Disclaimer: I do not own InuYasha, that pleasure belongs to the amazingly talented and imaginative Rumiko Takahashi. Who would probably kick my ass if she read when I am doing to her characters in this fiction. lol

Notes:I forgot to mention in my last chapter that instead of using the complicated Japanese terms for names I am going to go to the simpler Mama, Gramps, Nee-chan, Inu-chan etc…It was getting to be a headache and confusing for readers not familiar with Japanese titles. So, expect a much simpler read. I've noticed a fall in reviews lately, weather that is because I have gotten obnoxious and demanding in regards to reviews or my story has begun to stink-o I don't know. I've always said I value the rough review as much as the good review, how else does one learn? So, if you've become bored or dont like something, please let me know. If you use to review and then quit for some reason, let me know!

I also realized the other day that I started to write a story dealing with the tragedy of the loss of someone dear to you…and then I was off track. Since I cant just jump back, This chapter is my leaping step towards getting back on track.

In regards to this chapter. I want to send out a warning. It is fairly graphic. I used the Japanese, and in the most graphic part, I am not going to provide the translations for the sex acts. If you really must know, find a translator. The point I was trying to make comes across without knowing exactly what the words mean. You will likely find this shocking and wonder what the hell I am doing, but, trust me, it does have a point as you will see in Chapter 12, which, once again was suppose to be part of Chapter 11, but, once again I had diarrhea of the keyboard. I will work on chapter 12 tonight and possibly have it up tomorrow or maybe even tonight still. Some words are translated, you will find them at the bottom.

I hope no one is offended.

WARNING: EXTREMELY HARSH LANGUAGE!! PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE EASILY OFFENDED BY PROFANE FEMINE SLURS OR IMAGES OF SEXUAL MISTREATMENT!!

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Loss

Chapter Eleven

Undercover of Snow

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Kagome sat staring out the window at the first snowflakes of what promised to be the first major snowfall of the season. The door behind her opened, someone entered, and then the door clicked shut again. She didn't turn, she didn't need to, she knew who it was.

Flashback:

a month earlier

"I don't understand, what exactly is it they want you to do?" Mrs. Higurashi stared at Kagome from across the table.

"It doesn't matter" InuYasha bit out "Because she isn't going to do it."

"InuYasha, please…stop it." Kagome looked at him with pleading eyes.

"Kagome," he looked at her, pleading himself, trying to make her see his fear without having to admit it out loud. "Damn it, I said no, now that's the end of it." InuYasha got up and stomped up the stairs. Kagome immediately got up to follow him.

"Kagome, give InuYasha time to cool off. Now tell me what is going on." Mrs. Higurashi looked at her, warning not to beat around the bush.

"Mama, the men who were here were security guards from school, but, they aren't really security guards. They are undercover detectives."

"Detectives? What do detectives want with you Kagome?" Mrs. Higurashi's face was creased with worry.

"It's Sato. They believe he has been abusing students but they don't have enough proof, that's where I come in. They want me to wear a wire and meet with him one more time after school hours, when he will feel much freer."

"And why does this upset InuYasha so much if he is going to be there with you?" she looked at her skeptically, becoming more skeptical the more Kagome hesitated to answer.

"Kagome! Answer your Mama, right now."

"Because he isn't going to be there with Me." she said it quietly

"I don't understand, if they just want you to get him to say bad things to you then why can't…"

Kagome looked away from the table, biting her lip and giving the rest of the story away.

"Kagome! Absolutely not! That…that…you will not give him one single chance to lay a finger on you!"

"But, mama…"Kagome looked at her, her eyes pleading.

"But mama my foot! No! No! Kagome! No wonder InuYasha is so angry!" she gestured heavily with her hands, flinging her arms around in wide arcs.

"Mama, how can I not? Am I supposed to walk away and wait to hear he hurt someone else? He already hurt five girls from his old school, but no one has been able to prove anything."

"What if you get hurt?"

"I won't Mama; the detectives will be in the building waiting to arrest him as soon as he comes near me." She reached over and took her mothers hand, trying to reassure her.

"What about InuYasha? He would be there too of course." She looked at Kagome, not at all liking the way Kagome appeared to be hesitating.

"Actually no. You know InuYasha Mama, how over protective he is. He would be waiting in the van outside with the other officers."

"I don't like this Kagome. But I suppose I must allow it. But, only if you can convince InuYasha. If he says no, I will not go against his judgment."

Kagome nodded, and then she rose and went upstairs to do the most difficult thing ever. Convincing InuYasha.

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She found him sitting on the roof outside her bedroom window. Carefully she climbed out and sat down next to him. He turned his head away from her.

"She didn't talk any sense into you either did she?"

"No." she said quietly, shivering in the cool night air. "She said I have to convince you."

"Keh…"

InuYasha untied his hoari, shrugged out of it and wrapped it around her shoulders.

"Don't hold your breath Kagome."

"InuYasha" Kagome reached down and took his hand in hers and pulled it into her lap, linking their fingers. "Please hear me out."

He tightened his fingers on hers, and then slowly nodded.

"When I was drinking, the more often I drank the easier it got for me to do it again, and I wanted to do it more. I thought it was making me stronger, but really, I was getting weaker, losing myself to it. And the sake was like, getting stronger, because it was taking control of me. That day at the park, when I almost drank but didn't? I found my strength again. This is kind of like that."

"How?" He asked softly, putting his arm around her shoulders and pulling her closer. Kagome rested her head on his shoulder.

"Right now, Sato is strong because he is in control. No one can stop him and he's getting worse. He's going to keep getting worse and stronger until someone stops him. Someone has to stop him InuYasha. Before he really, really hurts someone."

"I understand." He kissed her forehead. "But, I don't like that I can't be in the building."

"There will be two detectives right next door, and you will be right outside with the others. It will be okay. I promise"

"This is really that important to you?" She nodded. He looked at her "Why?"

"It's like pouring out the sake I guess. I need to find my strength again."

"Okay." He sighed, resigning himself, but not liking it one little bit. "Okay, you win."

End Flashback

Now she sat, even her toes were shaking in fear. The wires ran under her arms and were taped to her chest and back, fearing she would sweat and short out the microphone, forcing her to do this all over again.

Sato seeming to linger directly behind her chair, as if he were contemplating putting his hands around her throat. Kagome looked down to see that the front of her blouse gaped open widely over her breasts. The wires were safely tucked under her bra straps, but Sato had a perfect view of her breasts. Kagome was dressed as she typically dressed for night time outings, slightly more on the risqué side, just as the detectives had told her to. But not enough to make it look obvious. They wanted her to tempt him to the point where he would risks, hopefully getting sloppy in the process. Kagome felt a sharp shiver shoot up her spine at his staring, and she straightened her back, ramrod straight, so her blouse rested against her skin once again. Sato cleared his throat and moved from behind her, taking his seat behind his desk. Kagome stopped biting her bottom lip and forced a small smile onto her face.

"Sato-sama…I…"

"Ah, uh…Sama?" He raised an eyebrow at her, mocking her return to using the proper title for his station. He laughed at her.

"Just tell me uh what you want Higurashi-wareme, then get out"

Kagome gasped at the profane title he attached to her name. Sato raised an eyebrow.

"A problem?" He grinned at her, a sick twisted look that made Kagome wonder how he could have ever been hired as an educator.
She gathered herself quickly, forcing herself to think of it like battling a demon. She had to keep her cool and go forward. She only wished she had her bows and arrows.

"I…I came here Sato-sama because I was hoping to clear the air. Things got out of hand fast the other day, and I just…I don't want to leave here with bad feelings for anyone." She forced herself to smile. Only remembering InuYasha was outside waiting in a van gave her the strength to go on.

"I see." Sato said, pushing away from his desk slightly, his hands seemed to be fluttering in his lap; Kagome realized what he was doing and wanted to be sick. Worse, she knew that Sato knew that she knew, he wanted her to know. "So now you wish to make nice." He stood coming towards the front of his desk. Kagome had to swallow a gasp, realizing that he was fully erect.

Sato stood in front of his desk, only about two feet away from where Kagome sat. She wondered if it was her imagination or if he was deliberately thrusting his pelvis out, trying to close the distance.

"In other words, uh, Kagome-wareme…"He said, grinning and forcing the familiarity with the same disgusting profanity "You want me to forgive and forget, make nice."

Kagome forced herself to look up at his face. "I don't like having people angry with me Sato-sama. I don't like to be angry with people"
Sato threw his head back and laughed loudly. "You got the papers today didn't you? That's why the sudden plea for civility."

"Papers?" Kagome was puzzled; she knew nothing of any papers.

"Expulsion papers."

"What?" Kagome felt her anger rise "You…you are planning to…"

"Expel you, yes." His hands moved downward in his pockets.

"On what grounds?"

"Violating school policies on having weapons on the campus, fighting, flagrant history of truancy, suspected drug use…shall I go on?"

"But, you,…you agreed to allow me to finish at home."

"That was before." he smirked, a man very obviously enjoying what he was doing

"You have to…"

Sato walked around to behind Kagome, putting his hands on her shoulders, his thumbs rubbing against the bare skin where her collar met her skin. He bent down, close to her ear, his voice soft and almost a whisper.

"I don't have to do anything little yariman."

Kagome wanted to be sick; his hands made her feel like she was covered in disgusting slime. She had long tired of the filthy names.
"Please, don't call me those names." Kagome pretended his touch wasn't making her stomach turn.

"Why?" His voice was getting strange now, like he was off somewhere else "Tell me yariman, if I cancel the papers, what's in it for me?" His fingers moved lower while his lips moved close enough that Kagome could feel his breath on her ear.

" I,…I,…I don't understand what you mean." Kagome clenched her teeth, wondering how much more of this she would have to endure. InuYasha was listening in out in the van, he wouldn't listen to much more of this.

He put two fingers in the cleavage between her breasts, moving his fingers repeatedly over her skin.

"What will you do for me my little yariman? Will you do for me the things you do for your gangster boyfriend? Will you give me kounai seikou? I would enjoy paizuri; they are very lovely and firm. Will you let me perform danshoku? Fakku? You must give me o-gazumu many, many, times before I would even conceder it."

He slid a finger inside her bra "Right now, on my desk, lie down and allow me paizuri." Kagome felt his breath on her neck; his fingers went to the buttons on her blouse, while the other hand squeezed her breast painfully.

"No!" Kagome pulled away from him "Stop! Get your filthy hands off me." She pulled her arm back and slapped him as the detectives busted into the room. The older one pulled Sato away from Kagome, quickly slapping cuffs on his wrists.

"Your under arrest you sick son of a bitch" The detective pulled him out of the room and down the hallway while the younger one talked to Kagome, making sure she was okay.
He took her arm and led her down the hallway to the room where they had set up the recording equipment to remove the wires.

"Are you sure your okay Higurashi-sama?" He asked, carefully removing the tape from under her arm.

"Yes." She managed to work up a half smile "Beside, we got him right?" Kagome felt relief washing over her, glad to be relieved of the wires and heavy layer of the jacket.

"Absolutely right," a strange voice said behind her.

Kagome turned, her eyes blinking in disbelief.

Sato now stood in the doorway, his voice no longer matching his body. Kagome gasped as his shape shifted. He stood extremely tall; he had to be close to seven and a half feet. His eyes and eyebrows were almost the same shape, merely slashes across the upper part of his head, a cold, frozen, icy blue-green.

His hair was a very pale shade of green, quite long, reaching to the back of his knees. He wore it in a bun of sorts, the kind worn by male warriors.

Before Kagome could say a word the two detectives that she had so trusted, shifted also, both looking nearly identical to the elder demon except their coloring was icy lilac and they were much smaller in stature, only about six and feet tall.

"Miko, it is indeed a pleasure to finally meet the protector of the Shikon no Tama." The demon bowed to her mockingly as she felt her arms jerked behind her as she was pushed down into a chair, arms handcuffed behind her. A heavy black bag was put over her hands and tied. "The bag is magical; it will prevent you from using any of those nasty miko powers we demons have disliked for so long. Allow me proper introductions. My friends, Rekcuf-gibeno, and Dratsab-gibeno, as you see, they are brothers. And I little yariman, am Sinepon.

"You were pretending to be Sato-sama all along." Kagome glared at the demon.

"Of course, I had to find some way to get near you." he smirked at her. "Convincing wasn't I?"

"Where is the real Sato-sama?" she glared at him, her mind scrambling for some kind of solution.

"Calm down yariman." He smirked, still using the degrading names he had as Sato. He snapped his fingers and a form began to materialize. Sato-sama was in a state of suspended animation, bound to the far wall in the conference room with some kind of purple fiber netting, then covered with invisibility charms.

Kagome was relieved to know that these were modern day demons. The invisibility charms hadn't been fashioned until the middle 1700's to protect hanyou from the rising and irrational fear of most of them. Thinking of the past made her think of another who seemed to be missing.

"Where's InuYasha?" She glared

Rekcuf-gibeno took the shape of a uniformed policeman.

"I would imagine he is still sleeping Higurashi-san. At least he was when I dumped him along side the road seventy-five miles from here."

"You didn't!" laughed Dratsab-gibeno

"Of course I did. Have you seen how sharp that ass's claws are?" He laughed, earning a laugh from Sinepon.

"Why…" Kagome asked, her eyes glowing with rage. "Why are you doing this?"

"I want the Shikon no Tama."

"I don't have it."

"Please, you know you can get it. Surely you know how well known you are in the demon underground?"

"The …what?"

"I do not believe your demon has not told you. Perhaps you should be checking his motives yariman." Kagome wanted to spit at him, hearing the slur again. She knew she had nothing to be concerned about, InuYasha didn't know about any underground.

"A couple hundred years ago, you humans began polluting the population, mating with demons making hanyou more common until they were more the norm than full demons. The great lords ordered all full demons into a secret society, hiding ourselves from humans underground until we increased our numbers, gaining strength to take our land back, destroying you humans once and for all.

"Only one piece is missing, one piece to make our leader stronger, formidable. But where this piece was a mystery, all that was known was the prophecy of a miko born here in InuYasha's forest, with the Shikon no Tama within her body, five hundred years from the day it was taken out."

Kagome couldn't believe her ears. A secret society? Demons planning on taking over Japan, destroying humans? It was too much too fast, she couldn't comprehend it all. She tried to close off her mind, setting her focus on InuYasha. She had been able to send small bits of her spirit to him before, but she had known where he was then. He hadn't been so far away.

"I have been watching you for a long time yariman. Since I crossed paths with you by happenstance ten years ago. When you were a child the Shikon no Tama glowed brightly from you. Over the years its glowed dimmer, then brighter. Gone away for a time, and then come back. But one thing has never left you; the aura has never left you. Perhaps you don't know, You can use your mind to call the Shikon no Tama back to you, to the space it originally was in your body. And you will do it now, for us. Then, it will be ours, if we have to kill you to get it."

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InuYasha groaned, his head felt like someone was hammering on his skull from the inside. Something was wrong, but he couldn't make things make sense, his thoughts wouldn't connect…

The detective came to pick up Kagome. He had kissed her goodbye, feeling something niggling in the back of his mind. But he trusted her ability to take care of herself. Kagome wasn't a defenseless woman, she was a powerful priestess. Maybe even more powerful than Kikyo had been.
As he had stood watching Kagome get seated in the detective's car the police van pulled up and the uniformed officers got out. They showed him where he would sit and told him what would be expected of him. He was just beginning to relax when they reached the school. He'd wanted a minute alone with Kagome, but instead the Detective brushed him aside, saying it was too risky. The other uniformed officer went into the school, while InuYasha was led back into the van and given a headset...

Damn it…Then what? His mind was so fucking foggy. He was in the damn van, then what. Now he was waking up surround by cool air, a cold white blanket covering him. Was he still in the van? Could he move yet? He tested his toes successfully, then tried his fingers discovering that the cold blanket wasn't a blanket at all, but a four inch layer of snow. He tested himself, sitting up, brushing the snow off of himself. He looked around…

That was when he noticed something strange. While the set up LOOKED convincing, no sound came out of it. He had listened to Kagome's music occasionally with headphones while she was studying, and there was none of the static. He looked at where the end of the headset was plugged in; it looked like it had just been screwed into a block of wood. He turned to the officer…

"Hey, what's the fucking …"

That was all he got out before the console in front of his face opened up and he was blasted in the face with a strange purple dust. Instantly, his body was fully paralyzed. Before he lost consciousness, he had watched in horror as the police officer transformed into a demon. The demon laughed hysterically as InuYasha fell out of the seat, the headphones pulling painfully off his ears as he crashed onto the floor of the van.

The memory completely crashed over him, along with the realization that Kagome was in considerable danger. He jumped to his feet, nothing around him was at all familiar. Everything around him was white. No tire tracks, no foot prints, nobody. He had to be far outside of the city. The only hope he had was to find a high place and then hope to pick up Kagome's scent.He looked up at the sky, his fists clenched as he screamed, Partly in fear, partly in frustration.

"FUCK!!!!!!! FUCK !!!!!!!FUCK !!!!!!!FUCK !!!!!!FUCK!!!!!!!!"

"Kagomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Far away a dim pink light became visible among the white falling snowflakes. It wasn't getting any bigger or coming any closer. He couldn't pick up a scent, or any indication of Kagome in the light, but it was all he had.

He took a deep breath and began running towards the pink light.

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Kagome felt a shiver go up her spine as she glared at Sinepon.

"No."

"Not even to save the human?" Sinepon signaled to Rekcuf-gibeno, and he stepped over to where the real Sato stood bound to the wall, still in a deep sleep. He pulled a sharp short katana from his sheath, holding it to the mans chin where it rested on his chest.
She couldn't, she couldn't save one life, risking the lives of thousands.

"Even if it costs his life and mine. I will not call to the Shikon no Tama." She glared at him harder, an odd kind of gleam in her eyes.

Sinepon's eyes turned red as he leaped forward to stand directly in front of Kagome. He slapped her hard across the face, making the chair she was in spin. He stopped it, grabbing the arms, then put his hands around her throat, pushing her across the room crashing against the conference table. He grabbed the front of her blouse, tearing the delicate fabric apart so that it hung by the sleeves. He threw her on top of the table, straddling her.

"Call for the no Tama!" He screamed at her

Kagome glared at him harder, her eyes narrowing into slits. She spit into his face, lodging a nice loogy in his right eye.

"Never." she whispered it calmly.

"INPUDENT BITCH!" He slapped her across the other cheek.
"call for the Shikon no Tama, or I kill you, the human, and then I hunt your hanyou and family."

Kagome looked at him defiantly, then laughed mockingly. "You couldn't kill InuYasha if you had him locked in a room, chained up and sound asleep. But you already know that. Isn't that why you dumped him in the middle of nowhere?"

"Enough!" He slapped his hand down hard over her mouth, Kagome tasted blood. "Shut your mouth wareme!" His other hand dropped the blade and went to her throat, tightening.

"No more negotiation. You wish to die wareme, then die. But we have all night, we would be fools if we didn't try to change your mind. Perhaps after we have each taken our turns on you. I was taught to always share, It would be a shame to not take turns on such a tempting fakku."

At his nod, Dratsab-gibeno readjusted the cuffs to the sides of the table, tightening the bag over her hands. Rekcuf-gibeno sealing heavy tape over her mouth.

Sinepon reached down, tearing her bra from her chest.

Sinepon grinned, beginning to stroke her torso.

"Many turns"

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Fakku--fuck

Wareme--cunt

Yariman--slut

Look closely at the demons names…LOL

Let me know if you figure out their REAL names! LOL

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Chapter 12 Preview: The snowflakes have turned into a winter storm,InuYasha has runs through the rapidly increasing snow drifts toward the pink spot of light, not knowing if it was the direction to Kagome or not. Kagome desperately tries to think of someway to fight off Sinepon's attack as she increasingly worries about InuYasha's whereabouts.