Secret life

Chapter:11

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"What the hell Beca!"

"I'm sorry," I say barley above a whisper.

"That's all you have to say is I'M SORRY!"

"Stacie please calm down."

By this point Stacie had tears rolling down her cheeks.

"We need to talk. Let's go back to the apartment and talk about this. Go out to the car I'll drive us back. I need to talk to Nick for a second."

Stacie just nods and walks out without saying a word.

"Beca I'm so sorry I didn't know she was here. I never would've said that in front of her I can say it was just a joke-

I cut him off "Nick don't worry about it. It's not your fault she was going to find out sooner or later anyway. Um just keep the coke."

"Ok Becs. Again I'm really sorry."

"It's ok bud chill out," I say patting him on the back.

I walk outside and see Stacie sitting in the car. I get into the driver's seat and drive off to our apartment. The whole ride home is quite you can feel tension in the air.

We pull up to the apartment and I see Chloe standing outside of our door.

"Fuck I forgot I had to talk to her too," I thought to myself.

Stacie gets out of the car and slams the door and pushes right past Chloe into the apartment.

"What's wrong with Stacie? Was she crying?"

I can't even meet Chloe's gaze. I walk past her into the apartment with my head hanging low.

She follows right behind me and closes the door. When I look up I see Stacie standing there with her arms crossed. Her e

"What's wrong with Stacie? Was she crying?"

I can't even meet Chloe's gaze. I walk past her into the apartment with my head hanging low.

She follows right behind me and closes the door. When I look up I see Stacie standing there with her arms crossed, her eyes are red from crying. It's quite until Chloe speaks up.

"What's going on? Beca?"

"Yeah Beca why don't you tell Chloe what's going on. I'm sure she'd love to hear it too," Stacie says looking at me.

"Fine. I think we should all sit down this might take a while," I say making my way to the kitchen and taking a seat in one of the chairs.

Stacie sits across from me while Chloe sits next to Stacie both looking at me.

"Well first off I think I should explain to Chloe who I really am. Chloe I haven't been entirely truthful with you. Yes, I did get cut and everything I told was true but I left out some stuff and Stacie I don't think I've told you about this. That night I killed many people not because I wanted to but because it's who I am. I'm top class in what you would say the drug world. No one fucks with me but many do want me dead because I'm worth so much. I've been a drug dealer since forever really. I basically run a drug cartel. Now I've been doing drugs for a long time too. I've doing just about everything. I do it when times get hard. I'm sorry I wasn't honest with you two. And Aubrey also knows some of this because of the night I saved her. I got involved with these things because I've always felt no one cared about me."

I look up and see both Stacie and Chloe in tears.

"I'm so sorry. Could you ever forgive me," I say looking at them hopefully.

They both avoid eye contact with me and doesn't say a thing. With that I only nod while my heart breaks. I feel the tears wanting to come out but I hold them in. I get up and grab my keys then walk out the door towards my car. Once I'm in my car I finally let the tears fall.

Is this life really what I want? Is this who I really want to be? Are drugs really more important than my friends? Do my friends even care? They didn't even say anything to me or look at me.

With those questions running through my mind I start the car and drive to the one place where I know I'll get help answering these questions.

So Chloe finally knows who Beca really is and Stacie found out some things. What will they do? Where is Beca going? We'll find out next chapter.