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Okay guys, Warnings: SLASH, M/M, MPreg, just so you know Edward is the one who is going to be pregnant probably because he's a drama queen, LOL, just kidding!

Summary: Bella dies when she jumps off the cliff in new moon and Jacob is too late to save her. Edward called Alice to ask about her vision and goes to Forks to see if Bella is alive or dead. All the Cullens leave to Forks to stop Edward from doing something stupid. Bella is not actually drowned by the waters but she is rather killed by Victoria, as both Jacob and Edward follow her trail when she shows up at the funeral they aren't aware of the power she has, she curses them to have sex and then not remember the event and escapes. Edward gets pregnant and immediately Carlisle suspects who the father of the baby is.

Disclaimer: I don't own twilight!

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CHAPTER – 11

Edward was moping around in his room, sulking about having to go to the smelly dog's place in just an hour. He had cried, bitched and broken things but Carlisle was having none of it. He just had to go to the Reservation today and Esme would accompany him.

"Edward, come down son, it's time to leave" Carlisle called from downstairs.

Edward really didn't want to go to the mutt's place, what good would it do for him anyway. He really began to hate being pregnant. He walked down the stairs leisurely and when he reached the end he saw Esme standing near the front door waiting for him.

Edward sighed and said "Do I have to do this Esme?"

"Yes Edward, for the baby" and of course that line effectively shut him up, he cared about his baby too much, he could not imagine to loose it.

Alice came into the hall and said "Don't worry Edward, we will all be going out to Port Angeles today"

Edward looked surprised that Carlisle was actually willing to let him go out of the house and he said "How did Carlisle agree?"

Alice replied "Well he is making it up to you for forcing you to go to the Reservation"

"Oh" Edward sighed and said goodbyes to Alice and the rest of his siblings before his mother opened the door and he was greeted by sight of Carlisle and his Mercedes, this was going to be a long day.

As soon as they were there, Carlisle lead Edward to Jacob's house with Esme following behind and the only thing Edward could tell about the house was that it was a cubbyhole compared to his large mansion. He frowned as the smell of the mutts hit his nostrils but he caught a whiff of Jacob's scent and started to relax. It was amazing how just the smell could make him content and calm.

They entered the house as Carlisle lead them in and Billy Black was sitting in his wheelchair looking at them with a small smile on his face, "Hello Billy"

"Carlisle" Billy said and nodded at Esme and Edward, Esme smiled back while Edward just frowned more. Carlisle and Billy had gotten close from the time he was pregnant and he did not like it one bit. However, the house was filled with Jacob's musky scent and Edward relaxed soon enough softly sighing as he inhaled and exhaled the aroma.

"Well, I'll be coming to pick him up in the evening" Carlisle said and left the room leaving Edward and Esme in the room with Billy Black.

"Have you had your breakfast Billy?" Esme asked and when Billy said no Esme started to cook for all of them and Billy and Esme started conversing leaving Edward alone on his own. He looked around and saw a door in the far corner and then the stairs leading up.

He turned and saw that Esme and Billy were still absorbed in their conversation and decided to explore a bit as he had nothing better to do. He climbed up the stairs and saw a door on the far right, he could smell Jacob's scent all over the place and this muddled his mind and senses as he failed to hear the showers running and the quiet shuffling in the room.

He walked in a trance in the direction of the room and put his hand on the door knob and turned it quietly opening it before he gasped and clutched the door knob tightly.

Jacob was standing laden only in a towel, his back was to Edward as drops of water dripped down his massive back, all Edward could do was stare in open mouthed awe as Jacob turned around with his wet hair matted to his face and water drops dripped down his tan perfectly muscled and toned chest.

Jacob was just rummaging around his closet fishing for something to wear when he heard the door to his bedroom clicking open and a quiet gasp and the familiar scent of vanilla wafted to his nose. He turned around and there was the leech standing there and staring at him with his mouth slightly open, Jacob would have found the expression quite endearing if it weren't for the fact that it was his mortal enemy and the person he despised more than anyone at the moment, he said in a brunt and dismissive tone "Leech"

Only when he heard the casual dismissive tone to Jacob's voice did Edward quit his staring and he didn't want to admit it but the word hurt more than he could comprehend. He closed his mouth shut and gulped.

"Get out of my room" Jacob said in the same dismissive tone, yes, he knew he was hot and that Edward was staring at him but he did not want the leech anywhere near him, not after what had happened. He turned around and began shuffling for his clothes again.

Edward scurried off, too much hurt and shocked to retort anything. He went down the stairs where Esme was placing food on the table for everyone and after about ten minutes Jacob came scurrying down fully dressed now.

They ate in silence and Edward kept sneaking glances at Jacob who paid him no mind like the day before and Edward was starting to get irritated and annoyed although for what reason he didn't understand, he did not want the werewolf, he would not want the mutt like that. Bella was his only love, his mate, his life but even he knew he sounded unsure about that.

Jacob got up as soon as he had finished eating and said "I am going out with the guys to play rugby" and he dashed out of the room leaving Billy with the two vampires.


Jacob didn't come for the rest of the day and finally in the evening Carlisle came to pick them up and Edward was already in a very bad mood. Jasper could feel Edward's sadness radiating and frowned wondering if tonight's plans would only serve to upset his little brother.

Alice danced into the room and shouted "Well Edward, get dressed, we are going to Port Angeles now"

Edward dropped down on the couch, he was sad, Jacob's indifference was really heartbreaking and he just wanted to curl up in his bed and cry. "I don't want to go"

Alice sighed as Jasper went to his mate and said "He is really upset"

Alice turned to her mate and said "Yes, that is why we have to do this"

Jasper let it go, he knew what a determined Alice was like, nobody and he meant absolutely nobody could deter a determined Alice Cullen.

Alice floated into the hallway like a ballerina before nudging Edward who looked up at her with a tired expression. Alice smiled mischievously and said "We'll get ice cream for you!"

Edward's eyes instantly lit up and he cracked a wide smile hugging Alice, he really really needed ice-cream and he was ecstatic about getting to have some now after two weeks of going on without it all his worries about Jacob forgotten for the moment.

Jasper shook his head, it really was a wonder how hormones could affect emotions so much, he was feeling giddy with Edward's excitement and smiled.

"Now off you go!" Alice said shooing Edward to his room and then turned and winked at Jasper who winked back; their plan was in action now.

The drive to Port Angeles was uneventful to say at least, Jasper was driving the car with Emmett in the front seat so Edward was squished in the back between Rosalie and Alice, they had taken Carlisle's Mercedes for a change. As soon as they reached Port Angeles, Jasper parked the car and they all walked to the Italian diner Edward used to take Bella to; Edward gulped thinking about the times with Bella before sighing and getting out of the car behind Rosalie.

The waitress walked towards them and Jasper dealt with her easily and lead them to the table at the far corner. Alice ordered some steak and mushrooms for Edward who was only here for one and one thing only, he needed his fix of ice cream now but Alice had strictly told him he would have to eat something before eating the ice cream.

He sat facing the entrance to the diner and all the people scurrying around them and ultimately his mind went to Jacob and what had happened in the morning, he was so glad he couldn't blush but Jasper sensed his embarrassment and raised an eyebrow at him for which he shook his head and turned to look at the entrance when he saw the object of his musings enter the diner in one of the uniforms.

Alice who seemed to be surprised but inwardly cackling asked "Is that Jacob?"

Edward nodded his head to Alice who smiled and turned to Jasper saying "I didn't know he works here, not being able to see is annoying"

Jasper nodded at his mate trying to hide the smile as Emmett and Jasper shared a look, it would be interesting to see Edward's reactions. Jasper knew that Edward would do something unlike himself when…well he didn't really want to think about it and ruin it.

Edward was too busy watching Jacob to mind paying any attention to the conspiratorial looks his siblings exchanged, he was feeling frustrated with Jacob's indifference, heck he would have not felt so so hurt even if the mutt were just angry at him and shouting and cursing him all the time but this dismissal just pained him. He kept staring until the waitress brought his food and he dug in intent on not looking at a said person in the diner.

Alice subtly eyed Emmett who touched Edward's head making him look up and what he saw made him freeze and he didn't hear Emmett speaking to him.

Jacob was leaning against the counter of the bar his hands gripping a glass of some alcoholic drink and a women with blond hair was leaning over to Jacob smiling and subtly brushing her fingers against Jacob's.

They were flirting and Edward could tell as he dropped his fork and glared at them from where he sat. He focused on their thoughts and heard….

'Jeez, she totally wants me to bang her…..'

'I can't believe I got my hands on such a hottie, this is going to be an interesting night…I don't care if he is taken, I want him'

Edward gripped his table denting it before Alice pulled his hand away and he turned to glare at her, the expression of fury in his eyes almost made Alice reconsider her plan, almost but Jasper sent waves of tranquil feelings at Edward who turned to Jasper and gritted his teeth saying "Will you please not do that Jasper?"

"Why are you so angry Edward?" Jasper asked pretending to be oblivious.

"Black" Edward spitted out the name with spite as everyone turned to look at Jacob and the women flirting.

"Well what about the mutt?" Rosalie asked in a barely interested voice and Alice, Jasper and Emmett held in their surprise, they didn't think Rosalie would be helping them.

Edward opened his mouth to say something but then closed it and shook his head, why was he feeling angry, he shouldn't be angry, he had no reason to be angry, what did he care if the mutt slept with someone, no he definitely didn't care, he breathed in and out and picked up his fork before saying "Nothing, he just irritates me is all"

He had barely got in two mouthfuls before a thought from Jacob stopped him in his tracks.

'Maybe I'll bang her after all, I seriously need to get laid….'

He saw Jacob and the women making their way out of the Diner and stood up ignoring his siblings and said "I want to go home"

Alice was really not expecting things to turn this way, she had asked the women to do some casual flirting not get into Jacob's pants, "Edward, please sit down" Jasper said sensing his mate's distress.

Edward shook his head and said "No, I want to go home"

"What about your ice cream?"

"I don't care; I want to go home now!" Edward shouted making all the humans stare at their table and whispers started to erupt as Edward dashed out leaving the food discarded on the table, Jasper and Emmett followed him out while Alice and Rosalie paid the bills and apologized.

He shouldn't care, he couldn't care, he didn't care, damn it he didn't care who Jacob was with, he didn't care about what Jacob and that women were about to do, he didn't, he couldn't, he gripped his hair in frustration and Jasper trying to influence his mood was not at all useful, he just could not get the mental images of Jacob and that, that slut out of his mind!

They were out of the diner and Rosalie had gone on to take the car from the parking lot as Jasper and Emmett walked with him not understanding why he was so angry and frustrated.

Jasper subtly lead them along an alleyway and Edward stopped and turned around in a flash. They could hear the soft moaning and the scent of wet dog assaulted Jasper and Emmett's nostrils, before Jasper could do anything though Edward had ran off in the direction where Jacob and the other women were making out.

Edward smelled the heavenly scent of Jacob and he heard the moans and something wild took control of him as he snapped and ran towards the scent finding Jacob shirtless with his hands cupping the women's breasts and his mouth kissing the women's neck and he snarled in fury as he crouched low as Jacob turned to look at him.

Jacob heard the inhuman snarl ripping from the vampire's throat and the scent of vanilla fill him and he shook himself out of his excitement and turned to find said vampire crouched and ready to attack with his coal black eyes. He was confused and his muddled state of mind wasn't helping, he knew the vampire couldn't hurt him but exposing himself in front of a human, what was the leech thinking and why was he glaring at him like he wanted to rip every bone from his body, he gasped out "What are you doing lee…Edward?"

But Edward wasn't looking at Jacob, he was looking at the slut who dared to touch what was his, he said "Get your hands off of him you filthy slut!" the only thought that was replaying in his mind was 'mine, mine, mine'

Jacob was shocked, of all the reasons he could think for the vampire to be this angry he couldn't for the life of him grasp the fact that Edward bloodsucker Cullen was jealous, he had really believed it when the vampire had said that he didn't have any interest in pursuing a relationship and now here he was telling somebody off for being with him, what the hell did he think he was anyway.

Jasper and Emmett came around restraining Edward and pulling him up as he glared at the women who slowly backed up and began to run away in terror. Only when she was out of sight did he sag against Emmett and Jasper letting the calm feelings engulf him.

Jacob was pissed, no he was royally pissed at the leech, "What the fuck do you think you are doing leech?"

Edward flinched when Jacob called him leech but quickly pushed down his hurt as anger flared up in him again. He glared at Jacob who glared right back and Jasper and Emmett backed off leaving the two of them in the alley as they knew neither could hurt the other.

"Answer me! What I do with my life is none of your business leech, you have no right to…..Why the hell did you do that huh?"

Edward had had enough, he couldn't deny it anymore, he wanted Jacob Black and he wanted him only to himself. He moved forward in vampire's pace and pinned Jacob against the wall taking him by surprise as he said "I did that because YOU'RE MINE"

Jacob could feel the coldness of the vampires body seep into his bare chest, how dare he say something like that, he had no right to claim him as his when he kicked him out of his house saying that he was no better than a stupid animal and he didn't want to do anything with him. He pushed the leech away in disgust throwing him against the wall before saying "I am not yours, I'll never be yours leech!" He ran away from the leech and the alley leaving his clothes there. He was confused and angry and he really needed to sort his mind out.

Edward slumped down the wall in defeat and sorrow, he really didn't know what possessed him to say that to Jacob but now he knew what he wanted and he also knew Jacob didn't want him and who would blame Jacob for not wanting a monster like him, his eyes stung and the tears fell freely and he heard his siblings coming towards him. Rosalie shook her head at her brother's state, she knew it was a bad idea from the start.

Alice looked apologetic, she really didn't anticipate things to go this way but at least Edward had realized what he wanted now, she could only hope Jacob would come around.

Jasper much like the other day held his brother in his arms as he cried and carried him back to the car to take him home, now all of them were feeling guilty.


Ah well, drama, angst more drama, more angst, don't you all want them to get together already?

Well, I can't do that though….sorry

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