Chapter Eleven: Should've Let Me Go

Carlisle picked me up and moved me into the living room, away from the pain, the gore and the blood. It made me sick to my stomach. I wanting to throw up, but I couldn't, I only choked up more blood. Carlisle held my hair away from my face and rubbed my back looking up at Alice.

"My vision was wrong… I thought he wasn't sending them until ton…" Alice began staring at the floor.

"Shhh. It's ok." Esme came up behind her and rubbed her back. "None of us knew. He must have did that on purpose."

"What happened? Where's Jake?" I winced in pain as I tried to sit up and look around. Carlisle had now disappeared into his study to grab a couple tools.

Edward came in through the front door and sighed. "Rose… Don't worry; the wolves took Jacob home to calm him down. He wasn't hurt too badly. He has a sprained wrist from punching every damn vampire he saw. When the leader of the clan was trying to break your neck, Bella took Nessie home and made it safe. Jacob was about to save you when the woman clearly stated, 'I don't want her dead, I want her to feel the pain I did when I lost Emmett.' That's when she ripped you apart… I'm so sorry I couldn't save you, we all tried, there were vampires hiding between the trees and kept pouring out…"

I closed my eyes and tried to picture all of this. I thought it ended well. Why did it have to be a bad dream? Why did I even dream, I thought I couldn't?

"Rose, normally you can't dream. It wasn't actually a dream at all. It was your imagination gone wild. It was a nightmare and when something bad happens to a vampire, they nearly have their vampire life flash before their eyes. I know this is a lot to take in, but they all died, and everyone's safe. You're alright." Edward moved out of the way as Carlisle came back in with my arm, leg and his tools for healing me back together.

"Nightmare? But I saw him… He's not dead, he's coming for me. He swore it." I saw Edward freeze and glance at me.

"What did you say?" Edward looked panicked and I knew… Edward and Jasper didn't kill him; he was still alive and coming for me.

"He's coming and he said soon." I looked worried as Carlisle was stitching me together.

Carlisle began to speak. "Rosalie, he did not die when we told you he did. If he does come, we will be ready I promise you that. We told you that because we banned him from the vampire side of the line, if the wolves see him, he's their problem. You'll be OK." Edward somehow relaxed and nodded towards me.

"Can I call Jake?" I asked them. I didn't care who got me the phone, as long as I talked to him.

"Wait until I'm done stitching you up sweetie; it won't take long."

I nodded. I was used to Carlisle stitching me, so the pain didn't hurt as much. He stitched my knee from when I first hunted and I cut myself really bad. Also, a knife cut that I got when I was stabbed.

Edward walked out of the house, I was assuming to go home and Alice went upstairs, which I assume to talk to Jasper.

"Carlisle, what if he does come here with another clan, will we be able to take him… Or will one of us die, like I almost did."

"Rose, let's get one thing straight," Carlisle was now talking to me face to face. "You did not almost die. It may seem like that, but you didn't. If she killed you, I can guarantee Jacob wouldn't forgive anyone of us and would probably go ape shit and kill all of us. If Emmett did happen to come here and with another clan no less, we wouldn't invite the wolves, because it's a family issue and now that I've seen how crazy they can get after a real fight, I would HATE to see one of them fuck up and get them killed. I know Jacob loves you, but you need to realize, that he would die for you, and we can't have that because then it would be some Romeo and Juliet thing, where then you would kill yourself, and Jacob would really be alive and then see you dead and die himself and NO. It can't happen. US as a family will keep you safe and if all ends well you and him and be reunited and go on that trip together."

I started to laugh. "OK OK! I get it; I just don't want you guys dying for me either. I love you all too much too."

"Rosalie, the one thing you have to see is, we are family and I know if one of us were in danger, you'd want to help out a lot too…"

"That's different I…"

"How is it different?" Esme jumped in. I didn't even realize she was still standing there and Carlisle finished stitching and I was almost back to normal. Carlisle and Esme sat down next to each other. "Rose, no one can endanger you. You are our family and without you, we are not a whole and we need you. You can't say you'd help us and not expect the same in return." Esme frowned and reached over to hug me.

I looked down. "I know Esme. It was just a question and it kind of scares me that he's trying to haunt me now. Does that mean that Melissa is still alive too?" A shiver ran down my back as Esme sat back and looked at Carlisle not sure of the answer.

Carlisle answered quickly. "No, she is dead. For sure she died. I killed her with my own hands, I promise you that Rosalie. The only one that I was unsure about until Edward said something was Emmett. But that should be over soon too."

I nodded, a little relived that it's only one person and maybe a clan to worry about. "Do you really think Emmett could create another clan by himself?" I bit my lip.

"Honestly I don't know, it depends on if he has some help, which I don't think he has. But let's get off the subject. I don't like talking about him because it could jinx…"

"Jinx what old man? My showing up? You fucking scared of me?" There he was when we all turned around. It sent shivers down my spine just looking at him. Carlisle was at his feet.

"I thought we banned you from here. Leave now or…"

"Or what you'll remove me? Fuck you, I'm going nowhere without my woman." He took a step towards me and Edward was behind him in a matter of second, but was too slow because Emmett swung around and pinned him to the wall. "Who the fuck do you think you are? I've drunk new vampire blood and feel fucking amazing." He let out a smirk and winked at me and I felt sick to my stomach.

"You fucking touch her and I'll kill you. With me own hands. I gave you one chance and you broke it."

"Hell yeah I did. I'd go through fire and hell to get her back."

"Prepare for hell then." Edward took his head in both of his hands and was about to twist.

"WAIT!" I knew what I needed to do to get him to leave the family alone. I didn't want him dying by anyone else. I took a deep breath. "I'll go with you. Let him go…"

Emmett turned to me and growled. "Tell the truth Blondie. I want no mistake this time."

I took a step forward and felt Carlisle's hand on my arm in a tight grasp. "You are going nowhere!"

"Carlisle let me go! I am going to save you all. Don't try to stop me." I frowned and smiled towards Emmett. "I love him. He's my bear. I can't let him leave without me. Not again. He messed up, but I know he loves me." I shook Carlisle's hand off my arm and walked up to Emmett kissing him on the mouth. He let Edward down and deepened the kiss. He was about to tear off my clothes here until I stopped him. "Somewhere private I winked at him and smiled nibbling his lower lip." Emmett grabbed my hand and ran out the door, because of the wind and how fast we were running, I heard Edward barely stop the parents. "She's in love. Let her be…" That was the last I heard, now it was only wind and I saw Emmett grinning.

"I'm so sorry Rose. My Rose!" Emmett chuckled and squeezed my hand lovingly.

"Right here," I screamed so he'd hear me, pulling his hand. "I can't wait much longer.

I pushed him against the tree kissing his neck and he tore off my shirt and bra leaning down to suck on my nipples. "Oh god how I missed these." I moaned and nodded.

"Oh yes!" I tore down his pants and grabbed his dick rubbing the tip with my finger. I bent down and took his balls in my mouth and massaged his dick with my hand, until I switched and took his dick in my mouth completely and massaged his balls. I knew the quick way to make him cum.

"Mm Rose. I love you too much. Never leave me." He rolled his head back and I sucked him harder and flicked my tongue over the tip.

Once he was close I sat up and growled taking his head in my hands and smirked. "I knew I could get you weak you fucking prick. You are an ungrateful bastard and I wished I'd left you to die with that bear. Fuck you and Melissa and all your damn bitches. I fucking hate you. You should've let me go!" He gasped and as he came I twisted his head off. I started a fire with two sticks and threw his head into the flames. I tore his body apart piece by piece and threw them in the flames. I also threw his clothes into the flames and brushed my hands together. No more Emmett and no more Melissa. This world was a good world now. I put on my clothes and fixed my hair and smiled, much better. Now time to go home. I started to walk back home to inform the family what had happened.

On the walk back, I thought I would stop by and see Jacob first. When I got to his village I went up to his door and knocked. A man came to the door in a wheelchair and I knew it was his dad, Billy.

"Hey is Jake here?" I tried to ask in a nice way.

"No, I'm sorry he's with Nessie at the cottage. Is there something I can help you with? Can I take a name?"

I quickly ran off into the woods and hurried over to the cottage. I ran as fast as I could, dodging trees and branches as I ran. I nearly tripped over a log, but balanced myself and kept running. I had to get there soon before something bad happened. What if Bella is gone and he's home alone with her? Maybe he only went there to look for me because he thought the Cullens would hide me there. I started to slow down, but once I got pretty close I heard it. Something I never wanted to hear in any of the years I lived.

"Mm baby. Faster please! Harder! I love you so much. I need you as much as you needed me." Nessie cried out and I heard moans coming from him in the cottage, I growled and ran up to the door furious. As soon as I opened the door and glared inside I jumped back shocked at what I saw…