaned but slowly let go of me, I quickly ran to the bathroom shutting and locking the door behind me.

Kendall POV

I chuckled to my self when I heard the door lock. I know she didn't fully trust me yet and I understood that. I looked at the door as I heard it click and smiled as she made her way back over to me. She climbed back onto the bed and I quickly pulled her down and back against my chest.

'Good now we can finish sleeping.'

'I'm awake now… I want to get up Kendall.'

I groaned again and pulled her closer to me. This was going to annoy me, but there was no way I'm letting her out of my sight while I'm still sleeping.

'I'm still sleeping Jez and there is no way I'm letting you out of my sight until I feel like getting up.'

Jez POV

I sighed in announce. I seriously do not like this 'other half' shit. I am not going to deal with Kendall being like this. I am my own person and always have been independent and that is defiantly not going to change. I start to move around in his arms trying to get free of them.

'Kendall let me go.'

'Jez I'm not letting you go and that's final.'

'No it's not Kendall!' I'm only going to the kitchen, it's not that far away!'

'I don't care. I'm not letting you out of my sight.'

I started wriggling around in his arms again trying to get free.

'Jezebel stop moving right now!'

I froze. That voice. I shivered. The voice that he used was strong and commanding nothing I could do could stop myself from obeying it. I lay there in his arms trying to work out what had just happened.

'I'm sorry I had to do that Jez but I can't let you out of my sight. Our bond is too fresh and not while my dad dosen't knows anything. It's too risky.'

It clicked what he had done. He used 'the voice' the one that had full control over me, no matter what the situation. I was annoyed from him using it but I ran his words over in my head, it kind of made sense.

'I can't believe you did that.'

'Jez I'm sorry but you wouldn't stop moving.'

I heard him sigh. He let go of me and sat up.

'Fine let's go down to the kitchen. I think the rest of the guys are down there already.'

'Oh so now you agree!' I sat up too and glared at him over my shoulder.

'Well I'm not going to get back to sleep now am I.'

I looked down feeling kind of guilty that I didn't let him sleep. It quickly went away when I remembered what he did. I stood up and walked across the room, opened the door and walked down the hall and down the stairs. I could hear Kendall following closely behind me, when I turned into the kitchen the guys and Camille where sitting at the table eating what looked like pancakes. Carlos looked up when I entered and smiled happily at me. When he saw my face it quickly faded though.

'What wrong Jez?'

'Ask the asshole behind me.'

'Kendall what did you do?' Logan sounded worried.

'Yeah Kendall tell them what you did.' I said accusingly as I spun around to face him.

He glared at me warningly but I didn't back down. Jezebel Rouque does not back down especially from Kendall Knight.

'Where waiting Kendall.'

He looked at me harder. He was giving me a chance to back down and I knew I was going to regret not doing it later on.

'Kendall?' This time James spoke up.

He sighed. 'Fine. Jez woke up and she wanted to come down here but I wouldn't let go of her because I didn't want her leaving my sight because our bond is still fresh and also because I don't know where dad could be. Before you say anything yes I know this is her house, but she needs to get used to the fact she won't be going anywhere out of this house without me for a while.'

After he said that I felt like I was going to explode. Usually I could control my anger but Kendall was just pushing me way to far. I do NOT have people controlling my life I don't care what or who they are.

I knew Logan sensed my anger.

'Kendall what happened next?'

'Well then she started wriggling around trying to get out of my arms and it was getting really annoying and I wasn't letting her go so I kind of usedthevoiceonher.'

The last part came out or jumbled.

'You kind of what Kendall?' Carlos looked really confused.

'I used the voice on her.'

'KENDALL!'

'Logan back down. You cannot tell me that you have never used it on Camille when you bonded with her. If you take a minute and think about the situation you will find I have every right to do what I did!'

Logan sighed and sat down at the table.

'Your right Kendal, sorry Jez but he has the right to do so. Your bond is too fresh and it's a lot stronger between you too as well as a lot different. The dominant and submissive parts come through because of who and what you are.'

'I am not a submissive person Logan! I will not be controlled and I can do what ever the hell I want. I don't care what you or Kendall or anyone else has to say. I am done!'

I stormed out of the kitchen and straight up the stairs, I slammed my bedroom doors and locked them behind me. I also made sure all my windows and the doors were locked and the blinds were drawn over them. I then made my way to my wardrobe and pulled out my black jeans, half jacket and boots I changed before walking out. I nearly jumped five foot in the air when I saw Kendall lounging on my bed.

'How did you get in here?'

He chuckled and I glared at him.

'Are you forgetting who I am Jezebel?'

'Don't call me that.'

I walked to my balcony pulling back the blinds I then opened the doors and stepped out sighing as I rest my hands on the railing. I could feel Kendall at the door staring at me.

'Kendall can you please leave me alone.'

'No.'

Why am I not surprised?

'Why the hell not?' I was still facing away from him I knew the minute I turned around to face him I would eventually give in.

I heard him walk up behind me. He placed a hand on the middle of my back and I quickly shook it off stepping out of his reach.

'Don't touch me Kendall!'

'Your mine Jez and I'll do what ever the hell I want. Know I know the fact you don't like the arrangements but if you like it or not it's happening and it's for your own good.'

He wouldn't let go of me so I kicked him in the shin and took off down stairs, I could feel him close behind. I ran towards the front door jumping over the couch that James and Carlos currently occupied.

'Jezebel stop, don't you dare open that door!'

I froze. That asshole used the voice again.

'Kendall I don't think that was a very good idea to do that.'

'Stay out of it Logan!'

'Yes sir.'

'Turn around Jezebel.'

I turned around glaring at him, I could feel tears welling up in my eyes and I knew I would brake soon. We couldn't keep doing this.

'What now Kendall? Do you want me to hate you? Do you want me to stop talking to you? Is that what you want Kendall? Do you want me to be a perfect submissive girlfriend? Huh do you Kendall!'

He stood there looking at me with a facial expression that I couldn't read.

'That's what I thought.' I muttered as I brushed passed him heading to the back door.

I turned around with my hand on the door. 'Oh and Kendall?' He looked up at me. 'I'm going outside to my pond, you know the big round thing full of water that's in my backyard?' With that I stormed outside, I ran all the way to the pond and collapsed beside it. Only then did I let the tears fall. I continued to cry as I felt Kendall's presence near me. I heard him circle around me to my left side, he sighed and I looked up to him and gasped trying to move back as quickly as I could.

'Jez please stop running away. I'm not going to hurt you.'

I stopped moving and sat there on the ground staring up at him. Kendall had huge black wings that came out from his shoulder blades; his fingernails had turned into sharp talons and his eyes. His eyes were a deep red. I stared at him to scared to actually move. I had never actually seen him in this form and it was beyond scary.

I'm pretty sure he sensed this and just stood there waiting for my to get used to the sight of him.

'Jez?'

'I-I Kendall…'

He chuckled darkly and looked out across my pond before turning those dangerous eyes back to mine.

'I know I'm pretty scary even hideous is a word you could use.'

I stood up slowly and shakily moved so I was standing in front of him. I nervously reached my hand up and traced my finger around his eyes. I then averted them to look at his wings before running my fingers over the side of them that sits just above his shoulder. He shuddered at the contact. 'No defiantly not hideous; Beautiful.' He moved his hands up towards my face, slowly so that I wouldn't get frightened of his talons. He cupped my face and turned it so he could look into my eyes.

'I'm really sorry about what I did Jez I know you don't like it but I can't help it there's just this feeling that I can't really explain except for protectiveness but different. I just can't let you go around by yourself. It's way to dangerous. It won't take long for my father to work out that something is going on and then he will be here. I cant risk it Jez you mean to much to me.'

I reached my hands up to his and lifted them of my face. I turned around and walked towards my pond. I looked out across it and thought about what he just said. He makes sense it really does but still…

'We need to compromise Kendall.' I said turning back around to face him. He nodded for me to continue. 'I understand what you just said and I'm not going to object.' He looked relieved. 'But I want to be able to move about my house as I please.' He was about to object but I cut him off. 'Just the house Kendall please!'

He stood there in thought for a minute before answering.

'Just inside the house, as soon as you step foot out one of the doors I will be there and I would prefer it if you let me know instead though.'

I nodded that seemed fare. He seemed a bit more relaxed now that we weren't fighting anymore. I move back towards him again, stopping right in front of him.

'Kendall why are you in this form?'

'I just got so angry and I couldn't control it, this is my true form and I have to keep it in most of the time so when I get really angry it's hard.'

I looked down knowing it's my fault that he was like this. 'I'm sorry Kendall.'

'Hey it's not entirely your fault. It's mine as well. It's going to be hard at first but we will get there eventually. We just have to get used to each other.'

I smiled at him. He really was right it's going to take time but it will all work out eventually. He stepped forward and pulled me into his chest in a tight hug. I wrapped my arms around his chest just below his wings. I turned my face into his neck nuzzling it slightly with my nose. I heard him chuckle before placing a light kiss on my head. I knew it would be hard but we will get through this. Jezebel Rouque does not give up after all.

AN: I really hope you guys liked this! Please review and tell me what you think. I have changed my writing style a bit and I really hope you guys like where I am taking this story.