Don't kill me for taking so long to update this story, I've been extremely busy with school and I wasn't at a writers block with this fic but I didn't have the time to type it up and post it on here but its here and that's all that matters, right?

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Roxas slowly opened his eyes expecting to be in his bedroom, after last nights' events his memory was very blurring and oblivious but everything slowly came back in pieces one by one.

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Kadaj started the car and drove off going to another location in between a dark alley were nobody could here them. For the next hour or so Kadaj, Loz and Yazoo had their way with the poor blonde.

Afterwords they cleaned themselves up after hurting and raping Roxas and took him out into the middle of the street and left him there in the cold.

"Help..." He tried his best to yell but it almost came out as a whisper. "Axel... Please help... me"
Roxas luckily had his cell phone in the back of his pocket. He pulled it out and texted Axel: Help me please go to 14th street.

Axel drove around keeping an eye out for the blonde. "Oh my... Roxas!" He saw the poor blonde laying out on the road passed out. He knew that he was some how beaten up by seeing his weak body tremble and shake.
"Roxas." He was to afraid to touch him as he felt like it would hurt him even more. "Lets get you home."

Roxas pouted and didn't want to say it but he had to "Your body's warm..." he trailed off again.
By now Axel caught on to what he was saying "Oh so do you want me to keep you warm?" He was hoping he was right.

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After getting his memories together the blonde realized he was in Axel's bedroom, "Um... Axe- Ow" He winced in pain as he pushed himself up to get out of bed.

"Damn it" he cursed to himself.

'Bam' The bathroom door slammed open with loud music coming from the radio as Axel came in along with with it. He had droplets of water falling down his body like an Abercrombie model posing on the beach with the waves smashing into him except he wasn't wearing trunks he had a towel wrapped around his waist hugging him around his lower waist but around five inches shorter than his knees.

Roxas hinted a small cough trying to let Axel know he was present in the room.

Axel didn't notice since he was singing his favorite song 'Low' by Flo Rida, "Next thang he know, shorty got low low low low, them baggy sweat pants and the Reebok's with the stripe, he turned around and gave that big booty a sma-" "-Axel!" Roxas interrupted.

Axel stopped his vocal chords and faced Roxas like a deer in headlights, "Oh I forgot you were in here Roxas" he chuckled nervously hoping the blonde would laugh along with him.

Instead Roxas rolled his eyes and turned his head the opposite direction, "You feeling any better?" Axel asked.

"Does it look like I'am?" Axel was a bit thrown back by Roxas' tone.

"I have no idea because I'm not the one that was... you know" Axel knew Roxas was raped but it seemed like Roxas hadn't remembered the chaos from the night before. "I remembered what happened Axel! Gosh I'm not stupid" Roxas spat out raising his tone.

Axel sat down at the edge of his bed and frowned, he was hoping that Roxas would warm up after they had cuddled up in bed but he was wrong.

"Your acting like its my fault Roxas so don't raise your voice at me" Axel demanded.

"Well than how about you kick me out of your life as well, I'm obviously not wanted in this world"

"What? I seriously have no clue what you're talking about Rox, I wasn't there when you got..." Axel waved his hand around thinking for a better word to use than rape. "When you were beat up Okay? You called me and if it wasn't for me than you would probably still be there on the street or even worse maybe even dead!"

Roxas thought 'worse' doesn't he mean 'better' he thought Axel didn't like him but he was very wrong.

"I don't get why you hate me I mean one moment we are getting along and then next we're not and its not me its all you. You need to drop the past and forget it ever happened, because you bitching at me isn't gonna make your life any better s-"

Axel stopped bickering at Roxas as he saw the blonde turn his head toward the window with tears falling down his cheeks.

Axel sighed and grabbed a Kleenex from his dresser he walked back to Roxas but instead of sitting at the edge of the bed he took his seat right next to Roxas and patted his cheeks off with the blondes' tears.

"I'm sorry" Axel whispered.

"Why do you do this to me?" Roxas asked turning his head back at Axel's.

"You need help, that's why"

Roxas was hoping to get an answer like 'Because I care for you' But he did his best to erase his thoughts of anything that related to being gay, and the thought made his heart pace real fast and his cheeks turn red and also due to the fact that Axel was half naked with a towel covering his private areas wasn't making the situation any better.

"Yo earth to Roxas" Axel repeated waving his hand in front of the blonde's face who could get his eyes of Axel's pecks and abs.

Roxas snapped out of fantasy land and shot a glare back at Axel, "Don't you like have something else better to do like put a shirt on?!"

Axel smiled it was good to know Roxas lost most of his attitude. "And quit smirking at me like that" Roxas demanded.

"Than get your eyes off me" Axel poked his tongue out at the blonde and made his way to his dresser to throw on a t-shirt and sweats.

Roxas couldn't think of anything to say to that only that his cheeks were a few shades away from Axel's hair color.

Axel went left into the kitchen and walked back into the bedroom with a bottle of milk, he set it on the dresser and walked over to Aeon's crib and picked up his son. "Are you going to feed Aeon?" Roxas asked keeping a close eye on the baby.

Axel nodded.

Ring Ring, Axel cursed to himself as he heard the phone ring since his hands were full.

"Give me Aeon and I'll feed him while you answer the phone" Roxas offered.

Axel quickly jotted over toward the blonde and handed over Aeon with his bottle of milk, as Axel left the room to answer the phone. Roxas did his best to listen in on the conversation but it didn't help much since all Axel said was, 'Mhh', 'yeah', 'that's great' and some more 'uh huh's' as well.

A few minutes later Axel came into the bedroom happy as can be, "Good news Rox, my mother is coming this afternoon to see Aeon for the very first time and she offered to take him over to her house so that we can stay focused on school and on work"

"Oh" Roxas didn't want to be away from Aeon but it would help to get a break from being a father for once "Axel? How long is she going to have Aeon?" Roxas didn't want to be away from the baby to long.

"Oh just for the weekend or maybe a week but no longer than that"


Roxas was a bit nervous to meet Axel's mother he wasn't sure why. It wasn't like they were boyfriends or they were about to get married and be in the 'Meet The Parents' sort of situation.

Before he knew it Axel's mother Aerith arrived sooner than what he expected. It was about noon when she had arrived. As she greeted Axel when she came in through the door Roxas was expecting a red haired lady with crazy spikes who had pale white skin with piercing green eyes but he was way off, except she did have green eyes but not as green as Axel's, and her hair wasn't red it was brown as chocolate and not straight and spikey like Axel's either and of course her personality was very motherly and like a housewife mom would be like something else the blonde didn't expect as well.

After she hugged Axel and told him how much she was proud of him to be doing well in school and how much she missed him she looked past him and caught a glance at Roxas which she immediately thought what Cloud had thought too. "Oh Axel you didn't introduce me to your boyfriend" She clasped her hands together with a gingerly smile. "No I-"

Before Roxas could say a word to correct her she had already greeted him with a tight embracing hug. "Um no mom he's just a friend, his name is Roxas don't you remember him?" Axel corrected.

"Roxas?" She took a look at him from up and down and then it clicked, "Ahh Roxas you used to be Axel's best friend back in elementary, Oh lord you changed so much but I'm so confused I thought you two quit talking to each other back in middle school"

"Uhh well we did but its a long story how we ended up like this" Axel felt just as acquired as Roxas did who happened to look like he was about to kill himself.

"Oh well that was water under the bridge now where is my beautiful grandson?" she asked looking past Roxas, Axel grabbed her hand and led her into the living room where Aeon was lying in his crib holding onto his favorite stuffed animal.

"Axel..." Aerith took Aeon into her arms and rocked him gently admiring every detail about him, "He's gorgeous, I can't believe how much he looks like you, except that he has blonde hair but he has my green eyes"

"Its weird knowing that your a grandma at such a young age" Axel chuckled.

"I know I'm only 33 years old I was expecting another ten years from now to be expecting a child from you Axel"

"33? No offense or anything but how old were you when you had Axel?" Roxas asked.

"Teenage pregnancy, I got pregnant a few months before I turned 16, I didn't come from a loving family and I met this guy who was five years older than me he treated me so nicely and had respect for me and a fell in love with him immediately. I know it may sound silly and stupid of me but I fell in love with him. The next thing I knew was one day I found myself sleeping with him and two months later I found out I was pregnant"

"How did you handle that at such a young age? who took care of him?" Roxas found himself interested with her past because he sees himself in that same position right now except this wasn't his biological child but he was raising it like it was his own.

"I didn't want my family to know but I did tell them and they weren't happy, but I did promise myself that I would be the best mom ever and I was" She smiled up at Axel, she turned back to Roxas and told him the rest. "The boy I loved came from a good family and they promised me to take care of our child till we graduated from school, of course he was already in college while I was just getting started with high school. I gave birth to Axel when I was a sophomore and I let him stay at his fathers' house all the time and I would go there after school to visit him and help out. Then when I turned 18 his father and I got married, he was very successful and took on with the family business, since he was making good money he sent me off to college and paid for everything, he bought a nice house a mile away from the school campus and it was perfect he was making money while I was getting my education I was actually taking courses in law I wanted to be an attorney which I'am now, but anyways by the time Axel was almost five or six me and his father didn't..." Aerith was thinking for the right word to use "We didn't see eye to eye anymore I guess our relationship used to be 'puppy love' or something like that, I didn't feel like there was a fire burning in our relationship anymore so we divorced" a frown had slowly grown across Aeriths face, Roxas noticed it immediately and felt bad for her.

"But things did get better" Axel chimed in, Roxas was so in tuned with Aeriths' story that he almost forgot Axel was even in the room. "We moved out of Midgar to Destiny Island and we had a nice home and I went to a good elementary school"

"Oh yeah and you moved right down the street from me and I saw you moving in to your house" Roxas said remembering his childhood memories.

Axel was glad to know that Roxas didn't forget the first time they met.

Aerith wanted to know why they quit being friends all she knew was it had something to do when they started middle school but she decided to keep her mouth shut and not mention anything.

"Well boys I'm going to take Aeon with me for the next three or four days so you guys can have a break from being dads and go back to being teenage boys"

Axel and Roxas helped her load up her car and get all of Aeons' belongings together, Roxas set Aeon in his car seat while Axel said his goodbyes' to his mom, "Drive safely back to the island, I always hate that bridge back to the island people drive like maniacs" said Axel.

"Sweetheart I'll be alright, Roxas darling" Aerith turned to the blonde. Roxas walked over to Aerith as she pulled him into a tight hug "You take care hun, I just know things will get better for you, I'll bring Aeon back safely so you two take care" She waved getting into the car.

Axel waved back "Bye mum, I love you"

"Bye Aerith bye Aeon" said Roxas not wanting Aeon or Aerith to leave.


"Say Zexion?"

"Hm?"

"Do you feel guilty for what happened between the love triangle?"

"What are you talking about Demyx?"

"You know? Remember back in high school when Namine was the new kid and her and Roxas fell in love immediately and then she met Axel and liked him as well and she stuck with Roxas but when he wasn't around she fooled around with Axel, don't you remember?"

"Oh that, of course I do I can't believe she almost got away with it"

Demyx sat up from his bed and looked over at Zexion who was organizing all of their Cd's.

"I've had dreams about it lately but do you think its our fault that she died?"

Zexion dropped his CD case he was holding and shot a confused look over at Demyx, "What? She died of child birth Dem, how is that even our fault?"

"On prom night when we slipped those drugs into their drinks, hello?"

"I still don't get your point is Dem" Zexion grabbed his CD case he had dropped and went back to do what he was doing.

"Zexion I don't care how much your professors say how smart you are you know better about what I'm trying to say" Demyx sighed "If it wasn't for us slipping those drugs into their drinks they would have probably never slept together and gotten pregnant"

Come to think of it Zexion finally got Demyx point but he still didn't see how that could be their fault.

"Demyx I see what you're trying to say but we gave them the drinks but this is the part that's not our fault, we didn't make them drink the beverages we gave the-"

"But remember we led them into the bedroom at the hotel we were at so they could get together, because that was why we did that so we could try and split Roxas and Namine apart and get Namine with Axel"

"You know it was so pointless for us to even try splitting Roxas and Namine apart at the time because Axel was so confused with his sexuality and look at him now he's gay so they wouldn't be together even if she was dead or alive"

"True but Roxas thinks its all Axel's fault why he got Namine pregnant I think we should meet up with him some time soon and tell him the whole story"

Zexion shrugged he wasn't to fond of the idea, "I don't care" he remarked.

"Well I do its been bothering me for a long time" Demyx reached over to the phone and called Axel.

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"I really like your mom Axel" Roxas said from the kitchen as he prepared the salad with the dinner him and Axel were cooking. Axel came into the kitchen with chicken had had been grilling on the porch from the back of their apartment.

"Thanks, the reason why I think people like her so much is because she is very motherly and caring to everyone"

Roxas set the salad in the middle of the table and kept a close eye on the steaming broccoli and rice.

"Mmm that is beginning to smell good Roxas"

"Heh thanks it will be ready in a couple minutes" Roxas never thought his cooking was any good but ever since he began raising Aeon he had improved his culinary skills, he raised it up from a three to about an eight.

Roxas and Axel had a good dinner they started off with some small talk and began chatting about their classes they took, things were beginning to get better between the two. It got to the point where Roxas wouldn't break his eye contact with Axel's, when Axel would start talking the blond would daze off at his features admiring the color or his hair and eyes.

"Yeah and then I burnt myself and my mom was like 'Axel I told you so' so I started crying an-"

RING RING

"Crap I was in the climax of my story" Axel got up from his seat to answer the phone. Roxas hated phones they always ruined perfect conversations, he was enjoying the childhood story Axel was telling him about how he learned how to light a match.

Roxas picked up his and Axel's dinner plates and took them over to the sink to rinse them, Axel hung up and walked back into the kitchen. "That was Demyx"

"Oh? And what did he want?" Roxas asked.

"He wants to come by sometime this weekend, but I wanted to know if it was alright with you first"

"Axel you own this apartment you shouldn't even have to ask me"

"I know but my house is your house"

"Are they going to stay the night here?"

"Yeah just for one night and then go back to Destiny Island"

"I see... Yes its alright with me" Roxas didn't remember much of Demyx or Zexion only that he never liked them, when he started middle school all he remembered was Axel ditching him to go hang around with the two boys.


After cleaning up dinner Axel got board immediately it was only a little after seven and him and Roxas didn't have any classes the next two days.

"Roxas lets go out"

Roxas picked up the wrong idea like 'couples dating'. "What?"

"No not like that I mean its still early and we need to take advantage of this night since Aeon's not here"

Roxas didn't feel like doing much he was already relaxed on the couch and planning to watch TV for the next three or four hours and go to bed.

"Umm what do you have in mind?" the blonde questioned.

Axel shrugged "Well I know this really fun club we can go hang out at, its two blocks away. I used to go there all the time when Demyx, Zexion and Marluxia were all here"

"I guess, what should I wear?" Roxas wasn't much of the party type like Axel was and never knew what to wear to any function or occasion.

"Just throw on something comfortable but yet good looking, like this..." Axel motioned Roxas to follow him to his bedroom. "Wait here" Axel changed his outfit in his closet and came out wearing a tight white shirt with the collar the was cut low so it showed a better view of his chest, and had black bell bottom jeans hanging very low from his waist line.

Roxas thought it was to gay for his taste but he got the idea. "Its pretty hot huh?" Axel teased.

"Psh in your dreams" Roxas left the room to get ready to go clubbin.

When Roxas was done he wasn't sure exactly what to wear but had decided to wear a black short sleeved t-shirt that gave quite a bit of sex appeal but all four of his jeans were wet in the laundry room, he grabbed his towel and wrapped it around his waist and walked over to Axel's room. "Axel?"

"Hm?"

"I don't have any jeans to wear they're still wet and I don't have time to dry them"

"You want to wear one my old pair of jeans?" he offered.

"Sure"

"Come here" Axel looked through his dresser and found two old pairs of jeans for Roxas to choose from, the blonde grabbed both to try on.

Minutes later Roxas decided on the light blue colored jeans which had some holes in it but of course that was the style but Roxas noticed the jeans were bell bottoms also. It felt weird with the jeans being tight in all the right places, as he checked himself in the mirror he could help but noticed he looked a bit gay also. Roxas decided this would be the only time he would ever leave out in public like this but its not like he knew very many people in Twilight Town, all of his other friends were back on Destiny Island anyways.

"You ready?" Axel asked grabbing his car keys.

Roxas came out from the bathroom and felt a bit nervous to be seen like this "Yeah I'm ready"

Axel looked Roxas from up and down and couldn't help but realize how hot the blonde looked, "I see the jeans fit"

"You left the part out that they are girl jeans"

"Haha I'm sorry I used to wear those all the time but I shrunk them when I was washing them and haven't used them since"

"Are you calling me short?" Roxas stood up close to Axel on his tip toes trying to match up to Axel's height.

"Maybe if I get you some heels to go with those jeans you could be at least be a few inches taller to my height" Axel chuckled.

"Whatev, lets go" Roxas said walking past Axel to the door.


Axel parked down the street away from the club, Roxas had never been to this part of Twilight Town before, there were tons of people through out the street and many different bars and clubs everywhere.

As they walked further down Roxas began to pick up on something he noticed a lot of male couples walking around and several girls couples as well.

"Well here we are" Axel knew the family that owned this club and got in immediately with out having to stand in line. Roxas saw the name of the club called 'Club TigerHeat' he had never heard of it and thought these kind of names keep on getting weirder and weirder.

"So why did we not have to stand in line like the rest of the people?" Roxas asked.

"Because my friend Marluxia and his family own this club" Axel answered.

Roxas stayed close by Axel's side and noticed more men than female were present at the club, and then it hit him after he noticed the guy couples and the different atmosphere of people around them he realized they were at a gay club.

"Axel?!"

"Huh do you want a drink?"

"NO, is this a gay club?"

Axel smiled devilishly like a kid who got caught sticking their hand in a candy jar. "Yeah but remember there are straight women here you know there just happens to be more gay guys around but its still the hottest club around"

"OH my lord you two lovely fellows are the cutest couple I've seen here all night" said a man with a camera in his hands "I take photos for the club's website now you two love birds get together as I snap some shots" Axel pulled Roxas next to him and began to pose like an amateur model while Roxas was still shocked at the fact he was in a gay club and wasn't used to guys whistling at him as they walked by and wink at him as well.

Roxas caught sight of Cloud aka his worst enemy even though he hardly knew him, Cloud caught sight of Axel and came his way toward them. "Ooh one more picture okay?! How about a shot of you two cuties kissing?"

Axel wanted to kiss Roxas but he knew Roxas didn't swing that way. On the other hand Roxas thought a kiss would set Cloud off. "No honestly we're not even a coup- Mmph" Before Axel could finish his sentence Roxas had silenced him with a kiss.

Roxas could feel himself pissing Cloud off.

Axel felt as if he won an award, or even better Roxas heart.

While Cloud felt jealousy to wards Roxas.

Everything was beginning to heat up at Club TigerHeat.


Aww its a bit of a cliffy at the end there lol I totally hate leaving cliffies but If it makes u feel any better I started on chapter ten already so don't you worry I'll try to have the next chapter up by next week!!!

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