"Teresa" he murmured with sadness, "If I can't have you no one can..I thought maybe Allen..you and I...." she murmmured, "I made them all go away I made the Akuma go away so that you and I together we could be together in the farm...I would kill them so you and I could be together alone with no one to both us..." she said. Allen could already hear the people scramble out the back in a panic, "us just us....but you didn't want that!" she said her voice breaking into that of an Akuma's, "SO IF I CAN'T HAVE YOU NO ONE CAN!" she screamed and burst from the shell that held her true form.

Kanda drew his sword out pushing Allen behind him "you always seem to attack the dangerous ones" Kanda scowled pointing Mugen at Teresa's form.

Allen grabbed Kanda's arm," no..." he said holding it, "let me." he said moving in front of the swords man, "I'm sorry "he murmured to the Akuma and Activated his crown clown it was a magnificent sight to see after all this time except his hair was black and his cowl had turned just as black. he held out his hand to Teresa, "I shall deliver you from sin to the hands of the mighty savoir." he recited to her and she screamed She raised up a strange mutated arm and began too fire off the deadly bullets that killed thousands no millions of innocent individuals for the Earls disgusting pleasures. Allen dodged sideways but tripped over a chair (so much for not being rusty) and crashed against a table. He managed to jump out of the way just in time as she shot another bullet at him, 'Teresa let me end your suffering' he thought.

The Akuma spun itself several tentacle like things unfolding around her as she grabbed anything destroying the shop slowly,"damn it" he cursed and sighed, "I'm sorry Teresa" this distracted her long enough for him to lunge and bring his crown clown down upon her, "Bring salvation to this pitiful soul" he whispered.

Teresa screamed and began to flail but within moments and minimal damage the Akuma broke away and fell to pieces Allen held the hand of the soul who he had spent the last six months with, "Go to heaven and rest in peace." he murmured to it before it fell away as if glitter, "Amen." he deactivated and turned to gaze at Kanda.

"Always such a drama queen" Kanda looked to his...What was Allen to him now? a lover?..No they broke up six months ago but Kanda couldn't just say it.

"I've known for a few months now...shortly after her sister passed away...she levelled up surprisingly quick though..." he said softly, "She smelt of blood and was always cold to the touch...I just I was hoping if she stayed happy she wouldn't hurt anyone." he said.

Kanda touched Allen's cheek out of instinct "you can't save them all"

"I know...but I can try to save some." he said leaning into that touch, "you feel so cold." he whispered and leaned forward moving so he was holding Kanda, "it's okay...sleep" he said softly, "I promise I'll still be here when you wake up." he murmured.

Kanda put Mugen away, "che what makes you think I'm tired brat "Kanda slowly stated his eyes getting heavier with every step," We're still at the cafe that you damaged" Kanda's thoughts started to drift.

"It's okay...I'll fix it." he murmured to the samurai as he felt him grow heavy, "just sleep you have a fever." he murmured.

"You don't know what you're talking a...about--." Kanda passed out falling into the young man.

He smiled, "I promise this time...." he hugged him closer, "This time I'm not running away." he said and kissed the top of Kanda's head feeling sad that the man had cut his beautiful long hair.

Kanda found himself hours later in a soft bed something he hadn't been in for a long time. He noticed he was still in his clothes a torn black mussel shirt and messed up black jeans. His tattoo had grown on his body it has almost taken over his entire left side but of course the marking seemed to be mixed with the scars that refused to heal anymore. They covered his body in random parts. He looked around the room where he currently was it was fairly spacious with a large fireplace with a fire going inside it and a round wooden table and two chairs placed at it. Against the far wall by the door was a wardrobe made of study oak and a warm colored tapestry carpet was placed in the middle of the floor.

The bed he was in was warm and comfortable and for the first time in a long time he felt truly relaxed. "Mmm" moments later the panic set in where was Allen it hadn't been a dream it couldn't have been. As he was about to shoot up and out of the bed he heard the door opening.

Allen came into the room currently at an Inn he had some folded clothes and a warm meal of soup and bread was on a tray on the end table, "your awake." he said with a smile, "you really should eat something." he said placing the items on the table and walking over to place the tray in Kanda's lap after helping him sit up, "I didn't know exactly what kind of clothes you'd like so I just grabbed what I thought would suit you." he stated.

Kanda just watched Allen go through the movements 'this is a dream, and I don't want to wake"

Suddenly something was shoved into kanda's mouth...and it definitely was not soba. "Eat its cream of vegetable soup." he said with a smile," it's good, so eat It." he said.

Kanda let the soup fill his belly with warmth "your here" Kanda was still in a daze mumbling to himself "why"

"I'd had six long months to think about everything...why we are here, Why we do what we do, why we grieve, or feel happiness." he said looking down," Why we get angry or excited and I couldn't think of why until now." he said, "We need to in order to live in order to human we can't survive without the pain or sadness the happiness we need it and it needs us." he said looking at Kanda "We blamed the order for what happened and that was wrong...It's not gods fault that we are the way we are its the people who run it." he said, "they said we committed sins and that's a lie because...because we wouldn't be the way we are if god didn't intend for it to be that way." he said then looked at the samurai, "we blamed them our friends...for someone else's mistake." he stated. "And I want to correct that some how...but I'm not sure how..." he said.

Kanda took hold of Allen's cursed hand and slowly brought them together "well you could start here" Kanda sealed the distance between them tasting the lips he hadn't tasted in SIX BLOODY MONTHS and he was in need.

He accepted the kiss with happiness and then gently ran his fingers through Kanda's soft hair,"you cut it" he whispered to the swordsman, "I liked it when it was long." He smiled,

"It just ended up getting in the way it was a real nuisance after a while." He admitted sheepishly, "What did you lose all your hair ties?" though the hair was still very long it wasn't as long as it had been reaching the samurai's hips. "When you're running from finders and exorcists you tend to lose things." Kanda stated gruffly as he shifted in the bed some, "I'll go get you some new ones when I go back into town." He said earning a slight hint of a smile.

"Do you miss them as much as I do?' Allen finally asked breaking the short silence that had engulfed them.

"You mean Linalee and the rest?"

"Yeah"

Another silence engulfed them and Kanda sighed ruffling his own hair some, "Yeah I miss them too...it's a little boring without Lavi's antics" he admitted grudgingly.

Kanda heard a gentle giggle and raised his eyes to Allen who was covering his mouth with a smile giggling uncontrollably,"What's so funny?" he snapped at the boy, "I miss Lavi's pranks as well." He said it had been funny to hear Kanda actually admit to missing Lavi since he always seemed to hate the red head.

"Tch...shut up" said the samurai as he turned away from Allen crossing his arms.

Allen chuckled as Kanda pouted. "Same as always" he commented.

"Now what?" questioned the samurai.

"What do you mean by, 'now what'?"

"I mean what do are we gonna do now?" asked Kanda as he reached and grabbed Allen's hands.

He smiled gently giving Kanda's hands a reassuring squeeze, "Well for starters let's get that fever down." he said his lips a breath away from the Samurai's own," and then...we'll turn that order inside out and destroy that fucking Earl" he smiled a little of the 14th's personality slipping out.

"Fuck ya" kanda agreed, "Moyashi" Kanda smirked one more time kissing the younger man with enough passion to make up for all the pain they went through

"That's Mr. Moyashi to you" stated Allen and for the first time ever or in such a long while Allen heard Kanda laugh.

"Yea...Yea...sure" Kanda smirked," Whatever you say bean sprout" and he kissed him again sealing the deal with a passionate kiss.

A/N: .... I've got nothing to say about this chapter except I liked it and I hoped you did too so PLEASE review or I might not put up anymore chapters I honestly value the opinion and feedback from my fellow readers and authors so PLEEEEEEASE review. Thank-you.